EPOCHS

Chapter 23

Kinza sat pensively in the RSPAD waiting room. He was not alone, there were both his parents and also his in-laws there. It has been almost three hours waiting, but the ER room has not been open. That's a sign, medical treatment is still continuing.

Kinza again sobbed, he regretted his stupidity last time. If Kinza hadn't left Al, he would have been fine. That's what Kinza said.

Kinza Irsyania Malik POV

Rice has become porridge, which is what I can describe. Sesame is useless, and crying is the end. I want to turn back time, but I'm not a doraemon.

You can guess what happened to Al. He was in an accident, and it was all my fault. My fault!

If I can imagine, I don't want this to happen, I just want time to play back. Until none of this I've ever experienced. Ah, but again I'm just a human being.

Maybe I'm being punished for leaving Al's brother. This is the punishment that is right for me. For a week I avoided her, didn't want to listen to her sayings, and now it's really happening. God granted my dodol request, I can't hear his voice now, hyx!

I sat in the waiting room for three hours. Waiting for the results of medical treatment carried out on Kak Al. Hopefully the result is good, and hopefully brother Al survived. Honestly, after hearing the news that he had an accident, I immediately sat down limp. Just sobs roaring, I'm really bitter. It hurts my heart!

I wept for three hours and begged the Lord to save Brother Al. Seeing the condition of his damaged car, I immediately numb. Although only the front was badly damaged, but it could result in him entering the ER. I want to scream as loud as possible. But I'm self-aware, this hospital isn't the pinnacle!

Mama and mother patiently calmed me down, easing my cries again and again continuing to roar. I think they're going to be angry, acutely disappointed or sort of upset. But in fact not at all, the two mothers actually hugged, embraced me. Hiksss, again I can only cry.

While the two generals, namely papa and father, they are also the same. They are more worried about me. I don't know why I don't understand this, maybe after hearing an explanation from me that is either true or not, they sympathize with me. Ah, let's put that matter aside first. Now the most important thing is the safety of my brother Al, my husband, hiks!

“Sabar yes dear, Al must be all right, kok.” said mama for the umpteenth time, calming me so as to relieve my crying. Honestly, it is very difficult to relieve crying at a time like this, it is very difficult to use even!

Mother held me in her arms, her soft, white and smooth hands stroking my back patiently. The more I was treated, the more I felt pain. Hu hu hu, I hope you are well, brother.

Moments later, the door to the ER room finally opened. Simultaneously, the braggar that was bedded by Mr. Al was also removed. I clearly saw Al's brother lying weakly and wounds all over his body. Oh my God, what a sakiiit!

Just imagine, his temple bandaged in a circle, hose everywhere, and other tools that I do not understand. Hu, again my tears broke while approaching the unconscious brother Al.

“Alhamdulillah there are no injuries so severe, only a collision here that resulted in us having to wait for him to wake up longer. About a week the time period needed, that if there is no change.” said the doctor while showing the parts of the wound on the body. I was a little relieved, but I was also still scared. Mom once told me about her youth. He was hit during a fight with Papa. It took me a long time to wait for my mother to wake up, but brother Al, thank God it's not like my mother. Maybe because he was driving, not like my mom bouncing away. Genuine, both make me sad.

I followed where he was taken, walking while crying. Let's just let people say what, really care about them, at most they talk about me behind the back. Give it to you!

After arriving, the doctors and nurses left us. Now live me, mom, dad, mom and dad.

Slowly, my steps approached Brother Al. With mixed feelings, I managed to be by his side. My clenched hand stroked the handsome face of Brother Al. It was so stifling, again I regret all the actions that made him like this. While tracing her face, my tears also continued to flow. I can what now? Yeah just cry, you little Kinza crybaby!

“Excuse me.” broke a sound, the four of us then looked.

Hem, apparently it was the father and mother of the commander and his aide. Not only that, but there were also some members who joined him.

“Izin, our arrival here wants to visit Captain Al.” said the father of the commander firmly, papa and father immediately welcomed them all. So too with mom and dad. They greet the mothers who accompany persit. While me? You can only be silent like a wall.

“That's patient, yes, deck. Mbak sure Captain Al is okay.” said the commander's mother aka Nina's mother, her white hands rubbed my back gently.

I could only nod lethargicly, so tired of crying. “Izin, ready mom thank you.” reply I am friendly and sound weak.

They saw the condition of Brother Al, after which chatted outside the room. And now there is only me, brother Al who is lying weak, and his foster brother, lettu Ivan.

“Izin mbak, who is patient yes. I am sure captain Al will soon realize.” said lettu Ivan. Again I nodded lethargicly while holding the hand of Brother Al full of information.

“Thank you om.” reply me accordingly.

“Before the accident happened, the night we hung out together. I see him daydreaming, it seems like something is going on between mbak and Captain Al.” continued Ivan, his words made me feel even more guilty. I looked down lethargic, back crying her answer.

“Iya, it's because we had a fight, om.” reply me as is.

Lettu Ivan was also speechless, speechless like that. Obviously, this is my household problem. He is not likely to comment much, especially Ivan is the younger brother letting kak Al. The more he fell silent, keep it oral.

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Almost an hour the commander's father, the commander's mother, aides, and some members visited Mr. Al. They finally resigned their retreat leaving the fruit of hands that are so abundant. I took them off while shaking hands and a listless smile.

“Iza go home first, yes, let the mother take care of Al. You have to rest, do not forget to eat.” exclaimed mother when they came home. I shook my head quickly, not wanting to leave Brother Al just like that.

Mama is approaching me, “Nak, don't do it. Think about your health, too, yes. Take it easy, Mother Sada will take care of Al here, Kinza home yes. Mama interk.” added mama. I took a long breath. With a heavy heart I finally fulfilled their wishes. Yes it is true, this is all for my good as well. They were just worried about me getting sick. If I'm sick, who's going to kill Al? Yakali the Princess, ups means princess. Idih ogah, anyways why the hell suddenly I keinget same him, cuih!

I kissed Brother Al's forehead briefly before returning to the official house. It was heavy to leave Brother Al for the second time. I honestly want to be by her side, but I can't be selfish, I also have to take care of my health.

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A few minutes on the way, I finally arrived at the official house of Al. I was alone, because I forced my mother to go home under the pretext that I just wanted to be alone. I don't want my mom to obey my words. Not everything is a lie, I want to be alone. Like the word, make up for my mistakes that is, yes, even though I do not know what to do and do.

Slowly my footsteps entered the yard of the house where brother Al das. As usual, the house is always neat, clean and organized. It's just ahead of him anyway, don't know how deep it is. Okay, I'm just gonna go in. Very long with the atmosphere of the house that is sometimes warm, sometimes cold, and sometimes others. Hu huuuu, I miss the inhabitants of this house.

I put in the key that Mother gave me, and then I opened the door carefully. After the door opens, look at the living room with its minions. The furniture there is still the same. It is neat and of course clean.

Then I walked to the second room, where I had a long sofa, a table, and a flat-screen TV.

Slowly, my memory returned to the times when she and I were romantically involved. I was hugging Al, holding him and crying in his warm embrace. Enjoying his ever-great cooking, feeling his touch that made me float, and everything he did to me. Yes yes yes, I miss himaaa, hiks!

It was enough, when I was getting better. My intention was to go home just for a short break and go back to accompany Al in the hospital.

“Tok tok..” the sound of knocking on the door blew away my daydream instantly. Well, who the hell is coming late afternoon gini. Do not know if I was in a hurry, Males also the arrival of guests. Come on come come come!

With a quick step, I headed out of the room. Open the door for the man who knocked on the door. Then I opened the door slowly, and I saw one.

The deg!

My heart seemed to want to get out of place. That guest? He's the trouble maker! Who else if not Princess Naima aka Mother Princess!

I tried to calm down, but originally wanted to get angry and shred her face. Why the hell is he coming? How dare I show his face to my face after making trouble. Okay, my heart's heating up now! But wait, it's a car that's glued smoothly in the yard of the house as I know it, the car is like yours...

Suddenly a man caught up with the princess, and that person was bang Arjuna. Yes it's really bang Arjuna, I can't be wrong look! So he's here with Arjuna, his new girlfriend I used to love, cih!

“Sorry to interrupt, mbak want to talk equally adek, can?” said mbak Putri with water an indescribable face. Aih, why the hell did he ask to talk to me, I swear I don't want you, to look at her beautiful but innocent face.

I let out a long sigh, gave a short nod and opened the wide entrance for her. He then went inside, as did Arjuna bang who smiled faintly at me.

“I take a drink first, yes, mbak.” said I was smooth, but suddenly my hand was checked.

“No need to deck, we have a drink in the car. You just sit here. Mbak just wants this problem quickly finished, and you do not misunderstand anymore.” reject it smooth while telling me to sit down. Good either way, I don't have to be tired of struggling in the kitchen, you cruel Kinza!

Okay, all right, I'm trying. Then I sat my ass back on the sofa, and listened to what the Princess would say. Honestly I'm super lazy, but to say what dong, he seems to want to talk seriously. And, like her I have to hear her explanation this time.

“Live Yes, deck. Mbak kemari just want to clarify the matter of the incident in Magelang one week ago.” he hung. Wait-wait, so he wants to give you an explanation?

“So gini deck, mbak and Al it is not at all hugging on purpose. Al just helped mbak avoid the collision of skateboarders. At that time he was almost hit, and did not realize the danger was lurking mbak. But suddenly Al came and saved Mbak. So please, don't blame Al, don't hate him, Za.” continued the Princess with a sad look. I don't understand yet, meaning mbak Putri anyway? I swear I'm so slow, hi hi tulung!

I began to digest his words a little. So that means they hugged unintentionally because of Al nolongin's brother? Is that it, right? But how am I not sure, yak? So, should I believe his words?

I sighed softly, “Mbak, no one knows how it happened. I can not immediately believe that, honestly my heart still feels pain, mbak.” reply I gamang. Yes, yes, I can immediately believe it is the same mbak Princess. He also hurt me for a year.

“Dek believe me, mbak and Al it was never intended to be together again, he already has you and mbak already have Arjuna. Please believe, this time aja dek.” his bow is sad while reaching for my flick hands. Princess's eyes began to tear. Well, it looks like he's crying, but why? What's the cause? Are you Kinza dodol?

“What should I do so that you believe the same words, mbak?” ask him while sobbing. Hum, as soon as my little heart thrashed, I could not bear to see women crying. The problem is that I am also a woman, and how is it, mbak Putri is a person I once loved very much.

Bang Arjuna rubbed the Princess's back gently, the guy looked at me with a strange look. Why are these people, I swear I am disgusted!

“Za, The princess did not lie. I saw the cctv footage. The incident was pure accident.” added bang Arjuna kalem. Huy, if he's the same I trust him. I don't know why I'm so sure, klop really the same as he said.

What the hell am I, I want to have a husband. Bang Arjuna also already belongs to the Princess even though it is not legal. Keep your heart oy, your husband is struggling in the hospital, hiks!

“I believe, but still must hear the explanation from brother Al directly. After that then I will really believe.” reply me with a blank look. Instantly the face of the Princess changed, a meaningful smile was attached clearly as if to say ‘Finally’ is about.

“Finally you believe, thank you deck. Ma'am asked this time, don't hate the same Al. He is not wrong at all.” said softly. I then nodded small. I still don't believe it, but you know. Trust me this time, just this time, yeah, nothing more!