From Dinta

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That afternoon I went home to pick up Bang Deris who deliberately came home and immediately picked me up without telling me first from before. He said Surprise let me be impressed.

"Finally, too" said Bang Deris after reaching home and sitting on a chair.

"What do you want to drink?" My toot.

"Orange juice please mbak" he said with a smile.

"Ish" I upset and went and came back with two glasses of orange juice.

"Thank you" he said.

"What time is it to Jakarta?" My toot.

"Hour 3. One hour wait for you at the gate" he said.

"Yes tell me who doesn't ngabarin" I replied.

"Kan's a surprise" he replied.

"By-by?" Much

"That's what. There's nothing. Tomorrow we play" he said, and I smiled

"Again" I cried, and he smiled

"Yaudah Abang wants to take a shower first, change clothes and rest. Tired" said he

"Okay, have a good rest my brother tomorrow we play well" I said in a sweet tone of voice.

"Hish Geli Abangnya" he said then immediately went to his room as well as I who entered the room.

I kept my bag and took the cell phone I left.

There were some missed calls from Arkan and Niana and then the rest of the messages from both of them as well as Shanum asking where am I? Why not go back to the field? And what happened. I just answered that I wasn't feeling well and went home first because Bang Deris also picked me up to school. I sent that excuse to everyone who asked me and then I remembered the incident and my tears came back down.

"Oh tuhaaaaan what is this? Why does it hurt so much?" I said in the middle of my sobs.

I let those tears flow now no matter how bad I was then but I was really hurt, it felt really like it was in shreds. Yes that was the reality at the time.

After being satisfied crying because I felt everything was in vain, I took my towel to take a bath.

At about 7pm I went out of my room to get a scream from Bang Deris.

"What's the bang?" I said

"Eat the spit" he said he had sat down first.

"Yes, don't yell, don't yell" I said.

"Yes abisnya budeg. Let's go for a meal" he said and I saw Bi Nani just smiling while preparing food at the dinner table.

"What time is he coming home?" ask Bang Deris.

"At 8 o'clock at the most, if you normally pause again also go home" I replied and Bang Deris just nodded.

Surely not long both of them go home each. Both of them have their own cars.

"Mah Yah" Sapa Bang Deris then both sat down and took a plate to eat together.

"When to Bang?" Ask Dad

"So late afternoon" he answered.

"Tumben's home? What's up?" Ask my mom who made me stop chewing.

"What kind of question is that? The wrong kid back home?" I asked and Bang Deris immediately glared at me.

"Hindu Dinta aja" Bang Deris replied quickly.

"It's not what you mean by Dinta" answered my mother and I indifferently.

"How was your college?" Ask Dad

"Currently Well on the process of wanting cumlaude." Bang Deris answered, which made me smile.

"Semangaaaaat" I cried and Bang Deris nodded with his smile.

"Thank God. If you can achieve that, I love you a gift" said Dad

"Daddy with Dinta?"

"You're in the top 5 daddy love gifts too" said dad.

"Co 5 is 10 is Yah 10" I said and Dad wiggled his index finger and I didn't smile. Making everyone smile including my mother who rarely smiles and only focuses on her work.

"What gift would you like to give Deris?" Ask Bang Deris.

"The inthes exist. The conditions are just as rich as what your father said" my mother replied with a smile as if she had just come to her senses and felt that chatting with the family was warm and pleasant.

"Again" said Bang Deris and I smiled and we continued eating.

At 9pm I was still in front of the tv with Bang Deris sleeping on Bang Deris' thigh which focused on his phone.

"Derris has a girlfriend?" I ask suddenly

"Nwgk" answered.

"Massa?" I asked in a tone of disbelief.

"Serious deck. My brother doesn't have a girlfriend. Boro-boro thinking of a college assignment girlfriend just make skinny gini" he replied.

"You're a special person? Got any?" Ask me again

"Have. You are my father" he replied

"Ish" I grumbled as I looked at her cynically.

"Hahaha yes Abang understands what it means. Yes" he replies.

"That girl knows you have feelings?" Ask again.

"So, the guy's hard to guess he's good to everyone so yeah it's hard. But I think some feelings should be hidden not because we are afraid to admit it but like testing the adrenaline of ourselves, the test minimizes our sense of moment and he's like he doesn't have love but the heart says yes." His answer made me satisfied with his answer.

"Kahlil Gibran's kek" I said and he just smiled.

"Btw why is that?" Ask.

"Well, time cannot be" I said.

"Certainly? You got a girlfriend?" Ask back and I shake my head "has someone special?" Ask again and I know I have to shake her head again or nod.

"Ah can't date a kid. I go to bed first and tomorrow I want to play" I said, getting up from the thigh pillow and going to the room.

I decided to go to bed that night even though the shadows of Arkan and Shanum at that time were still on my mind and it just hurt more.

Dreddd. One message came in

📩Arkanmopq

Din's?

Da?

📩Arkanmopq

There's an event tomorrow?

There are. Want to go with Bang Deris why?

📩Arkanmopq

Oh yea. You were going to make sure you were walking. But if you want to go with Bang Deris anyways Bang Deris is rarely at home.

Ja. You take Shanum. Let there be friends.

📩Arkanmopq

Ja. How about tomorrow. Yaudah sleeping with Ding Dong. Already malem. Good night have a good dream:)

I smiled faintly because Arkan was still as sweet as ever.

You also:)

"Oh God please be kind to my heart" I said myself save the phone and then sleep.

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