GIRL UNDER THE MOON

history in do'a

too soon for him to say "already." finish the story just like that. in fact, the goong marker of war has not been sounded.it is appropriate to fight, even fight for it. Although not so sure, I keep trying, I keep trying, I don't know what I got at the end of that fight, at least I fought.

my presence seems to have no meaning in his life anymore, but I will understand life itself.

as much as possible, we can solve a problem, without knowing the problem first. yesterday demanded to propose, but today, asking to separate.it raises a big question.

I found the inspiration in Tangderang.he berjaji will tell it when met directly with me. because the only person who can be questioned is him. on the verge of inspiration stay in a rented, but he is still in a contract, alone with my father.It happens that my father was in the middle of the night so he could not meet, just me and inspiration.

in a fairly narrow space, the inspiration presented me with a glass of coffee, a pack of cigarettes and some snacks.

"gw had expected it, you will definitely ask this" said the inspiration began.

"surprisingly, his attitude changed. I asked why? meera did not answer."

"hurp" ilham throw a breath. "that I love, you did not come with us on the night of the last year." said ilham regret.I sighed, the incident can not be repeated.

on the eve of the new year, he and his wife and father-in-law deliberately came to meera's house, with the aim of looking, all entertaining him, making a meal or babacakan. in the middle of a conversation, he said, meera's mother often mentioned my name, if I was also in the middle of them. whereas meera had reminded me that I could not come because I was with friends. according to inspiration as well, I have dashed his mother's great hopes.just like meera, his mother wishes I could come to hold a proposal event.

meera's mother became an enthusiastic person, often telling me about my wedding plans and meera. it got a negative response from the in-laws of inspiration.

"sory nu! that night, I couldn't defend you."

"why indeed?"

"mere I rejected it. for reasons of kinship.lo and I are still brothers, while the wife gw and meera are also still brothers. according to him we can not membala bamboo cognate, there will be a mutual defeat later." reveal the inspiration with the incident at the meera house at that time.

in the continuation of the story of inspiration, while his father-in-law blocked it, the atmosphere suddenly quiet.His cheerful mother is now silent in confusion.meera bowed lethargic.the laudable tone of her mother asked: "how is ra.?"

with a heavy heart I replied: "if it is considered wrong! whatever the power, meera will leave it." continuously, the inspired in-laws give her opinion to convince meera.

his mother could no longer defend him, because for him the inspiration of the parents of the old man, all his opinions must be accepted.

"mother always prayed for you, may she be able to find a man who is much better than danu." those words further bury meera's hope.

"mere you say, there will be a mutual defeat between us, if my relationship and meera survive.it is all that is seen, if I and meera are the losers" I said.

"gw didn't beat you, after all, it's just a parent myth!" answer the inspiration responded. "good and bad a relationship, can not be predicted by reason.as long as religion does not prohibit, it is legitimate." added ilham.

"why didn't you propose to Meera? in fact, it was very much expected for him." asked the inspiration later.I told the situation that happened to the inspiration, in accordance with the chat with my parents at that time.

"you know yourself, don't you? his mother's greatest wish was to see meera married, before she died."

"gw understand the situation. but the condition I'm not possible. if it's like this, how should it be?" my many.

"lo sure you like meera?" I nodded my head, not only sure, but I sure liked it.

"the circumstances are no longer the same. Now you have to fight back, not only convince meera, but his parents also. if you succeed, they will ignore the opinions of my in-laws."

I began to ponder, pervading every word that was spoken inspiration. ilham tried to entertain, asking with praise. "how is the story, you can dapetin meera?" in my opinion, getting it easier, which is heavy maintaining it. filling the turmoil, I told the inspiration of the sweet memories that I had gone through with meera. meera I have not fully got, I have not yet, he just stopped by and then left again.

at the contract, I was looking forward to going home to meera soon, asking her to have a dialogue about the reasons for her setback, but my father advised her not to go home before meeting her. I was supposed to stay overnight with the inspiration.

after meeting my father, during the day I returned to Pandeglang. until at pandeglang I did not go to the house om iwan, let alone go home to my parents. I chose to go to the place where meera taught. arrived at his place, he said, I was stopped by the strict security guard.A variety of reasons I have given, but did not make the security sir change his mind.

I couldn't go in to meet meera either. I moved towards the bi eem stall. which was located in front of the school.The only way to pull meera out, was just a lampstand. I called him to ask for help, however he had to take meera out.

when I ask directly, dian can not fulfill it. but he promised to take meera out tonight.Dian also told me to wait in the city park, he will come to that place with meera.

at nightfall, I was waiting for him in the city park.dian approached alone, without being with meera. made me ask with his presence. "he said with meera. then where is the meera?" my many.

"meera is in this place! soon you will see it." replied dian promising.

sure enough, meera was in that place.she was walking with revi passing in front of me. Meera was suddenly shocked, when she saw my presence with dian. in fact, dian did not leave with meera to that place.dian first went alone. while meera did depart along with revi. a game that they both, between dian and revi. the incident seemed to show me and dian was caught being alone.I did not realize it, did not even care about it. All I wanted to do was meet meera. No matter what she wanted to think of it like.

not wasting the opportunity, I had to talk to meera. I approached her, forcefully pulled a little away from the dian and revi. meera whined in pain, asking to be let go. revi blocked the barrier. I remind you not to interfere in my affairs and meera.

meera gave a code to revi, to stop blocking me. she also obeyed meera's orders.

inside the burning soul, I stared at his face so cynically, clasping his hands together.he was weakly bowed, as if resigned to accepting the situation.A first question I said in front of him aloud: "where? baby words, what you used to say in front of my face? I am not senile ra, nor deaf.I heard it in a state of consciousness, as he realized."

"yes." said his weak tone. his face turned pale red pias. he sighed and then replied: "you are not deaf, and you are also really in a state of consciousness. maybe I'm the one who lost consciousness, when I said those words.I hope, you can be a wise person, can forgive and respect the decisions of others." replied meera.

"must appreciate that little thing?" ask sinisku.

"maybe you think it's trivial, but it means something to me!"

"i already know ra! what caused you to avoid like this."

"thank you if you understand."

"if you want a farewell, I will make it happen. If you ask to stop, I will definitely stop. But please give me one reason behind this decision. you also have to show me where the mistake is. If I can accept it, I'll leave without asking for it again."

meera fell silent in her contemplation, the look on her face could not lie or lie. A hard decision must be chosen. whereas we often promise, if God allows us to live together, we will live together, through these days until old. 

meera replied: "we are involved in a family bond nu. you and inspiration, and me and risma. In the opinion of parents, it should not happen!" the answer is accompanied by a vibrating tone.

"why can't that happen? you do not use the exception of ra. except we are cousins, not me and inspiration, and you and risma."

"if we force this relationship, there will be one that beats each other later" said meera.

"no need to wait, we're losing right now."

"we don't lose, we give up."

meera and I engaged in an argument, a question and answer often thrown so fiercely. 

"god has made among us love and affection, indeed such a thing is a sign of his greatness.are we in violation of the rules of religion? I don't find religion forbidding it! is not religion a guide that governs human life on this earth? then why should you believe an opinion, which is not necessarily the truth, I want us to be able to hold fast to our belief in a God who knows." my words are so long that they involve God to make him believe. 

meera fell silent again, could no longer break my argument.Slowly, her tears dripped down her blushing cheeks.I could no longer, if I had to see her crying.His sadness was my sadness.

I lowered the tone of the bica to be weak to ask: "is it still worth fighting for ra? or do I have to fight alone?" 

"the struggle will be quickly achieved, if we can classify it!" answer meera who began to act face. the sound of sobbing still sounded jolted. he asked me to let go of his hand.

I did not want, if that night had to be the end. many times meera asked that I let go, I did not want to let go, to make meera insist regardless of my hand, I heard her whine, moaning, I, seeing it makes revi involved.revi who approached meera, trying to make her release my hand, revi act rude as if he wanted to look like a hero in front of meera. he let go of my hand until it slipped out of meera's hand.revi also pushed me until I fell down. 

revi treatment of me makes anger burn, I began to get angry, while standing I had clenched my hands to beat him. My face hit until revi fell down. Meera who watched became shocked, he said, he was startled with a gaping mouth.revi got up, then hit me back, his punch hit my nose, I fell down with a nose that began to bleed. 

meera screamed hysterically while crying, asking me and Revi to stop the fight.The people present started to gather to hear the commotion done by me and revi. 

after seeing the fight subside, meera stood up and ran away from us. Revi got up to chase after her. While dian was still silent about helping me. I reminded him "don't care about me! better go and follow them!" 

dian felt a sense of disrespect for my treatment of her. "if you can't thank others for their kindness, at least appreciate it!" the dian call. 

I told him to go home, that night I wanted to be alone first, lamenting something I couldn't believe.I didn't expect such a tragedy to happen. 

under the dark night, I walked alone, looking up at the sky to see the moon, but the moon was gone with the light that left the story. 

the pain caused by the revi punch in the nose, not comparable to the pain given by meera when leaving. I felt tears fall, and it felt bad. I understand what I call disappointment, it hurts.

revi who tried to pursue meera, but did not succeed.meera has returned home alone.now in her dorm room, meera is lying down crying. "why could this happen?" he continued to mourn in his grief.

dian who realized, as if not feeling guilty.he who tried to meet meera, to calm down.not allowed to enter by meera. meera chose for himself. 

why is it so fast time to turn that smile into a cry? happiness becomes sadness. 

...

the night was raining, I had to come to his dorm to meet and apologize for yesterday's incident.

I don't know if I can meet or not with meera, I've accepted all the consequences no matter what, I will force myself to meet.

in front of the gate to the meera dormitory, as usual, I had to pass through the guards no matter how cold the rain soaked the body, no matter how, I can only ask the security man to be willing to open the gate for me. At least if it is not allowed, I ask that meera call me to come to see me. 

my presence is not considered by the guards, even those who are my request and request are not the least they respond to, so do not blame me for doing something unexpected. I threatened to do something that would get the whole hostel out. 

"please if you can!" said the security sir against me. I will be a brave person, even reckless if challenged, even if I go to prison I do not care. 

my young soul revolted, I took a swing to kick the fence.the security man shouted, so that I stopped him.I took an iron, to be stuck on the fence, it sounded loud. security sir began to growl in the fog, saw the action done by me. 2 security pack out will catch me, I did not run, but will fight them. noise began to be heard into the dormitory.  I was involved in a fistfight against those 2 securities. 

one by one the people inside the dorm started to scatter out, go to the security post, find out what was going on.

almost the entire dormitory came out to watch, but no one broke the fight, even though my face was already battered.

 the headmaster at the place started asking "what happened?" asked the security officer.the security man replied that "this man came to see meera, we forbade him, but he was desperate to make a mess."

the headmaster then asked one of them to call meera. he also advised the security sir. "if he asks to meet, then find.do not you stand then judge him.he is reckless like this, he was desperate like this, maybe there's a good reason to have to meet meera." 

the security man answered his defense: "we've been told to revi, if this man comes looking for meera, we can't allow it."

meera who came after being called, found me lying on the ground covered in blood.meera threw her umbrella to approach quickly, her legs began to droop weakly watching to my helplessness.

I was already helpless, other than thinking death had come to pick me up. His tender hands began to reach out to raise my head on the ground on his lap.he rubbed my blood-stained forehead, and, while crying tears, until no longer felt the tears fell on my face. 

my whole body was already helpless, but I still realized.I still had time to say even with a weak tone: "you see this heavy rain ra? just as swift as my love for you, but dear, you are avoiding, to take shelter under that umbrella."

"why can you be this strong? not only did you lose love, but your life was also nu!" reply meera. 

"i don't care anymore, Ra! because to let alone live, if every day only witnessed sorrow."

"don't force your own ego! perhaps, we are not destined to be with nu."

"if true, we are not destined to be together, then every night I will beg and ask the one who made that destiny to change it."

my vision began to darken, until I was unconscious again.When tomorrow arrived, I realized I was in the hospital, accompanied by aunt Lisa and delisa.