Grasping Taste

Love of the Past

Mama Rosa Pov's

I was so happy after seven years, and today was the first time the Word started calling me. I hope that my relationship with my only son will improve soon.

Moreover, the news that he wants to get married, it means that the wounds because of love in his past have begun to erode. Sometimes I feel guilty for my broken heart. But, I couldn't keep quiet, as if circumstances had given me no choice.

I looked back at the house that was once my dream and witnessed my love with Mas Haris. A house that has been dead for many years since what seemed to me to be terrible and painful, but let me close it so that it stops in my heart. No more hurting my beloved son.

Author Pov's

Rosa who had been sitting in the garden behind her house immediately rose up. Every time he recalled the scar in his heart, he immediately closed it back down. Didn't want to remember it more deeply, because it could kill him ashore.

The woman who looked so strong did not want to be weak. He must endure for the sake of the Word. Walk forward without looking back.

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Tonight hesti was so happy, he could spend time with Aruna and Sabda. After having dinner and looking for a while, Nesti paid off to go to the room first.

"Don't forget to sleep in your room, Run! You're back tomorrow!" Hesti reminded his daughter. While Aruna just nodded. He still takes care of the rest of their dinner.

"Why doesn't Bi Narti just stay here? Kan, can accompany Mama-in-Law." said Sabda when he saw that the real Nesti was still weak.

"Bi Narti was actually not allowed to work by his family, but Bi Narti could not leave Mama alone. Bi Narti said, if our family has contributed a lot to his family" said Aruna, he brought dirty dishes to the back.

The word is only mangosteen. Then grabbed his phone and replied to Andrean who reported the condition of the office in his absence. Yes Andrean is indeed reliable, even Sabda had thought to open a branch in another city.

"Mas, let's turn it over in the morning, shall we? I still have to prepare. The day after tomorrow, my friend was engaged." said Aruna after cleaning the dishes.

"That means you can't go with Mas to his friend's show, Mas?" Sabda hoped that Aruna would accompany him. He would have been reluctant to attend such an event if it were not for his close friend Bagas.

"Not not want to, Mom. But, the betrothed of my closest friend. I automatically come like the host. But, just look at the schedule later clashed whether it wasn't." Aruna felt wrong. But, she will not miss Tita's engagement, even though it is hard to resist the Word.

"Mas, I'm going to Mama's room, first yeah! I have prepared a blanket for Mas Sabda in the guest room." explained Aruna then stepped towards the room of Hesti, but Sabda immediately blocked the small hand.

"No sleeping kiss for, Mom?" ask Sabda with a bang on both eyebrows.

"Mas, don't make me paranoid if it's close to Mas." sighed Aruna, then thrashed to release her hand.

Meanwhile, Sabda even laughed at Aruna's behavior. The pouting face made the man feel anxious. Aruna made him laugh a lot.

After knocking on the door of his room a few times, Aruna opened it. The middle-aged woman was even still sitting leaning against the head of the bed.

"Why haven't you slept yet, Ma?" tanya Aruna then sat down on the bedside.

"Mama is waiting for you, Run." replied Hesti.

"What do you want to talk about?" asked Aruna staring intently at the woman whose body looked increasingly thin. Hesti is indeed affected by diabetes and high blood pressure, so that her beauty is now starting to fade.

"Mama just wanted to apologize. At least if God calls Mama there is a little burden Mama has lifted, although it may be difficult to forgive Mama's sins." Hearing the sentence of Haesti Aruna just looking at him sharply waiting for the next sentence, he did not understand the meaning of everything.

"Maybe you hate Mama because there is already between your happiness. But forgive the mistake, Mama! Mama also suffered just as much as you guys." said his eyes began to dew.

"As your father said. He was forced to marry Mama because at that time Ms. Arini had been convicted of leukemia. At that time Ms. Ariani knew Mama Hesti was your father's first love. Until one day Mother Arini came to Mama to want to marry your father and take care of you." explained Hesti.

"Just as Mama Hesti could refuse it back then. Mama should understand how Mother feels." denied Aruna she again felt sad. And even more disappointed because his father also agreed to it.

"For the umpteenth time Mama apologized! My mistake was getting stuck in the love of the past. Mama can't stop loving your father." - Hesti. His eyes glazed over recalling the stories of the past, no one was happy, all like in a dilemma.

"But Mom loves you, Run. Mom wants you to always get the best. Until Mama receives a deal from your mother if Mama won't give birth to another baby." Hearing Hesti's sentence made Aruna slightly flabbergasted in disbelief.

"You can't believe it but that's the truth." Aruna looked back at Hesti with an inexplicable feeling..

"If you can't forgive Mom. At least give Mama a hug once." pinta Hesti with a raucous voice. Her tears were unable to hold her back.

Aruna was still silent, then Aruna thought for a moment, she said the most beautiful thing for a woman is to give birth to a cute child.

Aruna turned her head towards the woman he admitted to always giving a lot of things without asking much unless asking her to marry.

"Mama... Aruna dear, Mama." witty Aruna when she hugged Hesti.

Instantly, Nesti was stunned, and he could not even say a word in Aruna's arms.

"Mama, don't cry! Aruna will feel very guilty later." lirih Aruna, she felt this was not fair to Hesti. All this time he was always cold to his stepmother.

"Mama dear Aruna. Mother's most beautiful and stubborn daughter."

"Like, Mama." Hearing Hesti's reply smiled among her cries. Her hand caressed Aruna's delicate cheeks. Although, there was no picture of her face in Aruna's pretty face, but the girl had a bit of a similar nature to her.

The corner of Aruna's eyes let out a drop of water, while realizing much love and hope for her.

"Now Mama is resting! Mama should be healthy, don't leave Aruna alone. Aruna has no one. Aruna will come back again after cleaning up the items that Runa brings tomorrow." said Aruna.

Hesti also according. The woman was relieved. It was difficult to explain everything all this time to Aruna who kept avoiding him.

Aruna came out of the room and went to the back. His chest felt tight because of the mixed taste.

"Roon... " Saida who was still sitting in the middle room with her cellphone greeted, when she saw Aruna coming out of her mother's room with a sad face.

"Mas Sabda, haven't slept?" aruna asked with a look at the man who was now walking closer towards her.

"Mas wants a walk. Want to accompany, Mas? " tanya Sabda made Aruna speechless and stared questioningly.

"I rarely go out at night, Mas." replied Aruna. What a mood he's in no where.

"The promise will not be naughty. The vow! The Promise! " The word repeatedly convinces.

"We're just walking!" continue Sabda.

"Alright but don't fuck around." Sabda smiled as she felt that the girl in front of her was always insecure when she was with him.