From Dinta
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Upon reaching the gate I went straight in and I saw Arkan sitting on the porch of my house and standing right up when I got in front of him.
"Who? Arkan?" I said while rubbing my face because it was wet.
"You're okay, right?" He asked with both hands holding my upper arm.
It feels like my chest is getting claustrophobic.it feels like Arkan is really toying with my feelings if it's like this. I deliberately kept my body away, moving to refuse his hand grip.
"Yes, I'm okay. How's shanum? He's okay, right?" I asked and he nodded.
"I'm sorry Din, because of me you are even raining gini when it seems like......" .
"it's okay, Ar, relax. Yaudah you go home, it's too lazy, I also want to go in to change clothes, rain on a motorcycle malem is also quite cold"
"Yes" said. That'sallthatis. And I immediately walked in without looking back when I knew Arkan was still there and the rain was still a little heavy but I tried not to care about Arkan if it was always me who falling in love with her I would be even more hurt even though in reality I was in pain when myself ignored Arkan like that.
Arriving inside I cried because I could not ignore Arkan like that but I had to do it. I have to do it all for my own feelings.
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The days go by so fast, the more days I feel Arkan is getting further away from me but I try it is okay I will be human with maximum rigor, I can't be weak just because of the taste problem at that time even though it was a big zero.
That night I was ready to come to Arkan's house because it was Kak Rahfa's birthday.
📩 Arkanmopq
Din me in front of you tell me to pick you up said brother Rahfa.
I smiled then came out and Arkan stood up and we walked together.
"This gini deck has to be picked up all" I said.
"You know for yourself how Rahfa I can't refuse" I said.
"Hahaha yes si, why do I have to watch this time the datengnya?"
"You're special, Dinta, so it has to be faster, but the point is to help the decoration." Arkan said and I just nodded my head.
Until there I was treated to circumstances that made me want to go home. When I entered there was Shanum there who was pumping balloons while laughing with Rahfa.
"Love, come here" said Brother Rahfa and I smiled then immediately approached her.
"Love you for so long, I didn't feel good about myself" Shanum said.
"Beresed earlier" I said with a fake smile and tried to start following everything while busying myself.
"So I know what sis?" I asked Rahfa.
"For now we pump balloons only well" he said.
"Ready" I replied.
"Arkan bantuin kek" said Rahfa.
"Males ah" Arkan replied "Bubuuuu Dintanya is already dateeeeng" cried Arkan.
"Iyaaaaaaa" answered his mother from the kitchen and Arkan's mother quickly came.
"Love" said.
"Tante" I said back and shook hands.
"Tante, wait for you from now on." Said.
"Waaah why wait for Dinta?"I put on a happy face.
"Tante made a layer cake, Dinta must try if according to Dinta yummy Aunt sure it is delicious"
"What kind of Aunt Dinta Chef" I said.
"Let's go to the kitchen" he said.
"Udah Din there, Bubu Bawel from earlier" Arkan said.
"Hahaha yes Aunty come on" I said and left together.
"Where?" Ask after I eat what I should eat.
"As usual, this aunt is really good" I replied.
"Thank God, then, Aunt is horrified. Let's eat again" he said.
"Yes son, uh Din, Shanum is still your friend and Arkan?" Her question and my first reaction just stopped chewing and smiled faintly.
"Yes Aunty, Shanum the same class Dinta. He's a new student at school too"
"Oh it's worth a new aunt seeing. By the way he's close to Arkan?" Ask.
"Emmmmh yes" I answered briefly.
"Aren't you jealous of Arkan deket with him?" The question made me choke right away.
Ukhuu-ukhu.
"Slowly dong nak" he said as he offered me a drink and rubbed my back.
"Aduuuhhhh very habitual deh gini" I said trying to neutralize my own feelings.
"Calm down, Auntie believes Arkan's heart is not for new people" he said making me want to ask or just interrupt but his cellphone reads the phone sign coming in.
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That night many people were present at the event, event after event also went according to plan and festive. That night I found out that Rahfa's boyfriend knew Rahfa's friends too. But in the middle of such a crowd I still felt lonely because of Arkan who was continuously with Shanum.
The longer it feels the more boring for me even though all of Rahfa's friends are friendly to me. I was just sitting in a chair a little far away from the joget show.
"Love ya?" Ask a guy I know is Steven's brother Rahfa's boyfriend.
"Sir, yes" I replied.
"Why here?" Ask.
"Nothing" I replied with a smile.
"You're Arkan's best friend, right?" Ask.
"Yes my brother answered me"
"Yes I also know from Rahfa he said his sister had a beautiful friend for sure this is not wrong anymore" he said kindly and I just smiled.
"Waaaah big sister can" I said with a feigned smile of embarrassment.
"Why is it not the same Arkan joined, who is the same Arkan by the way? her boyfriend?" The question made me confused as to what to answer.
"Maybe" I answered.
"Ah time his best friend does not know" his god is like trying to figure out my feelings now.
"Hehehe, I'm just his best friend, not his mother, brother." My canda.
"Hahaha okay okay, you know me and Rahfa are friends?"
"Yes, Rahfa's sister had a story she said her future husband was her own best friend" I replied.
"Waaaahhh Rahfa is very proud of my wealth well" he said PD and I just laughed.
"banget. Brother Rahfa is very excited about Brother's story" I replied revealing the facts.
"Oh yeah? it must be hahahaha. Rahfa's sister told me who fell in love first?"
"emmh no. Who is it? Brother Rahfa?"
"Cinggo. So we are in the position and I just know Rahfa likes me when I fit first class High School.that's what I know from her best friend. at that time, I was actually seneng even though I had a boyfriend who knew it"
"that's bad" I replied.
"hahahaha not that Din actually since Junior High I like Rahfa but I appreciate friendship and I think waiting for us both to grow up, suppose it will pass the lecture. so maybe more can be understood why I fell in love with my own best friend without any presumption to destroy the feeling of friendship itself. so I dated the other one first because I don't know Rahfa likes me. if you know already from a long time ago.emang it's Din in friendship" he said at length.
"waw salute his poko to Steve" I replied.
And I saw one of the men calling him.
"huh, it's normal. Yasudah, I go there first, you don't stay here. Enjoy the show too dong"
"Yes my brother" I replied.
"Arkan Arkan why he's not dating his best friend is also rich I'm the same brother" he said while going to make me smile strangely heard him.
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