Fazila Titipan From Heaven(2)
Matthew's Secret! (Parts2)
Fatih stared at the circular watch on her wrist with a resigned look. He resigned Fazila will give him punishment for daring to leave class this morning. To be honest, this morning Fatih, Umang and Regan will present the task in front of the class. Because Matthew, now Fatih threatened not to graduate from the course held by his sister, Fazila.
"Actually, I fell in love with a pretty eye-cooling girl, Mama didn't like that and I couldn't control my heart not to love her." Matthew begins his story. His head bowed, he was frustrated. Really, right now he is scared. He was afraid that Fatih would be rude to him if he told him who the girl he loved was.
"I don't know where this great love came from? I know I was wrong. And I also know I can't do this. I feel claustrophobic. Now tell me, how do I get out of this pain?" Matthew asked as he got out of bed, he sat on the sofa beside Fatih who was currently listening to his complaints.
"I fell in love with her when I read her name in a newspaper. I was curious about him when I found out his kindness from the people closest to him. And I fell in love more and more as I stared at that pretty face.
Really, I'm not lying. I really love her and this love is pure coming from my heart, not from my lust." Matthew said with great emphasis, He tried to tell his interlocutors how much sadness he felt because of the unrequited love He felt. This is sad, but it must be how else, love is not always happy because in love suffered too. And the bad thing is, Matthew is currently feeling his deep pain. But believe me, no pain lasts long, because there is always happiness that will accompany it.
"I was late in expressing my feelings to her, I disappeared without a trace, then I came back after she tied the promise with the others. Seeing her happy, I also felt happy. However, seeing him in front of me, being with the others made me feel jealous, and this jealousy paralyzed my senses.
Now tell me, what should I do so that this love does not hurt my heart and mind? I smile in front of other people, and when I'm alone I start crying like a kid who's lost his favorite toy." Matthew showed off a face of frustration, his chest felt tight.
"Who's the lucky girl's name? Do I know him?" Fatih asked as she looked at Matthew's back.
Glekk!
Matthew swallowed the saliva, Fatih's question took him by surprise. He was so shocked he almost fell. He did not expect Fatih to be in such a hurry to find out who the girl who always meets the day and night of a Matthew Adyamarta.
"I can't tell you his name!"
"I can't see the hatred in your eyes!"
"You're my best friend and family." Matthew spoke, but he did not dare to look at Fatih's curious face.
"The pain arises when a person tries to endure the pain in his heart. The pain will lessen as the person divides the wound, restless and restless in someone he trusts. Because Bang Matthew doesn't believe me, it's okay.
Do all the positive things that could make Bang Matthew distracted. God willing, the pain will disappear if we try to ignore it." Said Fatih wise.
"I don't believe it, it's just that I'm too scared."
"I'm afraid you'll be mad because the woman I love is Ka...." Matthew's words were stuck in his throat. He looked back at Fatih who still looked curious.
"The woman I love is none other than your own sister, Miss Fazila..." Reveal Matthew as he prepares to receive anger or blows from Fatih.
The secret that Matthew tried to keep as neat as possible he finally elaborated as well. There was nothing Matthew could do but stand by the curtain between his balcony and his room. Fatih too, his handsome face looks not like what Matthew revealed just now.
Fatih wanted to punch the shameless face of the beautiful man standing ten steps away from her, but compared to her regretful feelings, Matthew was much more hurt by his feelings of unrequited love.
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