From Dinta

17

That night I just rolled my body to the right and to the left after receiving a call from Bang Deris who spoke of wanting to go home but never coming home.

I check my phone occasionally but there are no papaun messages let alone messages from Arkan.

I let out a long sigh after returning I heard high voices from the middle room. I got out of my bed and approached the notebook on my desk.

I just stared at the notebook with my wallpaper and Arkan without intending to click on any app.

By looking at my picture with Arkan the memory of everything seemed to go back into my brain. How I got along with Arkan, the memories with him, other sweet things.

Long enough I looked at him and went back to all the stories from the beginning to meet Arkan. Until I didn't realize the people fighting were no longer heard. I smiled and closed my notebook and decided to go to sleep again when it was a holiday tomorrow.

The next morning I woke up as usual and decided to change my clothes with a casual t-shirt and my gym pants and then went out to just enjoy the morning air in the park not far from my housing complex.

"Waaaah Neng Dinta want to jog?" Ask my complex security.

"Yes, sir, go first" I said

"Yes neng monggo" he replied and I continued my steps until I reached the park.

Not only was I there but many people were also deliberately jogging in the area of the park that is not spacious it is even possible if now it can not be called a park.

"Hi" said a woman Rahfa.

"Eh, brother" I replied.

"Jogging too?" He asked and I nodded "good, don't keep Arkan in bed" he said.

"Self?"

"Yes jogging too" he replied "Eh yaudah let's buy a drink first" he said and I agreed after buying two bottles of mineral water paid for our brother Rahfa sitting on a park bench.

"Sister Rahfa used to jog?" My toot.

"Every holiday must be here"

"Oh that" I replied.

"Oh yes Dinta, next week your birthday brother must come" he said

"Oh yeah? Waaaah exclaim dong, yes brother Dinta definitely dateng ko" I replied.

"Yes, the show is just barbeque-an-ja si, which is also only the people closest to you, all of you also said the Mother would be grateful because Brother has already graduated."

"OK my brother" I replied.

"You can the Dinta came from before and help prepare everything." Said.

"Whoever you are" I replied gladly.

"Okay, let the brother who told me to Arkan pick you up"

"Not even kakpp kak, deket people too"

"Hahaha yes" he replied and I just smiled.

After I finished jogging I returned home and even though there was no one other than Bi Nani who was at home. I immediately took a shower and finished eating only snacks in front of the tv.

Since last night there have been no messages from Arkan or anything else. It hurts so much to accept Arkan has other women he prioritizes besides his mother and brother at the moment.

Since the day Arkan took Shanum for a walk back to school, it feels like Arkan is getting further away from me there are rarely messages from him and I can only be together when the school branch because after school he will take Shanum home.

Dreedd. Vibration of my phone sign in.

"Hallo Ann" I called Niana first and about two minutes me and Anna chatted I immediately went to the room to change my clothes and would go just to eat out with Anna.

After everything was done I immediately went out of the house and walked to the main street and Anna was there, then I immediately left on Anna's motorbike.

"Ann, ko to the cafe?" I asked after getting off Anna's bike.

"Udah come along" he said, and I said, and soon came in and Anna approached some of the men who were gathering.

"Why is this?"

"Waaaaaaahhhh Anna there is no change" said one man

"Still a geeky beauty" said the other.

"Can only Lo. I know this is my best friend named Dinta. Dinta is my best friends at Junior High but they are 4th school in Bandung all."

"Hallo I'm Loved"

And that day I was washed away with togetherness with friends of Niana Middle School who made me dumb, my polar girl and Niana geeky can have a boy friend like that.

After everything was done, Niana and I went home after a deal was made that one of Niana's friends said they and I should say hello if we meet and we agreed.

Niana and I went home together and Niana drove me home. Arriving home I checked my phone and there was no word from Arkan. It hurts so much to accept the fact Arkan already has Shanum even though I know they haven't officially dated.

That night I accidentally started a conversation with Arkan. I want to know how changed Arkan was then. And the results did not disappoint.

"Arkan?

📩Arkanmopq

Yes Din? Wh why?

"not busy? Anter buy yuk's book"

📩Arkanmopq

Emmmmmh, may, come.

"Okay, I'm going to the gate now."

I quickly picked up my sweater and went out waiting for Arkan for a while and went with him to the bookstore with him.

I started looking at books that I didn't want to buy.

"What book do you want?" Ask beside me.

"Well, let there be a winner if I bt"

"There's no need for me to ask for a book." He said it made me smile.

"Yes different again Ar"

"Judah bought a novel"

"May one, I said, taking a novel with a title and author that I can't remember now

"Well, would you like that?" He asked and I nodded then he immediately took his novel to the cashier and paid for it.

"I have this ko"

"Udah gakpp, I get a bonus from Bubu so relax" he said.

"Thank you" I said and he nodded with a smile.

"After? Eat first?" Bargainly.

"So much Arkan"

"Eat the yu ah eat" he said and walked ahead with a smile I followed him.

On top of the two motorcycles splitting the streets of Jakarta at night, suddenly the sound of Arkan's cell phone broke my happiness. Arkan quickly stopped the motor.

"Hallo"

".............."

"Where is your position?"

"............"

"You're on the brakes don't come out, I'm there now."

"Why Ar?"

"Din, sorry I have to help Shanum, his car broke down on a quiet street he called me crying I was worried he was why, wouldn't you go home alone?"

I was quiet a moment ago and realized. "Oh yes gakpp, I can take a taxi ko, yaudah there you help Shanum kasian he must be very afraid"

"Jaudah Din I went well" he said and without my consent he just left.

I smiled sorely as I watched Arkan pass by quickly for another woman like that. By trying hard I started walking to find a taxi or just an ojeg to take me home to the house.

I've been down the road for a long time but never found a taxi because it might have been quite late at night too. Long enough I walked until I finally found the ojeg base and I came home with my chaotic feelings. That night nature was like a mess, in the middle of the road suddenly rained when I was almost there.

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