Glass Flakes

Test Result

For the umpteenth time, Dinda again visited her husband who was still working in the office. Today is the schedule to take the results of fertility tests that Dimas did some time ago. With an ever-expanding smile on her lips, Dinda greets Dimas employees who also throw friendly smiles at her.

After leaving the elevator, Dinda stepped into the husband's room. The girl had just stretched out her hand about to open the door when Raya first opened it from inside the room of Dimas.

Dinda who did not expect that there would be someone coming out of the room Dimas also tiptoed in shock. "Astaghfirullah, "" cried Dinda clutching her chest.

"The hubby? Sorry, surprised, huh?" Raya opens the door wider, revealing Dimas and Niko who are looking at her.

"Oh Mbak Raya, acute shock" Dinda rubbed her chest that still felt pounding. "Mas Dim's still busy?" Ask while stepping in.

Raya turned towards Dimas who had walked towards the door. "Not really".

"Loh, just wanted me to pick up nyampe already". Dimas approached Dinda who had entered his room. The man grabbed Dinda into his arms, kissing the girl's forehead and cheeks at a glance. Making Dinda blush.

"Ehemmm" Niko's voice interrupted.

"Udah Nik, come out. Want to be a mosquito repellent?" The words that are still standing in front of the door.

"No" Niko stood up from her seat. "Gue can be rich too. No need to show off" said Niko when passing Dimas who still hugs his wife.

"Who is showing off". Reply Dimas while looking at Niko and Raya who came out of his room.

"Mas Dim Ih, not ashamed of what?" Said Dinda as soon as they stayed in the room.

"Ngapain shame. My own wife too"

Cup

Cup

A piercing kiss landed on Dinda's cheeks and lips.

"Ck, iiihhh slovenly ah" screeched Dinda wet on Dimas' kiss marks on her cheeks.

Dimas chuckled at the expression of the wife who rubbed her cheeks while putting on an annoyed face. He also led Dinda to sit on the sofa in the room.

"Well, is there lunch?"

"Udah was on campus".

"You wait a moment. I want to finish this first" said Dimas who was behind his desk while tidying the files on his desk.

Dindapun only nodded her husband's words with a position that was still sitting on the sofa.

This afternoon they plan to visit Harry's doctor together from Dimas's office. After college, Dinda followed Dimas who was still in his office with a taxi he ordered. Actually Maya who has now brought her own car could have driven her. But he did not want to trouble his best friend because of the distance of Niko's apartment which is quite far from the office.

"Honey, I'm so excited" Dimas said as he stopped his car in the hospital parking lot. Occasionally the man held his chest that felt thumping.

Dinda and Dimas were sitting at Harry's desk. Anxious rails were clearly imprinted on the couple's face, as the doctor carefully observed the paper in his hand.

"Ehemmm," the voice of the doctor made the two lovebirds sharpen their hearing to listen to what was to be said.

"The quantity of sperm is quite a lot" said the doctor opened an explanation. There is an unpleasant view that Harry's doctor threw for a married couple in front of him who already looks impatient waiting for the next explanation.

"There are various disorders that cause ****** not to fertilize an egg. But all such disorders are medically still manageable while they still exist**** in semen". The doctor then observes the reaction of the patient.

"Can the doctor be clear?" Dimas said impatiently.

"Contributions***** in your semen are indeed numerous enough to qualify for fertilization". The doctor breathed slowly. "But the condition****** comes out mostly in a dead condition. In fact, the number of living is far from good for a process of fertilization. This condition is known as necrozoospermia. And what happens to you includes severe type necrozoospermia. Due to the number of ******dead more than 80% of the total content ******* contained in cement".

Deg

Like being hit by a boulder on his chest, Dimas felt as if there was no more oxygen supply around him. Tightness and pain in the chest. 'Dead' was just the word that became the focus of his hearing. The rest of the explanation was no longer doctor Harry who actually entered his ear.

****** that comes out mostly in a dead condition. Die off? Deuteronomy in the heart.

"But there's still hope for a cure, right doc?" Ask Dinda after first mastering her shock.

"As I said earlier, everything can still be fixed as long as there is an ******. Trust in god's power. It's a small hope, but while there's still hope, isn't that better?" The doctor looked at Dimas who seemed unfocused with his explanation.

Dinda clasped her husband's hand tightly to just channel the power she had. He saw the face that always looked at him lovingly was now silent, his gaze was empty and his hands, ah felt cold and sweaty.

"What should we do next, Doc?" Said Dinda.

"We will do the examination first to find out the cause. After that, we will determine the appropriate treatment steps. Normally, some people who experience this condition are found to be no more than 30%******dead. But on Dimas there are about 80% more number of ****** that die. And it was already well above the normal limits. Honestly, the conditions experienced by this Dimas include rare events. In fact, until now there has not been found a definite cause of the occurrence of this condition. Many things are still being estimated as the cause, including unhealthy lifestyle, disorders of the testicles and some even caused by the presence of antibodies that attack ****** itself. Everything is still uncertain before we do further checks". The doctor at length. But not a single bit was captured by Dimas' ear. The man seemed to be diving into his own thoughts.

Dinda who can master her feelings more ask the doctor. One thing he caught from the doctor's explanation was 'there's still hope'. And that's what kept him calm. Although beside her, her husband still looks shocked by the reality he just heard, Dinda tried to still look ordinary to her husband.

After receiving the imformation she wanted to hear, Dinda ended her meeting with Harry's doctor. Standing up, the girl welcomed the doctor's hand.

"Pray, while there is hope, no matter how small it is, is not enough to make it a miracle". The doctor's message. "Remain assured, nothing is impossible with the power of God".

"Thank you doc" After removing the doctor's hand, Dinda looked at her husband who was still sitting and busy with his own thoughts. "Mas,," called Dinda putting her hand on Dimas' shoulder.

Dimas who realized from his daydream also turned to look at Dinda with a look of surprise. "Hm?"

"Let's go home".

"Ah, yes" Dimas stood up. I don't know what he was thinking, the man just turned out of the doctor's room without greeting the doctor who looked at him pity.

Dinda who saw him just looked at Harry's doctor with an apologetic look. She knew her husband was not doing well at the moment.

Dimas stopped his car in Sanjaya's yard. On the way home, not a word came out of his mouth. In fact, Dinda who several times invited him to stop at the ice cream shop was ignored. His world seemed to stop when Harry's doctor explained the results of his examination earlier. Like a tape playing over and over again, the doctor's words still filled his head. Fear and also disappointment filled the recesses of his heart.