Forced Flow of Life

Messed

Morning is so bright. The sun began to emit its rays. Birds chirping loudly signify how happy they are as bright as this morning. But not with Nisa. His heart and mind are still in chaos. He was still asleep due to exhaustion of thinking.

Outside Setyo's room stood at the door. He wanted to knock on the door but hesitated.

"Bodo very much," said Setyo in his heart.

But after thinking - thought he decided determined to meet his grandfather.

Tok tok tok tok tok tok

"Dek wakes up" said Setyo. But no, there is no answer.

"Sir, wake. Can I come in?" say Setyo again. The result remains nil, Nisa still remains voiceless.

Chequelek

Setyo tried to press the door handle. Turns out the door wasn't locked. Without a second thought, he went into Nisa's room. He walked closer to his grandfather. It was seen Nisa sleeping curled up with swollen eyes. His heart was ready to see that sight. But what power, he could not change his father's thinking.

"Great pity you deck, sorry Mas ya deck. I can't help you" Setyo said in his heart.

They are both types of kids. So they are very difficult to oppose what the father said. They know there must be a reason why you think like that because they know the father is wise and loving, well though often disagree.

"Dek woke up, already this morning.tar bad luck lohhh," Setyo patted Nisa's cheek slowly. This time he did it gently. He could not bear to see his brother who was messed up.

"Enggh... Eh Mas, tumben mas is not in my possession? or don't you want to just? " said Nisa full of probes as she opened the eyes that woke her mas.

Usually if the mas wake up there is a way. Sometimes memitas his nose, clapping Nisa's hands to Nisa's own face, binding Nisa's feet with a blanket and then shocked it so that Nisa fell down because of a crimp or even wet Nisa's face with water.

"Dekk, peace first napa?" Setyo snorted in annoyance.

"Hehehe yes - sorry, the end is suspicious haha," Nisa laughed after seeing Masnya's reaction.

Setyo rattled Nisa's hair slowly.

"Dek sorry mas yes, mas can not help you," said Setyo full of regrets.

"No papa mas, I understand. I don't papa really," said Nisa tough even though her heart is still messed up. He forced his smile.

"One day you'll be successful and happy in unexpected ways. Trust me, God prepares everything for you even if it doesn't fit. Now you don't understand, but someday you'll understand the deck. Leave everything to God" said Setyo.

Nisa's eyes are glassy.

"Yee dek Mas really this," Setyo murmured.

"Yes, I know, I'm kidding, '" Nisa wiped her eyes.

"People hug" asked spoiled Nisa.

Setyo hugged his sister while Nisa was still crying but also happy for advice that made her heart more relieved.

"When - when to know the prospective kaka-in-law dong, this mubazir will be said wise words that reside never used hahaha," said Nisa still in Setyo's arms.

Srettt

Setyo took off his embrace. "Basic you Deck. When - when." Setyo finally laughed.

Setyo was glad he could joke again. At least Nisa's burden is slightly reduced even though it is still stuck.

"That's right there the shower deck keeps going to school. Mas also want to be ready to do this," Setyo smiled. Nisa just nodded her head.

*******

At school Nisa looks still cool dreamy. Finally he decided to go to the school rooftop, to calm his mind. Okta was always faithful to accompany her best friend. She still did not dare to ask Nisa.

Nisa stood looking straight ahead, looking at the magnificent work of God, feeling the gust of wind that hit her body. Okta walked up to him.

"What's your nose? Any problem? Yok story, who knows can give a little relief," said Okta

Nisa turned her gaze to Okta and smiled. He still hasn't opened his mouth. Then look straight ahead.

"Sometimes we have to live not according to our desires. The second time I couldn't choose. But I can what? For me, their support is important. Without my blessing I can't" Nisa said with a grievous smile.

"Why Nis, tell me," said Okta softly. He embraces Nisa and invites her to sit on a bench.

Nisa told Okta everything. They also hugged.

"Nis, you can do it. Do what you think is right. I can only support you. Come when you need a friend. Leave this burden to God, His plan will be beautiful in His time, not ours" Okta said.

They ended up crying together. Okta knew how depressed Nisa was. Nisa who is passionate in terms of dreams and education must be broken by circumstances. Two tough choices for Nisa. Following his wishes without parental blessing which means empty or still following the wishes of his parents which means burying the dream.