FOREIGN DESIRANT
Episode 25 Heartbroken
Masyita was sitting on the porch of Rehan's house, she was still thinking about her meeting with Kirana this afternoon. Masyita still remembered how Alif was staring and paying attention to Kirana. He also felt how awkward it was
Kirana on Alif. Plus the words Kiara...
"They look good but they're not meant to be together."
Rehan, what did you do to them?
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"So, you think Kirana..." Rehan wanted to ask Masyita what she thought of Kirana.
"Beautiful, I love its simplicity."
"That's all?" rehan.
Masyita thought for a long time, then...
"Rey, are you sure about all this?"
"You mean to doubt my feelings for Kirana?"
"No, I don't doubt you... " Masyita looked forward like a glare...
"Only...Kirana and Alif.they.." Masyita's sentence was cut off.
"They liked each other but I was in between." continued Rehan.
Masyita stared uncomfortably at her cousin.
"Even you feel that way" Rehan explained.
"Alif Ahmad Bachtiar?"
"Yes, the man who helped you in that terminal, that was a first for Kirana..."
Rehan then tells him what really happened. That he does not know if Kirana has liked Alif since before he proposed to her. All he knew at that time was that Alif also filed ta'aruf with Kirana.
Masyita understands now. He understands Rehan's current position, but he also feels sorry for Kirana and Alif.
They're good people for Masyita.
"Rey, you know Kirana likes Alif and Alif too.Why don't you give them a chance?"
Rehan looked at Masyita in disbelief.
"I just don't want Kirana to feel forced to marry you just because you were the first to propose to her, and instead, I don't want you to end up sacrificing more in order to replace her
alif's position in Kirana's heart and you yourself are not sure you can do it all." explained Masyita. Rehan was unable to reply to Masyita's words. He could only watch his cousin's back pass.
Masyita suddenly stopped...
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Kirana was busy looking for something on her study desk and checked into the school bag. Before long he also searched under the table and around his bed. He tried to remember...
"Didn't Rehan not return my notebook yet?"
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Rehan thought of Masyita's words about Alif and Kirana. Masyita had just gotten to know the two people, she could even feel the connection between Alif and Kirana.
"Is that their relationship? Is that the meaning of Kirana's tears when she met Alif? Blame me
expecting Kirana? Why am I so equal to this? is it because of the words of Mashitakah or am I who is actually selfish?" Rehan piety himself with himself he decided to meet Mr. Arif and convey the problem.
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"So now you doubt?" ask Mr. Arif. Rehan was silent for a moment, then...
"I'm not sure if Kirana is happy with this, with this wedding plan. That's what always bothers me."
"Especially hearing the opinion of Masyita who just knew them, Masyita can see their relationship
actually." continued Rehan.
"Masyita met them?" ask Mr. Arif.
Rehan explains how Alif and Masyita meet and meet Kirana.
Mr. Arif nodded in understanding, he thought of Masyita. Could Masyita like Rehan? Suddenly the question came to mind Mr. Arif considering how Masyita cares about
Kirana but this would be even more complicated if that was the case. Mr. Arif immediately dispelled the question
that's. Rehan would be even more confused if he said Masyita might like Rehan. Masyita in the room heard their conversation. Actually he felt guilty for saying a lot to Rehan about Alif and Kirana. However, Masyita does not want her cousin to live with a person whose heart is actually adrift
to someone else.
Not that he disliked Kirana, only that Kirana was not the type who could express his feelings, he was sure that the girl was also saddened by this situation. Masyita knows Kirana must be trying hard to forget Alif too and it's not easy. It could be that he accepted Rehan for wanting to remove Alif from his heart and mind. If that's true, it's very unfair to Rehan.
How can Masyita be so sure? Masyita grabbed Kirana's notebook that was still on her and opened a certain sheet.
That afternoon when the wishful thinking of being with him took hold of me, by the calm riverbank, as calm as I wished for him. He, the man I always liked in silence, whom I called in prayer, asked me to receive Rehan...For the first time I asked, heartbroken, this sick? I realize I like people who never like me.
Masyita hugged Kirana's book, she then closed her eyes, she could feel Kirana's feelings on the writing. How it hurts, how it breaks, when intangible hope when love finds no way.
Heartbreaker... Masyita knows this emotion.
The same emotions Masyita experienced when she knew Rehan was getting married!
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