
"Abang Ilham," Melati's hand trembled as she held her phone, Ilham's name kept calling, making her heart so sad. More and more tears fell pouring down his pale cheeks. Remembering that man made her heart sad. Just yesterday afternoon, the man expressed his love, and today, his plan is to answer the man's declaration of love, of course he will accept it. But, after what he just experienced. Where may he receive Inspiration, a good man and Sholeh. While she was currently a filthy woman who was no longer holy.
Melati's cry grew more and more, remembering that she was no longer holy. He stuffed his mouth with both hands, after putting his phone back in his backpack.
What's he supposed to do? How will she face the world, if people know the fact that she is no longer a virgin. People will certainly excommunicate him, put social sanctions on him.
"Oh-Lord, my law is this heavy..!" he said softly with as Ra shaking, holding back the cry.
Where could he possibly hold her accountable to the man who desecrated her. Maybe the man would be responsible. Because obviously, the man is getting married. After all, how could a rich man want to marry a maid. Plus the man's mother who desecrated him, hated him so much. Even wanted to imprison him, so that he did not disturb the child.
"No...!" she cried hysterically, Melati felt that there was no longer any point in living in this world. The problems he experienced were very strange. He got up from his seat with the pain all over his body. Especially in the core under the center and his hands on the shoulders.
While enduring the pain, Melati stepped up with no purpose. She doesn't know where to go? there's no way he's staying at a hotel. It would be the same as spending the rest of the money he has that is not much. He just sent money to his family in the village.
He also couldn't have gone to Butet's boarding house. It's three in the morning. And he could not have contacted Ilham. He did not want Inspiration to be suspicious of his current situation. He doesn't want people to know that he's been forcibly desecrated. It was his disgrace, he should be able to hide that disgrace.
"Sir.....!" Melati was crying hysterically. He also could no longer walk. He also fell on the sidewalk of the road. His solitude in the middle of the night was no longer ignored. The night wind that was getting colder, pushed to the bone, was not felt by the woman anymore. Because, the magnitude of the pain of losing purity.
Before he came home to the village on the bus this morning. He should rest his body for a moment in the mosque in his campus. Until the dawn prayer time arrives. Ardhi's office with its campus Melati is next door. Even today, both of his tired legs are walking towards the campus.
The sound of the dog making Melati more frightened. Walking alone in the middle of the night in a state that is not okay, certainly makes the woman a tremendous fear.
His fear grew, as his eyes caught a roaring dog walking towards him. Looks like the dog will attack him.
Knowing her soul was being threatened, Melati quickened her pace. The campus gate from the side was near. Cross over.
Both eyes continue to watch the movement of the dog that is getting closer to him. Jasmine endured the excruciating pain in her body as her legs were required to run fast. Avoiding the pursuit of dogs.
Chiiittt's....
Aauuwww.....
Melati shouted out loud. This is the end of his life. He's laying himself on right now. It seems like it would be better for him to die. Even if he lived, no one would want to be friends with him. He's already dirty.