From Dinta
19
The show wasn't over yet but I decided to go home first, and only Rahfa's brother Steven and her Arkan mother knew I was coming home first.
Arriving at home as usual I heard a familiar fight in my ears. I sighed then immediately went to the room and cried under the pillow. I heard a phone call coming from my phone next to me, but I didn't want to pick it up. It's been three times and I've decided to see it that's Arkan's call.
📞"Hallo Din" said.
"Yes?" Answer raucous.
📞"You're home?"
"Yes" I replied again "Let me rest first" I said in a voice that was clearly getting louder.
📞"Why?" Ask directly.
"Why what?"
📞"You cry?"
"No, I closed Ar" I said, and I closed without Arkan's consent and went back to crying, it was really sad.
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The days went on as usual my life was still with the usual circumstances. Arkan is still the same as usual still unclear. Actually it's not Arkan that is not clear but I'm hoping too much to be with Arkan more than just a friend. Many things I have tried to neutralize all the flavors but my efforts are only in vain.
The first week of April 2009. That morning as usual I left with Arkan and the bike. So far I can't say that my relationship with Arkan is not good because it's me and he's still fine, but only in some time will I stay away or feel Arkan really away and close to Shanum.
"The spirit of learning Dinta" he said after I got to the front door of the class.
"Spirit returns" I replied with a smile then Shanum came and I left in a tight fit.
I tried to look back and I knew that happy smile had been Shanum's for a long time. And when I turned my body Niana was looking at me intently.
"Ann's Morning" I said.
"Yes" he replied.
"Well? Wh why? Very judes" I said.
"Aaaahhhh" he said, shuffling his hair.
"That's why you're aaaaann" I said with a laugh because I felt strange about Anna's behavior.
The first hour of study is filled with biology and the second lesson by physics and then the hour of rest arrives. As usual, everyone went to the cafeteria.
"Love, Anna, ayooo to the cafeteria take Shanum"
"Come on" said Niana.
"I'm not" I replied.
"Why Din?" Ask Shanum.
"It's okay, don't feel laper" I replied.
"Yes that's Dinta's time". Niana.
"Udah there if not laper ya how dong" I said.
"Do you want Din's nitip?" Ask Shanum.
"No Shanum, already there in the cafeteria will hunt in again" I said.
"Yaudah if we eat first well Din" said Niana and I nodded.
In class I was left alone, the others went to the cafeteria. It was almost 10 minutes and I just saw the wall clock in the classroom spinning without focusing on a single thought.
Dred. My phone vibrated the sign of one incoming message from a no one I didn't know.
08573456xxx
Hello Dinta.
I scrunched my forehead because I didn't know who it was. I just looked at the message without any intention of replying to it but then the same no. called.
📞"Hallo" said first.
"Yes" I answered
📞"Love ya?"
"Yes, who is this?"
"Oooohh Kevin, hi" I said with a smile.
📞"Sorry if I disturb" he said.
"No, it's another hour of rest"
📞"Oh thank goodness for that. Same with Niana?"
"No, Niana went to my cafeteria in class."
📞"Well? Why don't you go to the cafeteria?"
"No" I answered.
📞"There-is just. Eh Din, next week your school is off?"
"Say the Holiday because there is a final test for class XII, why?"
📞"Oh yeah? Same dong, emmh if so I want a vacation in Jakarta at home Omah. May meet?" Ask.
"Oooohh, please" I replied
📞"Okay, later so I'll tell you again well, all of you I also want to tell Niana"
"OK" I replied.
📞"Yaudah Din, I closed well. Save no. I don't forget. Sorry to bother you."
"OK, no, no bother" I answered and I heard her half-laughing smile from the phone and the phone disconnected.
Yes, it was Kevin who when Niana asked me to meet her friend last month who I mentioned she was the sweetest smile among all the others.
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That afternoon as usual I gathered regularly with the other karate children. That afternoon I was a little late because I had to finish my chemical practice in the last lesson.
I went in with the permission of the karate builder at my school and I saw Arkan's hand waving at me and I just smiled and joined my girlfriend.
Just a stale base from the builder and the rest of the exercises respectively. Just 15 minutes ago I walked to the side and sat down because I was a little tired.
"Nih" he said it was Arkan who was thrusting cold mineral water.
"Thanks" I answered and sipped.
"Have you eaten?" He asked while taking his bag not far from where we were sitting.
"Udah" answered.
"Lied" he said as he took out a rice box.
"No" I replied.
"So you didn't go to the cafeteria either. This is for you from Bubu" he said thrusting the place of rice to me.
"Waaaaaaahhhh, thank You Arkan" I replied while accepting it.
"Udah let's eat" he said and I quickly opened it, it contained a little rice with chicken nuggets then vegetables and there was fruit in the final box. I ate it because I was hungry.
"You want to?" I asked Arkan who was looking straight at me.
"No ah. Why didn't you go to the cafeteria? I took it to the cafeteria."
"Not a laper. Then why not get anterin to class?" My toot.
"Would have wanted to, just had to rush to the lab there was a chemical practice abis hours of rest and after that there was not a single empty hour anymore" he explained and I smiled.
"Jaudah, nothing is important when I eat this" I replied.
"Other times you have to go to the cafeteria during Din dong break, even if not the laper still have to eat even though only snacks in the canteen." He said that slipping my hair behind my ears made my heart beat faster.
"Sir Arkan, there's something else" said the X class.
"Oh yes. Badar yah Din" he said and I nodded.
I looked a little towards Arkan leaving like he was looking for Shanum. I let out a long sigh and continued to eat me. trying not to care about what happened, but in my heart I was indecisive.
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