
Early morning steven tel I asked if I had a schedule on campus, because today there was guidance so I kekampus, he asked for time to meet both, he said he wanted a story, he wanted a story, then I agreed at 1pm he'd pick me up at college.
previously 2 days ago he also said that he would invite me to meet, is there anything important so that the morning has reminded me.
so that the son does not misunderstand me, I ask him for permission because he is my future husband, now on my fingers, a ring that binds me into his own and soon I become his whole, I will open to him, I'm sure he understands and trusts me.
"assalamualaikum sir putra" I sent to him
"walaikumsalam salam bu putra" wa answer along with emoticons full of love I received
"is not married yet uda called ma'am son "my answer
"yes no papa agap aja training" answer wa putra
"exercise everything, kyk want a ceremony" I replied to him
"i can see Steven" I asked
"steven ? in what order?" ask son
"it looks like he has a problem so he wants to tell me" I explained to the son
"alright, but don't fall in love again huh" the son replied to me
"yes it could be, because my future husband suspects that I can escape with steven" I changed the method
"how can I trust you, but not for long" replied the son maybe he felt jealous because steven is my first love
"no promise if it's a matter of time, usually if you talk to old friends like to forget time" I keep teasing him, very nervous mengodanya make me laugh alone
"hmmm yes uda gpp" replied the son
"thank you" I replied
"you don't need my permission to meet your best friend, I don't want to limit you" said the son
"would you be my husband-to-be I don't want you to misunderstand me" I answered making him a GR because he's so funny to be embarrassed and spoiled
"no papa, later if uda becomes a wife later you rarely see your best friend again" emoticon smile tucked in the answer wa
"why?" I asked him to tell me his jealousy
"because I want you to always be with me" the son replied with a teasing smile emoticon
"if I don't want to? how" I tease
"it is a sin if the wife does not obey the husband" he answered back to me
"yes, I'll recite it" I gave up
after guidance, I looked at my phone, it was almost 1 o'clock and I opened wa from steven
"i'm waiting at the North gate of your college, just get on my bike"
then I cleaned up everything and put it in a bag and rushed to the North gate, today Mery did not come to campus because he was lazy to take a bath, he was mager, again, so Mery doesn't know that I met steven.
"wear the helmet first" he said while wearing a helmet to me
"it's so romantic" I said, riding behind the steven, looking like steven was smiling cheerfully
we went to the table that I thought was the best there, the stylist was different, and to the amazement of Steven invited me to sit like a lover, before long the food that had been ordered steven came with his drink.
"let's eat first you must be hungry already past lunch" he said
we ate the food presented at the table, enjoying the atmosphere that makes the heart and mind offended, with a variety of questions "why be invited to a romantic place? why is he being romantic too? why is he different ? and there are still a lot of questions on my mind.
the question was slowly answered after I finished eating, I enjoy soft music that is romantic and pleasant to hear, arrived my hand held by steven which makes me shocked and nervous, he said, making this heart is not careless, the sound of the heart replaces the sound of music that I had enjoyed, irregular dag dig dug as if I was running.
without a chance I asked about his attitude he said his heart that I had been waiting for but now it was too late, although I still had a feeling but I could not disappoint his son and family, he said, this has already concerned 2 families not between myself and my son alone.
"nina I love you, from the past until now I love you so much" Steven said, holding my hand so tightly that I could not let go.
"sorry I don't understand what you mean, haven't you thought of me all this time?" ask me for wonder
"i'm trying to deny my love, I think I can erode this love, because for sure we'll get hurt" he replied
"then why are you revealing it now?" ask me for wonder
"because I can't stand to hide this feeling anymore, you should know I didn't want to hurt you all this time I had pain acting like that to you, too, all this because we have different beliefs I don't want you to get hurt because I wish you nothing" Steven explained
"i know we are different, I don't demand love from you either" I replied trying to relax even though this heart trembled
"i just want you to know, I'm ready to sacrifice for you, whatever your answer I will receive" he said with a smile
"victimize me?" askaku who touched on the meaning of his words
"i'm ready to convert if you accept me" steven explained
"i can't, I don't want you to convert just because I should be because you believe and it's too late for me to belong" I explained and showed you the ring on my ring finger
"lucky that man, unlike me who thought for too long, I was stupid to waste you sincerely love me" replied Steven with a smile on his lips , I know that smile must have been a wound of disappointment
"that's not true, I'm lucky she loves me, she's sincere even though she knows I don't love her completely, whereas I'm just an ordinary woman who lacks so much
"yes you guys are lucky and right said Mery you fit the son" he said with a very heavy smile
"said mery?" ask me for wonder
"yes, the night we called and sang together, and then you fell asleep, telling me about you and the son" Steven told me about his conversation with Mery
"so you already know about me and the son" I asked to make sure
"i know, the photo that I praise is beautiful is a photo when you receive a proposal from the family of the son" said Steven who quite surprised me
"then why are you expressing your feelings to me now, when you know I already belong to someone else?" I felt no tears dripping with this feeling, these tears were hard to explain, I felt I hurt her heart and hurt a part of my heart, but I did not regret accepting the proposal of the son.
"i just want to express what I've been holding up all this time so that I don't get burdened with this feeling anymore, don't cry your decision is right he's a good guy, we can still be as friendly as ever right?" steven wiped the tears that were still flowing because he was moved.
"yes of course, I love you so much" I said with a smile.
"so we should be happy on our first and last date" Steven said with a sweet smile
"and I ask you to remove nardo also from your love I know me and he's the same person you love, pity your son if only get a small part of your love" he said
"you know, it must be mery who said" I laughed while hitting steven with a spoon