EXAMS AT THE WEDDING

16. My first love arrived

when I was on campus gathering with friends my phone rang and I was surprised that he ignored my feelings, who all this time only admired me just a close friend when I was at the boarding house while still in high school, she was the first love that made me a full woman, she said, I dressed up I changed my old style like a little more feminine boy because I wanted to grab his attention.

"Steven tumben once he tapped" my inner

I tangent to have to lift this phone is not I am afraid of being carried away by feelings, because honestly this feeling is still there, every time I meet him I am always wrong, I am always wrong, last met him when I confided after breaking up with my ex-boyfriend, who was cheating on me with a woman who was no better or prettier than me just because I was bored of a long relationship.

at that time there was a different gaze from him as usual Steven listened and watched me more, different from him who used to listen to my complaints but as if not listening even sometimes left me just like that.

"hello" I said without saying hello because he is non-Muslim, yes early I fell in love I did not know that he is non-Muslim, he said, because just look at it and never approached it until one day he and I met at the boarding house that I will place i and it turns out he costs there too and finally we are familiar tp only just a friend, because he never showed me more.

"hello, where are you? " Ask Steven

"i'm in college, what does it look like you miss me?" my answer is that I used to be with GRan to him

"i'm there, right? what time are you finished at college? ask Steven to make sure

"i just finished going to the cafeteria with friends, here I will buy meatballs later" I said

"wah steady ni lunch meatballs as icy as you guys, I'm there now" he replied excitedly as usual

"ok I wait in the cafeteria, parked at the North gate yeah" then I closed my phone and put my phone in my bag

then my friend and I stepped into the cafeteria, and ordered food because we were waiting in line for a long time, and Steven hadn't come because the distance to my campus was far enough, the friend of the friend who passed was a son because I looked cute.

"cie that ran out on the puja's phone" said Fariz to tease me

"well know" I replied smiling

"he was the one who was bought, we are not all" said nardo, my best friend, just like Mery and Faris who always accompanied me

"yes yes the three of you are also in the treaty" I replied smiling at them

"if the nardo who said aja directly in yes in if I am the same fariz aja in cuekin" protest mery because mery know the closeness of the same nardo different.

"yes I'm not nardo, I'm not your treat" I replied with a laugh

"the beat of mery the protest of all, I accept it" nardo protest

"wah mery gk so get our treaty" said faris

"yes sorry, treat ya nin" persuaded mery with a cute pretentious face

"i can't have uda removed from the treaty" I replied laughing happily to see them

soon after Steven came from far away I waved so he knew our seats

"kok is not the son who came, nin" asked fariz

"don't know it" I replied with a smile

"who is nin?" nardo asked this time

"he was Steven's best friend in High School" replied Mery who I had introduced because they were religious

"sit here" I'd like to sit next to the nardo in front of me.

"but the food hasn't come yet? ask Meri who is getting hungry

"i ask you first don't forget mbaknya" replied komting or faris

"Steven knows them my best friend here" I started a conversation and they immediately decided to name each other

"tumben nemuin me, kangen yes the same I'm cute" said my sweet snobs while holding the cheek

"iya kangen, same attitude you are more and more annoying" replied Steven

"if it sucks but it always makes me miss "my answer to PDan

"the boil of GRnya relapsed again this boy" answered nardo who always said he made annoyed

"ih nardo" I said with a frown

Steven just smiled while shaking his head, shortly thereafter meatballs and ice blewa came and mbaknya in ganguin sm fariz basic faris the guy pengoda, a hobby really make baper girl.

"let's walk later, boss at the boarding house" Steven asked

"rame rame yes let it be exciting" I replied

"yes, I'm ready to go" replied Fariz

"let's go do it, why are you home alone" I took nardo

"play the game is "the answer is ketus who is usually ketus same as me

"let's go, come along" I asked spoiled

then they chatted with me and I went to pay for our food in silence so they wouldn't know that I was buying, and then I sat back down.

"where to?" they ask

"where ya to gramadu aja hanging out while looking at the sea let it be far away, because later have to go back to the sea again "my answer

"yes uda gk papa go there aja" said mery

"yes let's let's let it go home later" I replied

"pay first you want to run away do not pay, eat out run away" said nardo

they were going to pay for the food, and steven and I walked out of the cafeteria and followed me

"young paid gk said say, I'm going to be good" said Mery with a laugh

"iya gk said that pay tau so nambah" said Fariz to laugh

"basic kebo" said nardo to fariz

they are always noisy but where is always together, because our commotion is based on laughter, our greyan so that we laugh happily.

we also walked to take the bike, some of the bikes in my campus stay with Steven, mery the same faris even though they do not get along always together, he said, because the nardo gk motorbike can make a splint because in the back seat in exchange for limas.

during the trip, steven and I jokingly laughed until I remembered how we used to sit on the boarding terrace, Steven played my guitar singing, although often ridiculed by him, those memories awakened the feeling that was once in my heart, as if it was getting back up, feeling comfortable and wanting to have it.

But Steven's different gaze made me feel like he was starting to feel the same way as I used to, I felt like his attitude had changed to pay more attention to me and be more gentle with me

when we got to grimadu we were looking for a comfortable place to chat, while with Steven I was more and more sure he changed

but I have to remember that now there is a son who really loves me, makes me special and feels valuable.