Glass Flakes

Worrying

"Mas, open the door. Dinda wants a shower".

Several times, Dinda knocked on the bathroom door and called her husband. After returning from the obstetrician, Dimas just kept quiet and locked himself in the bathroom. Dinda who saw it felt sorry for her husband. He knew it wasn't easy for Dimas to accept that fact. Even for anyone male in this world, it would definitely be hard hit when the doctor sentenced him infertile. Well even though the doctor didn't say barren, but the fact that he was an infertile man made him really shaken.

While in the bathroom itself, Dimas sat down bowed while hugging his knees under the shower that washed his body that was still fully dressed. Maybe then he hopes to dampen his head that feels like it will explode by the words of the doctor. Aaahhh,, his feelings used to be less painful when his regrets after he abused Dinda.

'conditions that come out in dead'. The words kept spinning in his head.

"Mas, don't worry Dinda. Open the door" said Dinda again with a trembling voice holding back the cries.

Chequelek

Dyed out using his bath towel. Dinda who was still in front of the bathroom door even slightly shifted her body because of Dimas who was about to come out. The man just walked past Dinda to her wardrobe.

Dinda just silently watched the movements of her husband who was wearing his clothes. His tears suddenly trickled down to see the look on Dimas' face that looked battered. His gaze was empty like a dazed person who lost his way. There was also a look of sadness that was clearly depicted on the face that still looked handsome.

Can't stand it anymore, Dinda also approached her husband who was still in front of the closet and was already wearing his full outfit. He hugged the man's back with his hands tightly coiled around his stomach.

"Mas, don't be like this. Dinda can not squirm Dim rich gini mas" said Dinda on the sidelines sobs her crying.

Dimas himself remained silent. He was at a loss for words in front of his beloved wife. Her bright shadow Dinda when she first revealed that she wanted to get pregnant flashed through her mind. And again, the words of Harry's doctor reappeared as if melding the joy. There's no way that something that's dead can create another living thing, right?. How thought.

"Mas, don't just shut up. Dinda does not like the rich gini Dim mas. Dinda was afraid" she still shrieked with her crying that became.

"I'm sorry" said Dimas holding Dinda's hand in his stomach. "Sorry" he said again.

Dinda loosened her embrace and twisted her body so that it was in front of Dimas. Now the couple is standing face to face with tears in their beads. Dinda could see, there was a fear that seemed from Dimas' eyes. Can not bear to see her husband slumped, Dinda also anchored her body on the chest of the field of the husband. Hugging him tightly as if channeling all the power he had.

"Why apologize? I'm not wrong" said Dinda so stop her crying.

"Sorry, sorry Din. I can't,,,"

"Ssttt,," cut Dinda. "Mas don't have to think about anything. The doctor said there was hope. We pray, we keep trying". Comfortingly.

"How can you believe all that? The doctor must have just comforted me, right?" Dimas unraveled his embrace, taking off his wife's tightly coiled arms around his waist. "The doctor must have lied to us. Where possible,,,"

"Maybe mas!" Cut Dinda again. "Nothing is impossible as long as God wills. We pray, we ask God".

Without replying to Dinda's words, Dimas grabbed the jacket hanging from the closet. "I came out first" he said hurriedly as he wiped the rest of his tears.

"Where are you going?" Ask Dinda worried. And walk in the footsteps of Dimas who never answered his question. The hand of the man who had just held the door handle. "Mas,,,"

Dimas stopped his steps. Closed his eyes and breathed. "The gas came out". He said after turning to face Dinda and kissed her forehead.

"Where? It was malem mas" said Dinda full of worries.

Once again Dimas kissed her forehead and removed Dinda's check on her left hand.

"Be careful" said Dinda at last.

Dimas was out of the room accompanied by the cry of Dinda who was still at the door. She was so worried about her husband. But what can be done, maybe at this time the husband needs time to calm himself. In what way Dinda did not dare to think about it.

The clock is 01:00. Dinda who is still awake looks restless on her bed. At 11:00, Dinda dialed Dimas's number, but none of the calls were answered. The worry becomes even more when the number he calls again is not active. Ignoring her condolences, she decides to contact Niko who might know her husband's whereabouts.

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Tuutts

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"Campio". There was a hoarse voice across after waiting for quite a while.

Niko, who had not fully woken up, opened her eyes wide when she heard the voice of the woman across the phone. He sat up from his sleep and leaned on the end of the bed. "Who is this?"

"Niko's mom isn't Dimas?" Dinda's question ignored Niko's previous question.

Niko stared briefly at the screen of her phone and understood who she was talking to. "No Din. Where the hell is he?"

"So he came out. Not home yet. You know where he's going?"

"You got a problem?"

"Now" Lies Dinda.

"Yes, I called the friends first, but one time someone knew. You just calm down, I'm telling you" said Niko calming. He seemed to know something was hidden from Dinda's words.

"Yes, thank you".

After talking to Niko, Dinda closed her eyes, trying to think positively that her husband was okay. But still, his feelings cannot be lied to. She was so worried about the man who was her husband.

"Mas, where are you?" She stared at the empty pillow by her side.

 

"What's wrong?" ask Maya who woke up from her sleep. "So Dinda, right?"

"Yes, Dimas hasn't come home yet" Niko replied while tweaking her phone to contact her friends.

"They have a problem?" Guess Maya.

"likely anyway. But Dinda didn't say anything".

Niko talks to some friends on the phone to ask Dimas where he is. But none of them know. Until finally after the fifth call, one of them gave enough answers to use as a clue.

"It's a shame that I came out first" said Niko staring at Maya who was lying next to her.

"Have you met me?"

"Not yet, but there was someone who saw Dimas in the arena. I'd like to try to take him there. It's not usual that kid is a gini". Niko got out of bed to replace her shorts with trousers and grabbed a leather jacket hanging from the closet.

Maya also sat herself with eyes that always follow the movements of Niko who was wearing her jacket. "Mas Niko be careful with the bike, it's late".

"Yes, we go first" said Niko and landed a kiss on Maya's forehead.

Niko drove his motor sport to the arena, where usually wild racing takes place. Arriving there, there are only a few ABG children who are hanging out and some of them are preparing their motorcycles to compete at speed on the streets. Niko approaches them to ask about Dimas's whereabouts.

"Bang Niko tumben alone?" Andi asked one of the five teenagers who were huddling. They knew Niko because she was already considered a senior in that arena.

"You see your brother's friends here, don't you?"

"There was some bang. Just left on the go".

"Is there a dimas?"

"Andi didn't see that bang Dimas race just now". Andi said a little thought. "But it's like he's here to bang". The next thing his friends embraced.

"Where did you see him?"

"Not seen bang" the five teenagers answered together.

Niko took out her phone again to ask her friends. There is no clue that Niko got because Dimas is not too close to anyone other than his two best friends. After making an unsuccessful call, Niko went back on her bike to look for Dimas. He was sure, surely his best friend was not okay so behave like that.