
Not much different from his condition with Matthew, Refal also felt disappointed. Disillusioned by his attitude towards Fazila, he also felt disappointed in himself because the past almost incised a wound for his future. Fazilais.
Two hours passed but Refal still chose to remain in the car that He parked in the garage of his official home, even though He stayed in and resolved the misunderstanding between himself and Fazila, who was still in the garage, I don't know why his ego is in power. Is it that hard to say I love you? I'm sorry. Or just promise not to repeat the same mistake. Isn't giving hugs and gentle strokes on the head much better than just keeping pent-up anger?
In love there is no hate. And as long as there is still love and compassion, it will always solidify the relationship between two different human children of thought.
"What am I doing here? I'd better get in and hug her."
"No. I couldn't hold her as if nothing had happened. I was wrong for snapping without explaining the root of the problem. In order to get her apology, I should have given her something special. But what?" Refal spoke while thinking hard. Three months with Fazila still can not make him know the woman more deeply.
"Flower!"
"Yes, the answer is flowers." Rebal smiled triumphantly. He was just about to go to find a florist but his common sense stopped his intentions.
"Hm! Midnight, Refal. It's already midnight. Where are you going to find flowers? Basic suck!" Refal grumbled while tapping his head on the back of the steering chair.
"Ahhh, yes. I remember, Fatih said it wasn't hard to persuade her brother."
"All right, I'll try. But before that, I had to pick a flower in the back garden, a rose was enough to assuage his anger, so hopefully Fazyakan could forget what I said."
Refal walked towards the back garden and plucked some roses, because of his carelessness, he even made his hands pierced with thorns. Love is like that, the pain will not feel what if it is determined to make the beloved happy.
And now that Refal was inside the house, his right hand was holding a few flower stalks, all the lights seemed to be on it meant his Fazilas were at home, just climbing the stairs suddenly her gaze locked onto a single point, the sofa.
On the sofa was Fazila who was asleep. Whether he was fast asleep or pretending to be asleep, Refal really could not guess.
"Fazyakah is there." Refal said with a smile.
Slowly Refal began to walk closer to the sofa, he also sat on the front desk of the sofa and aligned himself with Fazila's head.
"You're asleep? How could? I feel like I can't breathe because I'm nervous."
"I'm nervous because I'm afraid I can't look you in the eye. I'm also nervous because I'm too afraid I can't say I'm sorry and I love you." Babe Refal while clutching his Fazilan's leek fingers.
"It turns out, I was wrong. True said Bima, I do not need to remember the past because now you are my future."
"Without I realize I'm starting to open my heart. Even though I never said it, God knows when I hurt you I'm suffering more than you.
In the presence of Ummi and Abi, I promise to make you happy, but look what I'm doing now? I hurt you with my soul and body. I'm sorry." Refal lifted Fazila's head and placed it on his lap. Staring at Fazila's face this close actually made her feel calm.
"I'm sorry, so sorry." Refal again shed tears, but in the next second he began to kiss the top of Fazila's head.
"Tonight I'll allow your head to be on my lap, next time I'll make sure I get paid for all this." Refal said with a smile.
The night is getting late but there is no sign that Fazila will wake up from her beautiful dreams. In this state, Refal actually felt unstrung, he did not need to look at the sad face of Fazila, because his wife looked like a sweet rabbit if she was asleep.
"For your happiness, whatever it is I will work on. Maybe if there are a hundred surveys of the most patient people, I am on the list, because loving you is the most beautiful patience. And for me, it's the most important thing to make sure you don't get hurt, because whatever it is, if it's for your happiness, then it doesn't matter to me." Saying Refal confidently. The refal takes a deep breath and then exhales it slowly from the lips.
"And in the end, I always try to find happiness as wide as the universe, and to me your smile is the universe to me."
Refal did not let his fingers stand still, occasionally he rubbed Fazila's head and on other occasions He began to play his wife's nose bangir.
Rephal knew his woman was very sad, which is why he did not allow himself to disturb her Fazilan deep sleep. Let tomorrow bring the happy news, and Rebal promised that the events in his office would never happen again.
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