Forced Flow of Life

Starting A Beginning

Day after day Nisa passed. It was a pretty exhausting day. Disappointed and confused into one filling day - his day. And that's where he's going to set his foot. At the school, in a new place.

Nisa slams the steering wheel, buries all her dreams and replaces her dreams with new ones. Heavy but what can I do? Nisa decides to follow the wishes of the Father to attend a vocational school. It was the city's favorite vocational school.

At the new school Nisa decided to major in business and management, namely accounting. He hopes that one day he can become an accountant in a well-known company or he can become a bank employee in the future.

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A bright morning. Today a girl woke up from her sleep in cold sweat and gasping breaths. He breathed a rough breath. He does not understand why the same dream always comes, especially the dream will feel very real when he will enter a new place.

"Why do I have to dream this again?" inner Nisa.

He was tired of dreaming it often. He wanted to get rid of it, but how he didn't know.

He looked at the wall clock. Because it was time, he rushed to get ready to go to school. Yep. It's Nisa. Today was Nisa's first day of school, with rates already growing.

Nisa decides to attend SMK Guna Bakti. Nisa attends school here herself, not with her best friend Okta. Okta attended Bangun Mulya High School, a school that Nisa dreamed of but had to run aground because it was only a dream. Okta went to school there because her family was able to. Although economically different, Nisa and Okta were close friends regardless of their economic status.

Actually Nisa has her own anxiety because she has to be separated from her best friend. He finds it difficult to find friends because of his less open nature with others. In addition, Nisa is a person who does not believe in friends. He also had a deep trauma in his childhood.

Because of that trauma, he turned into a person who was indifferent and less open with others. No wonder at Junior High, Nisa can be said to only have one friend at once, Okta. But he was thankful for what God gave him.

Finished breakfast Nisa walks to the main street to look for angkot. Nisa is no longer using her bicycle because the distance from home to SMK Guna Bakti is further from the school smpnya first.

Nisa breathed in the deep air as if the air could give her more energy. He must suppress his disappointment and replace it with gratitude. Only then can he get through it all.

Nisa walked while re-dreaming about what she should do next.

From the other direction, someone was walking with a book. He looked down looking at the book he was carrying.

Bruck

Nisa collided with someone. Books belonging to the person he hit fell scattered.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" Nisa said as she picked up the scattered book. He felt guilty for not paying attention to the surrounding environment.

When Nisa finished picking up the book, she handed the book to the owner.

"I'm sorry, yes" said Nisa again. They both sat. How shocked they were to see who the person who hit and was hit by.

"Lo!!!"

"You!!!"