
two days before the new year arrived.I had permission to meera, will leave for umang island with my friends.The situation is still good, communication remains stable. leni and 8 other friends left for umang island, we rented a villa to stay for some time.
I didn't tell you what happened on that island, which I loved was so bad that I couldn't communicate with meera.
officially the year has changed, millions of fireworks mark it. New stories will begin soon, colors will come to pass, whether you like it or not.
a week of time has passed without him, I have missed, will make a story with him to fill the new year.
upon returning to Pandeglang city, I contacted meera, to ask her about the news, and where she was. When I saw her bbm, my number was blocked. I called via voice call, I called, don't know if the number is no longer valid. What's the matter? I'm still thinking positively, maybe Iera changed her phone number, and haven't had time to tell me.
I went to her place of teaching, hoping to meet. When I got there, I could not meet meera directly, but met dian. she immediately I asked: "meera has come back here belom?" dian replied to tell meera that she had not yet returned to the dorm.dian also added that if meera was still in her house.Inevitably, I had to come to her house to pick her up. before leaving from the front of dian, I had a chance to exchange hanpone numbers with him, to make it easier to ask about meera if needed.
I decided to go to the house meera. arrived in front of his house, the noise of my motorbike was heard, meera peeked out from behind the window of his room.he realized my arrival.but meera chose to hide, but meera chose to hide, and told his father to meet me.
I started knocking on his house and saluted him. The house sounded quiet, there was only his father's voice answering my greetings. His father opened the door, found myself. "eh da~nu!"
I gave him a friendly smile while asking him news.he replied to hear good news.strange, I was not allowed to enter by him, I immediately asked the point: "the sound is there gk pa?" I asked. a little hesitant to answer him. "me mera has left this morning!" his father's answer made me think, when I was having a road dispute? if he had left this morning, he should have arrived by the time I went to his place of teaching.
"oh. meeranya's gone yah?" ask me to emphasize. "yes." replied his father.
with the emptiness of me retreating from the house, they were no longer friendly to me. Meera told her father to lie, to avoid meeting with me. why should I so quickly stop the story, so soon, even the beginning of the new year did not allow her to see her smile again.
when entering the afternoon.I was pensive to watch the sunset, waiting for the moon present to show its light.
I called dian, asked meera.dian to come back to the dorm.The answer confused me more, I'm sure, between dian and her father meera, someone must be lying.
a night with a struggling soul, I came to the house beni. once there was already leni playing laptop, while beni himself was strumming guitar strings, while singing aam eem.
"why lo? that rich withered face?" beni asked looking at my moody condition.
"you shouldn't be happy because you met your father this afternoon, right?" timpal leni's.
"gw I didn't get to meet him!" my answer.
"pantesan." said beni.
"can you?" ask leni.
"gw was also confused. earlier I came to the school where he taught, I met dian, said he had not returned, still at his house, trus gw samperin at his house, I met dian, there he met his father and said that meera had gone to the dorm. I was confused as to who was right between their answers." I said with what happened that day.
"before that, no problem?" ask leni back.
"last time I met meera at the base. lo denger himself right he let me go to umang island with you guys? even before leaving I also asked permission to return to him, still had time to send words of dreadlocks for him."
"gw curious nu, want to see what you're like, if you're heartbroken!" guyon si beni.
leni responded: "lo lo crazy."
"well, your boyfriend is very strange." I replied.
"not that, as long as I've been friends with you, I've never seen you fall in love, let alone heartbreak, well now, I've seen you fall in love. Amazing, you know, you are already rich the poet aja. just wait for you to make a broken heart, will be as broken as what."
"don't think rich that is, we should pray that the relationship danu and meera can last until the age later.I can see andu fall in love is a gift, just a gift, and his grace is meera herself." replied leni again responding to the words uttered by beni.
"gw is also an ordinary man, can be hurt. I also have the right to love and be loved, it's just, I'm a little late waiting my turn to love him."
there is no one in this world who expects himself to be destroyed, let alone destroyed.if anyone destroys know he is not a human, but a demon disguised as a human.
a few days passed from that new year.not once I could meet meera, let alone see her smile, say hello I was not able. at 8 pm, I was hanging out at the base. the sign bbm in reads, I open it, find a message from the lamp, if at that time he was with meera in a photocopian place.
in accordance with the place shown by dian, I could see meera, I undo the intention to directly meet her, choose to settle while watching from a distance, waiting for the moment to be able to talk to her four eyes. meera and dian who had finished at the photocopian place, immediately left to go to the bookstore.in front of a bookstore that I stopped him to show himself.
"da~nu" he swung, as if in disbelief at my presence, the look on his face was very astonished, a meeting that was very regrettable to him.
"hi." as usual I gave him a greeting, as if nothing happened.he did not reply, not even a smile, but just bowed as soon as possible away from me. I held his arm, I held back, to have his steps stopped.
"can you explain, what happened?" I asked him he was silent in a thousand languages.
"what mistake have I made, to make you avoid like this?" I asked back.meera remained silent with her confusion.
dian, who was with him, understood the situation, until he decided to leave me and meera. In front of the bookstore, meera and I became a spectacle for people who passed by, meera realized, meera, my grip on him will not be possible I let go of him, before getting an explanation from him. "we talk there{side toko}" said meera invites. I follow him.
"if we can get to know, then we must be able to forget.if we ever laugh, do not forget the crying" he said did not make me understand.
"don't play me with those words! just tell me what happened!"
"it happened to me, but baby has to involve you. Not all the reasons you have to know, just stop and start forgetting all about us."
"if it doesn't involve me, I won't force you to ask what the reason is! but you said it involved me, so I need to know what happened."
I'm not a child, nor a fool, who follows his orders without asking why? everyone will definitely think, why yesterday is fine, ko today changed. without a little know the cause.
"how could ra, I don't ask what's going on? suddenly you asked me to stop and forget you?"
meera remained silent, as if wanting to cry even scream.he asked me to let go of his hand.then I said: "it's not that easy to let go, what's already tied."
"we certainly can, walk alone as if nothing had happened between us before."
the deeper he said, the more I did not understand.the decision asked to separate, not accompanied by a strong reason.
"what are you talking about? is it that easy to reverse the situation? all this time we've been through a beautiful day, even the words you yesterday who said love me, still warm and gnarled in memory, then what do you think?"
"just think of it as a dream for us, and now we're awake, feeling the real reality."
I took a deep breath, in disbelief about the fact, that yesterday's event was only a dream. My whole body began to weaken, my hands were tight, my hands were tight, now let him go without another word I can say.
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my days were covered with disbelief. only yesterday I found a point, but now I changed the question. I can no longer tell about the moon, because the light has dimmed.
the night shrouded, there was no more news I could hear from him. I could only sit languidly helpless at the base. not knowing who I should complain about it. leni and beni have gone to bandung, is it in the passage of the melody, I can tell my grievance? or on a blank piece of paper, which I then answer myself.
in the midst of my deep daydreaming, came an incoming call from dian. although lazy, but I still received it. through the call, dian asked about my whereabouts.and I replied, I replied, if I was at the rhino kulon base. After knowing my whereabouts, dian planned to come to him, he said there was something he wanted to talk to me, about meera. If talking about meera, I let him know.
after meeting me at the base, dian began to tell meera about meera. according to dian, lately meera behaved strangely, often away even daydreaming herself.Dian also did not know, what problems are afflicting meera. even worse, Meera stayed away from him.
I said: "don't you, I don't know!" I also added, if before the new year, my relationship with meera is very good.dian began to feel with his thoughts, until one thought came from him: "if before that your relationship is fine, your relationship is fine, means the problem arises when meera is at her house."
there is a point, too, what he expected.he also told me to find out because the base became like that.
I began to think, crossed my mind with a figure of inspiration, I felt sure, during the year-end holiday he was at his wife's house.it is not impossible that the new year's night he gathered with his family meera.
I called ilham, he picked it up. I asked where? ilham replied that he had returned to Tanggerang. ilham worked in the tanggang one factory with my father.
"haven't met yet, you're back!" my spoken.
"basi lo. uh tumben-tumbenan nih called gw?" answer ilham.
"don't. gw again kangen aja lo. since you've been married, we so rarely met."
"new year night yesterday I waitin. I thought you would come to meera's house, in fact even go with your friends."
slowly the inspiration opened up his chatter about the night of the new year.I continued to lure him to find out what was going on. I was sure there could be nothing covered up from him. the inspiration of his person was very open with me.
"the plan is so ham. last year night I will celebrate it at the house of meera. you know yourself if leni and beni have invited, I can not refuse it. how about last year's night?" connect many.
"we burn, we burn corn and we burn fish" said the inspiration.
"wah asik tuh! who are you?"
"the same wife and family.meera also goes with you."
"gw can know one thing?" my many.
"what?" answer ilham.
"what happened there, until after that meera avoid even away from gw?"
"the story is so long nu. it is difficult if it is explained by phone. It is better next week you come here, I will tell you what really happened."
true, something happened on the night of the last year.if for no reason it is impossible for meera to leave me just like that. In agreement, next week I visit the inspiration on the floor, he promised to tell it. until the call was closed and confirmed his conjecture. "doesn't you think?" I nodded my head.
dian, I didn't expect that his good intentions would be disastrous.
"who was it here?" ask me on dian, which has not been asked, because pokus discusses meera. I appreciate it.
"up ojek." answered dian. I feel bad, he had been willing to try to meet me just for news from meera. at that time his intention was still sincere, wanted to help improve my relationship with meera.
"if you knew you were here, wouldn't your boyfriend be angry?" my question made her nervous. "boyfriend? relax, I don't have a boyfriend!"
"who was that yesterday?"
"it's just a friend" he replied.
dian brought me back plash, told me about his friendship with meera.
according to him, I was lucky enough as the only man who could melt meera's heart.he didn't know, that meera was also the only woman who could make me fall in love.
"gw knew meera while on campus. Meera was a quiet, diligent figure in learning, and focused on the goal.meera once said: "at least if I succeed, can make both my parents proud. because if demanded to pay all the sacrifices that have been given to him by his parents, he will never be able to.
according to meera also, the purpose of his parents to send him to college is not just prestige, but to be useful for himself as well as others.you need to know nu! not a few men on campus approached her, but they failed, because meera's commitment was very strong. Before she succeeded, she did not want to date first.if she had arrived at her goal, she was not, and there are men who love him meera prefer marriage, rather than endless courtship." said dian story about meera commitment.
"have meera ever demanded that of you?" ask dian, about the demands to get married.
"yes" I justify, because the reality is like that. "which is more demanding not meera, but her mother." added my remark.
"why?"
"don't you know that my mother is very sick?"
"gw know, even I used to often take meera to visit her mother in the hospital.that is, why is her mother who is more demanding lo?"
"her mother felt that she would not be around much longer. Her last wish was to see meera get married, before she left for good."
"lantas, how do you respond."
"for now, I don't feel fully ready.I ask meera to give me time."
"is that possible because I'm staying away from you?"
"gw does not know for sure, clearly, the silence of a woman, more sinister than being on the battlefield.
the pain was felt, when he was silent without a word whatsoever with his reason.
the night will be late, for the sake of repaying his kindness, I drove back dian to his place of origin. somehow? dian became a diligent person to go to the base of the rhino kulon, more precisely to meet me. I think it does not matter, because it will not change the taste.
dian's presence is no longer about meera, the reason he wants to be friends with me. I often invite him to play guitar, sing, even read books not only with me, not only with me, but also with me, at the base also he began to get familiar with the others, he was already worthy of being part of the members in the gank.
once upon a time, I drove him home too late at night. kept his gate closed, the same thing I had experienced with meera. The difference is, that time I was and was held together with a man who was about to enter. the man was a teacher as well, was recognized by him, the man was named revi. revi and he asked each other the answer "where's abis from?" they also give their own answers.
I left that place, business could come in and I didn't care. I don't know, if Revi is someone who likes meera from a long time ago.he is also the nephew of the owner of the foundation itself. easily revi through security pack care.it also helps dian to enter with him.
that's when Revi asked dian, who's the guy with her? what I mean. dian tells me, that I am danu, her lover meera.
"if he's meera's lover, then why are you with him?" revi asked suspiciously.
"em.. I helped her! because they have a problem right now."
"you said you helped him? I see you like it."
"me. liked it? yes, she's my best friend's boyfriend." concluded dian.
slowly revi began to find out, what was the cause of my relationship and meera was not harmonious anymore.with her song was told, what I had told her, especially the things that became the request of her mother meera. revi considers it his golden opportunity to get meera forever.
hardline, revi will use any means to get meera. especially he wants to destroy my relationship with meera first, dian will be his weapon.revi continuously inciting dian, dian, to help her destroy my relationship and meera.dian also realized that revi liked meera from the first.
miraculously, not even a week. the revi greeting about dian who likes me began to occur and realized by him {dian} sedition that makes dian want to have me. find an agreement between dian and revi that will work together, revi get meera, while dian get me. That's what I mean to bear havoc.
heart is hard to guess. this second said "yes" a minute later will turn into "no." I'm not ready for heartbreak, not trained in it.