EXAMS AT THE WEDDING

chapter 20 pov steven

"nina is so beautiful, with that kind of makeup that makes her look perfect" I muttered as I looked at the nina status photo

it's not wrong that I, nardo and son love her, she's beautiful, kind and cheerful, rarely does she cry even when I take my boyfriend to the boarding house so we can forget each other's love, she said, he seemed to smile cheerfully greeting me and getting acquainted with my girlfriend, as if there were no wounds in the heart but when he entered his room I saw him crying from his bedroom window.

"forgive me nina I can't do much to make you happy, even I often make you cry" I cried in tears at the status photo I kept on my phone, I realize what Mery said was true he was proposed today by the son.

"why don't I dare to sacrifice for nina, god why should there be a difference between me and nina" I said still crying in the room, let me cry because I'm a useless man to a loved one.

I was really hurt to see the fact that nina had become a person's, and I had to lose this love so I wouldn't hurt nina again, hopefully happy with the son, nina, mery says the son of a good man and sacrificed a lot for nina, nina deserves a good man not like me.

I'm going to make sure I accept this fact even though it's hard, and it's probably going to get heavier

when I entered my room, I knew how I felt about Nina, I also knew Nina because I met her in the dorm first.

"why are you crying?" ask my mom

"nina accepted her friend's proposal ma'am" I said while showing her status fto nina with the son, I told my mother everything I knew how I felt.

"crying son no problem men cry as long as not to drag on, nina is indeed a good and beautiful girl but we are different from her, it is not fair for her if we ask her to be the same as us, and you should never intend to betray God, for this is the test of God for your sacrifice" said my mother by rubbing my head that I laid on her lap.

my heart was a little calmer, but it still hurt, and it turned out that my father heard at the door, and he came in and advised me

"nina knows you you love her?" said the father who arrived to make me and mother look

"no dad, I don't want to hurt him" I replied

"say son, whatever the answer is you have to say because it can slightly reduce the burden on your heart" said the father

"but now that nina's been proposed, don't ruin people's relationships" said the mother

"if not to say he will be burdened by ma'am, and all will not be clear, it just conveys the unek not to snatch" said my father who then stepped away

and mother went out of my room, I was pensive to think about my father's words, and saw hpku nina did not reply wa ku, did she really want to ignore me, but in the past she always cared and watched me, every time I call or wa is always quick to reply even if it is late at night.

"nina do you really want to forget me??" my mum looked at the photo with Nina first

it's dawn I haven't slept, I still see the photos of our togetherness first, arrived the notification wa from nina appeared.

"sorry I fell asleep last night, thanks for the compliment, but I'm not as pretty in the photo" wa replies from nina

"you are beautiful must be really much more beautiful because basically you are beautiful especially if you dance like that" I replied

"are you not asleep?" ask nina

"there's not a lot of thoughts you can't sleep" I replied

"think of what the hell, most games" wa nina

"thinking of you" I replied with a smiley emoticon

"what was thought I was healthy, most of all playing, talking about me all" answered Nina who could not believe I thought about it

"yes I'm out of the game" I'm really accusing him so he doesn't hesitate

"sana sleeps, do not play only later if you lack sleep" said Nina even though she herself usually squeaks a little sleep staying up late writing stories not clear on her laptop.

"yes, I'm going to sleep, good morning" I told him

"yes, morning" he answered briefly.

wake up I think of a plan to take nina to a romantic meal at a romantic Coffee in order to express love, even though I refuse I will not be angry, at least I have good memories of a romantic meal with her, at least I have good memories of a romantic meal with her, I pretend I don't know if he's been proposed.

I ordered a table at a nice Coffee in Surabaya for 2 more days, I ordered food and flowers for my show, I prepared everything so that it would feel comfortable and beautiful in memory, I will not seize I just want a good memory 1 day after that we can be friends like before.

I'm sure nina can act normal when she meets me later after the moment I planned.

then I called Nina to make an appointment and we finally agreed to pick her up at her college in 2 days, the day after I would remind her again so she doesn't forget.