Getting Married through Tradition

74. Feel Guilty

Hasan then sat down and began to eat with Hana.

"So, you ...."

"I've never been the same as anyone, San! Including, King. You are you, you will never be anyone. Even though I am your wife, I do not want you to always forbid me to go with anyone. If you're always banned, other people will be suspicious, San! We are acting normal. King, he is a man who does not give up easily. I almost got caught when I confronted him. The way I want to be invited away, it has helped our problems a little. He's suspicious of you, San. He suspects that we have a relationship between us,"

"Certainly so?" asked Hasan while feeding her food.

"It's up to you to believe anything. Uh, I want to ask you something,"

"What about?"

"Samuel!"

"What's wrong with him? Did you meet her?"

"That night, what did you do, San!"

"When?"

"When you came home in the middle of the mall, you were from Samuel's basecamp. What are you doing to him? Why did he get amnesia!" hana said in a high tone.

"Amnesian? Koq can?"

"Where do I know. I am the one who brought it to you. Why did you even bring it to me. That made Samuel amnesiac, you!"

"It's not me koq, pretend it's her time," Hasan replied lightly.

"Cih, you are why, you should always use violence. Can't be soft on what? Samuel is human, too, San! Fortunately, it was amnesia. What if you die? Do you want to go to jail?"

"If you knew, Han! The one who hit Samuel, not me. But, King! The king is to blame for this. I think Samuel also died from his blow" Hasan said in his heart.

Hasan let the fiery Hana. He prefers to focus on eating.

"Koq you've been fucked up!" ask Hana again.

"Keep I have to answer what,"

"Hey, my goodness, Hasan!" hana cried out with a wind.

Hana raised both her hands as if to squeeze Hasan. Hasan only glanced at him.

"Why are you still playing Samuel? Didn't you want to treat him the same as you used to? Let him have amnesia. Good too" said Hasan.

"Basic breeze! It's free for me to talk to you, make a sprain!" said Hana then got up from her seat and put her plate into the sink.

"Curtain, angry!" hasan murmuring.

Hana then started washing the dishes with the cob. Hasan stood up from his seat and began to approach Hana, who was still pouting while washing the dishes.

Hasan then hugged Hana from behind, just like Miki this afternoon.

Hannah was shocked by Hasan's treatment. He let the water drain from the faucet wet his hands.

Hasan put his head on Hana's shoulder.

He felt comfortable hugging Hana from behind like this.

"Let's have Samuel amnesia. That's a reply for him. There's no way I'd let anyone else hurt you, or me,"

"But ...."

"Srsttt! Don't talk anymore. I don't want to debate Samuel's problem. Samuel also has amnesia. We can turn him into a better person, right" Hasan replied.

Hana was silent for a moment. Well, it's true what Hasan said. That sentence had also crossed his mind.

Hana then turned off the tap water. Hasan was still enjoying his embrace. Hana tries to let go, however, Hasan's embrace gets tighter.

"Let me be like this first. My heart is not okay. Let me fall asleep in your arms" Hasan said, closing his eyes and inhaling the fragrant scent of lavender on Hana's body.

Hana was silent at Hasan's words. What does it mean with Hasan's heart that isn't okay? Is there something Hasan is hiding from him?

Hana could feel a warm gust from Hasan's nose hitting his nape. Hana feels comfortable but also shakes. It was as if there was electricity running through his entire body. His body was feeling a little hot.

"San, if you want to sleep, just sleep in the room!" said Hana.

"Why, Han? Can't I do this, like Brother, to you?" hasan asked in his heart.

Hasan then let go of his embrace. Without saying anything, Hasan returned to his room to rest his mind.

Hannah was amazed by Hasan's attitude. He doesn't understand. Hasan let go of him and passed by without looking at him. No more words came out of his mouth.

Hasan then played music from his hape. He listened to a mellow song until he fell asleep.

***

Miki is now in Rido's house. He purposely helps Rido return home.

Tonight, Miki is staying at Rido's house. Miki helps Rido to take his medicine.

"After this, you go straight to sleep, Do!" miki's orders while putting the glass.

"Not sleepy koq told to sleep. I'm healed anyway. Why should I take all medications. By the way, you're not going back abroad anymore, are you?" rido asked as he watched Miki's countenance, which looked sad.

"I don't know, Do! My hope is gone!" miki replied while looking down.

Rido then sat on the edge of the mattress, teaching Miki who was looking down.

"What's the problem? The same story as me," said Rido while embracing Miki's shoulder.

Miki who was still washed away with her feelings came back crying. He had endured the pain with tears welling up in his pelupuk, now spilled also wet his cheeks again.

The clueless Rido immediately hugged Miki, to calm her down.

"Just like me, what's wrong? I'll help you" said Rido again.

"Hana, Hana turns out ...."

"Have you met him?" rido asked as he let go of his embrace and looked at Miki's face again.

"Udah, Do," Miki replied as she wiped her tears.

"Continue! You should be dong! You can see him again, you've been waiting for him all this time, you become a successful young artist, because you have sold a lot. Hana must be proud of you" said Rido.

Miki smiled wryly at Rido's words. Miki did not talk much with Hana. He has not told much because of the feeling that has been running low.

"You know Leo's wife?" miki asked Rido.

"I've never met him. I'm still busy in the garage. Have you met him?" ask Rido curiously.

"Well, he ... He, Hana, Do!" answer Miki

"Whataaaaa!" rido replied in complete shock.

Miki smiled and nodded looking at Rido's expression that looked too shocked.

"You don't lie, Mik!"

"I won't cry if it doesn't happen, Do! If I had known, if the person I was going to be betrothed to was Hana, I would have gone home and accepted the tradition," Miki replied bowed back.

Rido termangu's. He felt guilty because he had once mocked Leo, Hana, when Leo was remodeling his motorbike in his workshop.