GIRL UNDER THE MOON

hope for his hope

when I opened my eyes, I could no longer see him at the side, the breath in my chest was tight, thinking that death had come, in fact it was just the heart that died while the body was still intact, to go back to see the world, which is full of tricks. 

I began to wake up, found myself lying in the hospital.The incident was so fast, that it was unconscious. Inwardly wondering, who was that person, who took me to the hospital? it became a question asked to aunt Lisa.

according to aunt lisa's confession, it was meera who had taken me to the hospital, meera also informed aunt lisa. But unfortunately, that night there had also been a dispute between meera and dian.

the trigger for a fight between meera and dian occurred, at first meera only gave a warning to dian, so as not to fall for me. it was on the grounds of meera began to realize the attitude of dian who began to differ towards me, meera understood very well my nature, she did not want her friend was disappointed or heartbroken.

but the good intention was even in a negative response by dian, dian thought meera jealous. besides dian also considered that if meera was afraid, I would be taken by him. dian denied meera's advice, and then he thought that if I was afraid, I would be taken by him, warning meera not to interfere in her affairs.

meera and dian were involved in a quarrel, making them start a cold war.

meera and dian names are often the talk of his friends.Divided into two camps, pro si a and pro si b. each of them gives a different view.

according to the view of people who like meera. regard dian as a traitor.

but another according to the view of people who like dian. for them meera is someone who is hypocritical.say no love, but can not give up for others.

I can't believe their relationship will end tragically, just because of me.

....

in the hospital.my mother came with om iwan to pick up. Her name parents must be worried. "why just because of love, you can be like this?" ask my mother. I can not answer, not even trying to answer. then om iwan asked. "where do you want to be taken home? go to your mother's house or your mother's house!"

I said, "just go to mom's!" I wanted to calm myself down there, calling my lost souls back.

up at home, in my room. I was just aloof, not a mod to talk to anyone. My personality has changed I became a quiet figure. sometime after the incident, like to think in daydreams. I used to wish on God to send someone who could make me fall in love, God gave it to me, but I forgot to ask that I could have it forever.

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a few days later, I got a call from ilham, who told me he was in the hospital and attacked. "I asked who is sick?" ilham answered; "her mother was a keritis."

I immediately went to the hospital.I arrived at the hospital sari pasih attack, I found inspiration was sitting with his father meera, showing a lethargic face.meera father welcomed my friendly presence, I found the inspiration was sitting with meera, even please if I want to go in see his wife inside.

if I go in, my daughter-in-law and meera will meet each other, I don't want to add to her sadness, nor do I want to see her grieve.

I didn't go in to look, just looking through the glass at the entrance to her room.I saw her mother lying on a helpless mattress, an oxygen cable that covered her mouth and nose, not only that, there are also many cables attached to his body.

I can only stroke my own face while breathing deeply "hurp." Are you able to accept this ordeal yourself ra? who came in a row. meera who was beside her mother, there was only a risma that accompanied by her side.if only she wanted to share a little sadness with me, then I would not mind. but baby, I can't make her smile anymore.

ilham approached me to tell me that her mother had to undergo surgery immediately.

"why not move?" my many.

ilham revealed, if you want the operation to be immediately in the past, have to prepare a sum of 50 million first. I was very astonished to hear it. 50 million is not a little nominal, not a little, can't be done quickly.

I started asking myself, what can I do again to help meera? if I had that kind of money, I'd give it to her without exception.

risma left the room. "eh. there's a danu apparently!" he said he saw my presence.

"how's it going?" I asked about the condition of my mother.

"it must be done immediately, the situation is getting worse" replied Risma.

his father meera then entered in place of risma. until inside he told meera, that outside there was me. When meera came out to ensure my existence, he had not found. I left that hospital.

"he said danu here, where?" meera asked for inspiration and risma.

"it's just gone!" answer ilham.

"oh." murmured meera then re-entered.

I realized his father would definitely tell me meera my presence, I was afraid that meera would throw me out after finding out. So I decided to leave before she told me to leave.

I remembered again with his hope before dying.he hoped to see meera married. Now he was lying down, if to die, then his hope also died could not be fulfilled. I want to see her wish fulfilled, even if I have to see meera marry someone else, I don't care.

I left the hospital, to go back to the pandeglang. along the way unceasingly thinking of ways to get the amount of money that was planned to break into a bank, once I thought I didn't have the skills to do that.

arriving at the base of the rhino kulon. I looked at my motorcycle speda long enough.the only treasure I have is that, what harm if I sacrifice to meera, though not enough, it only cost about 8 million but I plan to sell it.

at the base of the rhino kulon, never deserted from the people.it will make my plan easier, hopefully someone interested in buying my motorcycle.

I started walking forward, picked up the loudspeaker and told him to be quiet for a moment, asking for help to listen to the word I was going to say. His name is commander, his words will be followed.

through the loudspeaker, I offer anyone who is interested in buying my motorbike to docked. all who hear feel astonished, why do I sell the motorbike?

I gave the reason, what I did was all for the sake of meera. I also delivered sad news about her mother meera, was being critically treated at the hospital sari pasih serang, he said, requires a large bio to undergo surgery.

after hearing my confession, their hearts began to stir, so the initiative would raise funds for their mother meera. It made me touched to see the solidarity they showed.

they began to surround the empty box, to collect donations from volunteers. As it went on, one of my motor enthusiasts approached to negotiate. The price of 8 million deals I took off.

after my bike was sold, I could only lament the mistake, in my heart the most deeply apologizing to my father who had bought it for me, but I sold it without his permission. I think life is more important than wealth. 

2,878,000 of my friends' fundraising proceeds have been handed over to me. I am proud to express my deepest gratitude, for the generosity they have done.not only that, but also for the, I also asked do'a for the recovery of her mother meera, as well as the launch of her treatment.

the amount of money I got that night was still less, even less. I would try to get it from leni. in the middle of the night I walked in the town square, sitting beside the sidewalk of the road. I started calling Leni on the phone. Some calls from me were not answered by her, she did not hear because she was asleep. 

I did not stop contacting him, until the ringtone of the incoming call was heard by him. Leni also raised him. "hello." his tone was slow but hoarse.

"tumben you're sleeping?" my many.

"pake tanya. it's already bego night." leni replied. "why so you, call me nights?" continued.

"it's important! I need your help."

"yes what is an?" 

I said I wasn't going to tell him, before he woke up completely and listened to my words well. I told him to wash his face first, his sibengetic language.and don't hang up, I'll be waiting.

leni who followed my directions, after everything was done, returned to her phone and asked: "what the hell does it sound so important?" 

if it wasn't for being important, I wouldn't have bothered her at night. I honestly haven't done this to her.

"meera's mother is in critical condition. I need you to go home for a while!"

I try to explain, about my relationship with meera who is being destroyed. I want her to go home soon, in order to be able to accompany meera by her side. Meera is being faced with a difficult time, and, I want Leni to be able to represent my presence next to meera, as she knows I can't.

"can you?" ask leni does not believe. "gw will explain later." I added.

"ok. tomorrow I go home, if beni can later be the same he went home." promised leni. 

not only did I ask to go home, I also told him about the minimal financial conditions for the opration fee. Leni suggested that I just come to her house and ask her parents. "my parents must know the way." said Leni after giving an explanation. 

"later tomorrow I go to your house, you just tell your parents first!"

"ok. I'll tell you later." leni closed.

I could breathe a sigh of relief, Leni was willing to help, she was also willing to go home just for my sake. 

I went back to the hospital to give money to meera, riding the motorcycle I borrowed from my friend. 

on the way, I had time to buy food. Upon arrival at the hospital, I saw the inspiration was asleep on the bench, with the body curled. I woke up: "woy. wake up." samibil shakes his back wobble. he is caught immediately awake. "out of where are you?" he was shocked to see my presence back. 

"get food." I replied.

"yes, buy food for hours."

"buy it at the pandeglang."

"bego. emang attacked gk anyone selling tah?"

"many, but no one can be indebted."

I gave the food I brought to inspiration, so that it would be brought in to be handed over to meera. "don't tell meera the same, if it's from me!" I said after giving it. 

ilham rushed to bring her food, just about to open the door, I began to remember the money had not been given. I reached her to come back.she said "what else?" 

"please give this to meera! if not, just give it to his father." I said as I put the money in the envelope in the hands of inspiration. ilham check the contents of the envelope first, when he saw it was a money. "a lot of." own whispers.

"where did this money come from?" ask him suspiciously.

"so it's broken into the bank." I replied jokingly.

"jan kidding!"

"gw make sure it's kosher money, you also don't say it's money from Iw on meera."

"where did you get this money?" tanya ilham insistent. her voice was loud, until it sounded into the room. 

the sound of an open door sounded "crekk.." I started to frown, if the one that came out was meera. was about to run away, but the inspiration held my hand. someone came out. I closed my eyes. "where did it come from?" asked the man to me. I realized it was his father's voice, I opened my eyes again to answer. "anu sir, it was out first." 

the food and money that I put on inspiration, not so brought in. ilham handed it to his father meera. "this is sir from danu." 

meera's father accepted it, saying a stale phrase. "what is this nu?"

"akh. it's nothing sir, but please accept!"

his father opened the contents of the envelope. "this is a lot of money nu? it's not wrong you gave it?"

"not many sir, not even enough.the money was given by friends of danu in the rhino kulon base, they hope it can help ease the medical costs of his mother meera."

"god willing.alhamdulilililah. said to your friends, we accept it gladly.we also say a huge thank you." 

the sound of the door opening again was heard.all eyes turned quickly towards him. I was sure, that time it must have been meera who came out. sure enough meera who came out. I had to go, I had to go, but dear the inspiration blocked my path, until I was restrained and met meera. 

" where are you going?" tanya ilham, she realized I was afraid until I met meera. Meera walked closer to us, I just bowed, like watching the commander was passing by. 

his father told me what I gave, in accordance with my story.meera accepted it. "thank you." he said briefly. I replied "sama-sama." 

if only that night in the hospital, his father would have married me to meera, of course his mother's hope could have been achieved and his story was over. But no, fate would not have allowed that to happen. 

suddenly inspired to go to the toilet, he went to the toilet. followed by meera's father who entered to see the state of his mother inside. stay me and meera alone in the waiting room. 

I began to sit down, meera followed him. Meera began to count the amount of money that was in the envelope.all the total is 10 million. "what's right nu, what's right, all this money you got from your friends at the rhino kulon base?" ask meera.

"if you don't believe me, you can come and ask them directly at the base." 

"i'm afraid you'll sacrifice anything for me." 

no I revealed, only through the heart only. if I dare, even a life I will sacrifice for him. 

"may I say something?" say permitku.

"say!"

"there are hopes of your mother, whom you have not fulfilled."

meera fell silent, unwilling to respond. 

"i want her to live, to watch you get married, even if the marriage is not with me, at least her hopes are met" I added.

meera began to respond: "this is the way, and this is my destiny."

"we like to talk about destiny, everything in the hook is related to it. when destiny can be changed, as long as we try. someone's fate will not change, unless someone changes it himself."

"you see for yourself nu, my mother is dying there.what can we do, besides waiting for her life to be lifted. Mum should be immediately in surgery, but we have no cost."

"excuse me. If I may find out, your mother's treatment was self-directed, or with government assistance? like BPJS, or something?"

"we're on a self-sustaining path."

"if you will, tomorrow I will come to Leni's house to ask her father and mother, no matter how official they may be, hopefully to help."

"no, the effect is like a beggar."

"no matter how people look at us, life is more important than dignity."