
when we got home, we sat in the living room, my mother just kept quiet, then the son handed the paper bag containing the cake to the mother
"this mom there is a Surabaya layer cake for mothers" he said
"yes, thank you" said the mother briefly
"then I say goodbye, mother is already late" said the son, saying his goodbye while kissing my mother's hand
"yes" my mom's still cute
after the son left we went into the family room, there was mas fikri mbk dewi mas fikri, the wife of the fikri, after I changed clothes and joined the gathering with them chatted usual and arrived mom asked about mas aldi and mbk kiki
"how are kiki and aldi?" ask mom
"they are good, sania and safa are also smarter tp safa gk ever play with me while there" I replied
"that's why it's usually all sticky to you" asked the goddess
"iya nempel trus same son" I replied annoyed
"yes, it means that the child's good son feels right especially if safa is difficult near i" mbk dewi explained and supported the son so that the mother changed her mind
"yes, the child knows who is sincere, until the moment we say goodbye and sania nangis son gk can go home I am told to go home alone" I replied
seeing mom moody mas fikri changed the topic
"there's a lecture schedule?" tnya mas fikri
"yes tomorrow morning it's 9 o'clock" I replied
"yes and you rest first, you just came home" said mas fikri to me
"yes" I got out of the living room and went into the room
I deliberately did not oppose my mother, let the son who showed me the struggle and love that always told me and I did not want to make it worse in my mother's eyes, and I don't want my relationship with my mother to deteriorate.
I try to calm down as if all is normal let the god who directs this love and god also determines my soul mate.How big this love if not match I can what.
when I entered the room I saw my phone there were several calls from the son, then I called back to make sure it didn't take long the son had received my phone
"beloved Assalamualaikum" came his spoiled voice
"walaikumsalam flirtatious si, what was it? I was talking to my mom" I replied
"yes gpp I miss, when I was just home alone" he said protesting me
"yes I'm sorry I was still chatting, old kn uda I was in diamin just talked, when I was cuekin" I explained
"yes, I understand, I still talk to you now?" ask son
"sir, this is going to the room to be boobok tomorrow college" I replied
"friend me first donk, cook at this hour to bob" he asked
"yes in Temenin, thank you" I said with a smile
"thank you for what?" ask son
"for 3 days and uda in anterin home" I replied
"i should thank you for introducing your sister, and I am obligated to deliver you as a man" he replied
"may your efforts bear sweet fruit" I said
"yes it must be sweet, I'm sure I'll have you as long as you love me" he replied
"if I don't love you??" ask me to joke
"i know you love me, proof that you're jealous" she replied
"whoever is jealous, I don't want to be an impingement or a usurper of people's property" I don't deny my feelings
"i never made you an outlet and you didn't take it from anyone" he replied
"believe me, I will fight" he said convincingly
"however with the reta you can't be firm with him, your attitude makes me believe he's right you still love him" I said with tears in my eyes
"i have to how else I told her I'm going to marry you I don't know why she's still texting me" she said
"already, where to? I'll be going to bed in college soon" I replied annoyed
"any minute until, what time is college tomorrow" asked the son
"i'm in at 9 o'clock at dawn I'll let it get hot" I replied
"hike the bus let me pick it up" he said
"no, I'm going on a motorcycle tomorrow, just like Mary" I replied
"yes, tomorrow we meet" he asked, who was not ashamed
remember the beginning of the decade, when there was me he looked embarrassed and misbehaved, did not even dare to look at me, every talk with me rarely saw me, sat away from me, away from me, that's why I never thought he liked me.
but Mery always said it seemed like he liked me, mery also said that anton also liked me just that I didn't want to change the atmosphere of our friendship so tough.
I don't want to know about how they feel about me, so we can stay comfortable together, and I wouldn't be sure if I didn't tell them directly, because I don't want GR, either, but sometimes I'm not touched if I'm not comfortable with that person.
I often lose my boyfriend because of their love for me and I can't open my heart to accept them, yes, because of the trauma left pas again unfortunately and want to be alone first until I am ready to get married.
and now that the son is close to me and able to touch my heart, I welcome with all my heart just still can't go any further hindered my mother's blessing.
I fell asleep that night even though the phone wasn't closed, have not had time to answer the invitation to meet until the alarm hpku reads showing it is 2 pm time to pray istiqoroh and hajad prayers ask for the best destiny for us if indeed a mate will certainly be easier if not my soul mate begged me to be separated immediately so that I did not expect more. Then I fell asleep again still using mukena and on the prayer mat. then I dreamt that my mother and son smiled at me and suddenly the morning prayer alarm had sounded.
disbanding my dream that made me happy and I rushed to take a shower to perform dawn prayers, after which I prepared to go to campus.
"you go to college" asked the mother who saw me ready
"iya ma'am, let cepet pass already tired back and forth to surabaya" I replied
"were not tired last night just returned from Jakarta now want to go to Surabaya again" asked the mother
"no ma'am, will be together with mery later stop by the meri house first" I replied
meri is also from the same place as me but her house is in the city while I am in the village, so I can pick her up because my house is further away, she is a close friend who always helps me.
"yes heart do not speed, it's a warm tea to drink before leaving" said the mother
this heart is more eager to get attention again from mother and she also wants to smile at me.
after I drink I kiss the hands of mother "i go first yes ma'am" directly ride my nmax motorbikes are bought mas fikri to go to college. towards the house mery when he arrived there was not yet bathing, mery, his mother told him to take a shower
"mery quickly took a bath nina has come" cried her mother mery from the yard
"no papa ma'am relax it's still 5 o'clock at 9 o'clock" I replied
"iya nina let's go in, uda breakfast yet?" ask mery's mother
"not yet mother was finished cooking" I replied as I stepped in
mery's family was like my own family, because I was there almost every day Mery was often in my house, so I did not hesitate with them.
"yes, it's not mature yet, you left early in the morning" replied his mother Mery
"e nina has come" said Mery as if he did not know there was me on purpose and a smile came out of the bathroom
"fortunately you're my best friend if I don't stay with you" I sneered
"the hunt for Mery so we won't overheat" I said
"mother is not yet cooked, here is the bread you ate first with this hot tea" while thrusting bread and tea in front of me
"yes ma'am thank you" I said with a smile
after that, Mery came out and finished his bread and we said goodbye by kissing the hand of my mother's father, we set out, while on the road we were whiny and told about my trip and son to Jakarta and banten.