EXAMS AT THE WEDDING

running away from marriage

every day in almost a sense of doubt, the stronger the day this doubt, makes me tangent I fear he changed but I also do not want to lose him who I love, he said, this mind and heart make me clingy and really tangent.

my awkwardness made me intend to run away from home avoiding this marriage, the more my mind was burdened with marriage I was so afraid that I planned to leave the house but I always thought again, I always thought again, how this will affect both families, my family will be ashamed if I leave the house.

I love my son but the closer I get to my wedding day my fear gets bigger, I'm afraid the son turns violent and is afraid the son will love to play women, I'm afraid, moreover, many approached him, let alone reta did not give up on approaching the son.

too much thought that would happen after marriage made me fall ill, so everyone became worried about my condition.

"nina let's wake up we'll want to find your wedding needs that have not been bought" said mbk kiki entered my room, seeing I still use a blanket to make mbk kiki anxious because I thought I was lazy

"mayo woke up "mbk kiki opened the blanket and wanted to pull me up, but mbk kiki was surprised to see me limp and hot.

"mbk I still want to sleep let me sleep for a while" I said as I pulled my blanket again as I felt very cold this morning.

"nina you have a fever" mbk kiki started to panic and left my room

I looked at the window and saw how beautiful it was this morning, the weather was clear and the mountain was beautiful, but unlike usual I went straight to the balcony to enjoy the morning, this time I just looked out of the window and still used the blanket, my body felt limp.

"let's drink this warm tea, and eat this first" said mbk kiki as he entered my room with one glass of warm tea and two sheets of fresh bread given milk and honey my favorite

mbk kiki helped me sit down and gave me warm tea, I drank it but only a little.

"eat this first because breakfast is still cooked the same mbk rahma" he said thrusting a plate containing bread, but I was not alone just biting it once made me nauseous.

"let's eat, you have to eat to heal quickly, after that go to sleep first" mbk kiki seemed worried

"yeah bawel" said I mengoda mbk kiki who always bring when I'm sick like this

after I finished the bread, I lay back down, then my phone rang and mbk kiki took and answered the phone that turned out to be from the son.

"hello assalamualaikum" replied mbk kiki

"walaikumsalam mbk kiki, where is the name? kok mbk kiki answered" asked the son who sounded faint

"nina wants to rest, she's sick again, let her rest first don't bother to recover quickly"

answer mbk kiki

"nina's sick already downstairs to the doctor" the son's voice seemed anxious

"yet let him rest first if the heat gk down later on down to the doctor, already yes let him rest first, your marriage is soon, he must rest a lot to be healthy at the wedding " answer mbk kiki

"yes mbk kiki, greetings to nina ya, assalamualaikum" the son replied ending their chat

"walaikumsalam "and then put the phone on the table and mbk kiki to go, I closed my eyes it felt like I wanted to sleep because I was tired.

after 1 hour of sleep mbk kiki and mother entered my room, making sure my condition, mbk kiki brought a basin of warm water and a bowl of porridge.

"Nina" mom woke me up and touched my forehead to see if I was still hot

"is it still hot, ma'am?" ask mbk kiki

"still, are you a soy sauce or do you think of something son" her mother told me

"maybe just tired mom and I'm nervous just before the wedding" I replied closing my worries and my disappointment with my brother's sister from my father.

"Don't think too much on the road, you should be happy your son loves you very much and he is very worried" said my mother trying to calm my heart

"yes from earlier wa I have to ask you how you are" replied mbk kiki pura annoyed.

"but he didn't wa and call me mbk"

"let's eat his porridge and rest "mom's orders

"ah mother, knapa should porridge si? like sick people" I said because I was disgusted by this one food.

"indeed sick, let's eat a little" mother forced me to eat by bribing me

"young mother, I'm gonna throw up this meal" I'm still trying to resist

"swallow up don't feel it" Mom still forced me

"it's too subtle mom, snot-like food like this, I'm disgusted mom" I refused to cry

"yes you finished the tea" mother gave up

"can you ice not mom? I'll be fresher if I drink cold" I asked

"maybe, but the porridge you must spend !! uda in takamin even nawar trus" mother who began to be annoyed with my request

"i'll have some warm tea, ma'am" I'll grab some tea at the table and finish it.

"nin is also good if you drink iced tea while eating spicy peppers" mbk kiki tease me

"buy donk" I replied

"your basics, you also ki adek again sick even in the lure of the lure of pedes cilok" mother nagged on mbk kiki

me and mbk kiki smiled and stuck out our tongues were very happy to tease mom, then mom told me to sleep after taking the medicine to reduce the heat, they left me down.

I called the son from the morning not to tell him it made me feel anything less, I really miss him even though the fear of marriage is also not reduced, it is really confusing.

"hello assalamualaikum, how are you? is it better? Have you taken medication? what's going to the doctor?" the voice of the son across there stressed me with so many questions.

"walaikumsalam" then I closed the phone to say what. before long the sound of my phone ringing I see the son of the phone, I just lift it up let him not call to mbk kiki.

"hello assalamualaikum "my answer is weak

"you gpp why did not immediately die by phone? " tanya the gentle son

"i'm getting dizzy with all your questions, I'm sick again even in the interrogation" I replied

"yes I'm sorry, I'm just worried, because I asked mbk kiki gk in reply" said the son, must be mbk kiki ngerjain son

"gpp why I'm having a fever later also healed, it's just that my body is still weak" I replied

"i'm anther to the doctor, yes, I'm worried about "pinta putra

"don't you go home to work at night, come here and close the doctor" I replied with a small laugh

"but you have to tell me I keep going" he asked

"brati I can't rest should ngabarin you continue at all times" my god

"that's not the point, if there is a change of news so I don't offend" said the son explained

"yes yes later in the news i again, you focus on work first I want to sleep again, assalamualaikum" said I ended the chat

"walaikumsalam" replied the son and then I close the phone and use the blanket again, better I sleep so as not to get dizzy, hopefully I will be healthy tomorrow, I too often trouble the family, I am too much, must be sad to see me sick, mbk kiki also more troublesome because I.