Fazila Titipan From Heaven(2)

A secret? (Matthew)

The time showed at 01:30 but bad, the beautiful figure was still sitting on the sofa without wanting to take off the alcoholic drink from his hands. He's hurt, he's upset, he's angry, he's claustrophobic, but sadly, he doesn't have a friend to rely on to share his story. All this is too painful. Then, what is the use of tens of millions of friends in social media? And, what good is the popularity that He bears if the popularity can not bring happiness when he feels down. He wanted to get up, but how?

"Oh!"

The person standing near the sofa that Matthew was sitting on looked to be giving a rough breath, He had not expected to see such a disgusting sight in front of him. For the first time, He set foot in a place He did not want to present even in a dream.

"Sorry, Mas. This is Master's phone!" Said one of the maidservants while thrusting the flat object.

"If you can tell, who are you?" Ask the waiter again. The young woman's face was polished with thick makeup, her clothes looked less material. Knee-length skirt but still able to show his smooth thighs, plus a shirt that shows the bulge of his chest makes Fatih look at the lights that are on Matthew's head.

"Sister. I'm his sister." Fast reply Fatih. He didn't want to be in this place for a while. Really, Fatih looks uncomfortable. Being in a place that shows the beauty of women and added the sound of loud music makes it creepy.

"I'll pay the bill, where can I do that?" Fatih asked with her head down.

Fatih is not being pretentious. It's just that spending half his life with his older sister who is a Hafizah Qur'an makes him understand what is permissible and what should not be done.

"There, Master!" Show the young lady. Not wanting to linger, Fatih immediately went to the place in question. He pays a sum of money and then leads Matthew to leave the nightclab.

Three hours!

Fatih spent three hours to get to Matthew's Apartment, a residence large enough to be the size of Matthew who lived alone.

"Hm!" Fatih sighed harshly as soon as she finished laying Matthew's tall body on the big bed. For the first time Fatih faced the silliness of a drunken man. On the way, he was forced to stop the car he was driving three times in a row because Matthew started vomiting.

"I can't go home! If I was desperate to do that, Ummi would definitely shower me with questions I wouldn't be able to answer."

"Yes, I'd better stay the night. I had to prepare a proper excuse so that Ummi wouldn't scold me for leaving the house in the middle of the night." Follow Fatih again while walking towards the sofa and lying there.

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Time kept turning, and at this time the clock was showing right at number nine, either because of a hobby of sleep or just because it was still feeling dizzy, Matthew fell asleep very soundly.

On the sofa near the bed, Fatih sat down while looking irritatedly at the bed. There were hours of waiting but no sign of Matthew waking up.

"Ummi called in the morning blind, scolding me for fear that I would pass the Fajr Prayer. And here, look at me...!" Fatih said while folding both arms in front of the chest.

"I was waiting for him to wake up like a fool. From today I will call him..." Fatih's words stuck in her throat, She saw Matthew squirming and slowly starting to open his eyes. The beautiful charm of Matthew Adyamarta was evident when he just woke up.

"Mmh! What are you doing, here?" Matthew began to ask after he fully realized. His right hand twitched his head, whether he felt dizzy or not, Fatih could not guess. He will get into trouble today because he missed out on his sister Meyda Noviana Fazila's class.

"I should have asked, why did Bang Matthew pull me to this place? Because of Bang Matthew I'm gonna get some spicy spray from two women I really care about. I mean, Ummi and Brother Zii will scold me." Fatih grumbled as he walked slowly towards Marthew then sat on the right side of the bed.

There was no reply from Fatih's speech other than a nod of his head slowly, and his eyes stared intently. It was as if the gaze explained He felt disappointed by the height of Matthew, a kind figure whom He considered to be like Brother himself.

"Now say, why did Bang Matthew come to that place? Drinking hard? Wahhh, I don't believe that." Fatih grumbled again, He walked then stood by the closet.

Matthew who heard Fatih's rambling seemed resigned, He did not expect to hear the scolding as soon as He opened his eyes.

"I feel like I'm in the same room as Mama, why are you nagging me?"

"No, Bang Matthew. I didn't mean it that way. I just..."

"I had a fight with my mom. I was upset, and then I tried to forget everything by drinking alcohol. For me, it's the only way to calm down. I feel like trouble comes back and forth. And at this point, if I don't vent my frustration with..."

"By drinking?" Fatih asked in a loud voice, her net round in disbelief.

"Is Bang Matthew feeling better now?"

"Or, just now Bang Matthew feels crowded, and does not want to live anymore?"

"Really, if Brother Zii had heard what Bang Matthew had just said, he would have been disappointed in himself, he felt as if he had failed to be a good friend. And right now I feel that feeling." Fatih continued, that handsome face flaunting disappointment. Really, he deserves to be disappointed. Seeing firsthand how Matthew spent his heavy nights after drinking alcohol made Fatih realize that his life was empty without the guidance of his older sister, Fazila.

Deg.

Matthew felt as if his head was on a big rock, He realized. It turned out that the woman of his dreams was more perfect than what he had in mind. Now he feels dwarfed in the face of love itself. How dare He fall in love with the Angel of Heaven while he is nothing more than a meaningless dust grain, that is what Matthew thinks of him today.

"Now say, what made Bang Matthew quarrel with the Madam of God?If it feels hard to decipher it, then don't say anything. Let everything be a secret."

"Can you promise not to tell anyone?" Matthew asked as he looked at Fatih's curious face.

"If Bang Matthew feels this is a secret, then I promise I won't mention it to anyone. It's a promise between men, it'll be kept until I die." Reply Fatih confidently.

"All right, I'll say."

"Actually, I fell in love with a pretty eye-cooling girl, Mama didn't like that and I couldn't control my heart not to love her." Matthew begins his story. His head bowed, he was frustrated. Really, right now he is scared. He was afraid that Fatih would be rude to him if he told him who the girl he loved was.

All right, I'll say everything. If unlocking the secrets my heart hides will cause trouble, then it's okay. I don't care if Fatih punches me in the face after finding out who I'm in love with. Matthew's mind scratched his non-itchy head.

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