Dusk Limit Towards the Morning (Rain)

the day before the wedding

Today all the servants are busy preparing the decorations for my wedding tomorrow. The wedding dress was delivered to the mansion. Dad is busy taking care of the company so that tomorrow the wedding can run smoothly. Everyone seems happy. But why as the main character I can't even feel happy. I love Leandricho and tomorrow's our wedding day. I should have been happy.

I sat on a couch in the room, looking out the window.

My thoughts were on Noan, "Yes right. My feelings. And this is also my choice. I will fight for my love no matter what the reason is." I murmured softly and assured my worried heart.

I got up from my seat and walked back and forth thinking, "It feels boring in a room like this. Merry was busy working because today she had an emergency operation. What should I do to get rid of this boredom and saturation." I muttered to myself.

I walked out of the room, headed downstairs and into the study and sat in a chair in front of which there were many piles of documents on the table. I put my back on that chair.

"Mommy's Photo!" I said as I looked at the picture of Mom in the corner of the table.

I took a picture and looked at her, "Mother. I'm getting married tomorrow. Are you happy to see me married to someone I love so much?" I asked Mom.

I took the picture so gently, "I'm sorry Mom. I haven't been able to find the killer. I can't ask Dad this because after I got home from Villa, Dad's health deteriorated. I'm afraid Mom. Afraid that Dad would die, I would be like Mom. Can you be patient just a little bit?" I asked Mother again. My eyes began to glaze over in light of Mr. Hildert's explanation.

"Why are the vessels so sadistic that they tear off Mom's stomach and rip your intestines apart." I shed tears of sadness. I couldn't stand it when I heard it all happen to Mom. It is sadistic and horrible.

"Square." The door suddenly opened.

I want to quickly wipe my tears, "Gea? Why are you here?" Ask Dad to walk up to me.

"Why are you crying?" Dad asked me again.

"I was bored in Dad's room. So I came here to take a look. When I took the picture of Mom I thought of Mom." Can't stand the tightness I feel.

Dad hugged me, "Good Dad's favorite son. Trust me Mom's fine there and again she'll be happy to know you're getting married." Dad tried to calm me down.

I began to calm down, wipe away the tears and let go of Dad's embrace. "Good Dad. I will not be sad anymore. Thanks." I smiled to see Dad.

"This is Gea's new son's father." Satisfied father.

"Oh yes, Dad. Can I ask you something from Dad?" I asked who remembered Leandricho's request.

"That qpa?" Ask Dad curious.

"Can Dad give me a house as a wedding present?" With sparkling eyes I wish on Dad.

"I knew Dad would ask a lot of questions. As the head of the Albregatte family this is my home. But I can't be selfish, either. I also have to think about Leandricho's feelings. Yes definitely Leandricho would be depressed if he stayed here. I definitely understand that, don't you." I obviously told Dad.

"Dad knows maybe this will be a burden for him, but I don't want to have to understand him he also has to understand you. If you were the head of the family here. Then what about your duties and responsibilities if you have another home?" Father asked again so that there was certainty of the form of conversation between me and Dad.

"Maybe it's gonna be hard for me. If I had a house again maybe I would go back and forth from my house to the mansion. And again it has to be to the company." My answer. It feels heavy but what can it do. Everything for Leandricho.

"That's what you already know. But why still propose asking for a house. What's wrong if he lives here." Firm as if he did not want to grant my request.

I know this is not just a burden for me. But also for dad, because I never parted with Dad. So I understand if I was given a house and lived there then he would be alone here.

"Dad knows. I'm not a person who doesn't know me. Leandricho has released Mitha for me. I also have to give up one thing for him. I hope he understands my position too" I gave him a reason to agree.

Dad started thinking about what I just said, "Well. I'll give you a house. The house in the Elhas area will be your home. But I hope you don't forget your duties and responsibilities as head of the family and also head of the company after marriage." Obviously Dad reminded me.

I nodded in understanding, "Yes Father I will remember. Trust me, Dad. I'll never let you down." My answer convinced Dad.

Dad just replied with a smile.The account felt a strange thing, because today Dad came home sooner than usual. "Why did you come home so soon?" I'm the only one curious. I usually go home late in the afternoon if not at night.

Dad stepped up and sat down on the couch and I followed Dad to sit next to him, "In company there's no work. Things you can easily leave to the secretary. So you can go home sooner." Obviously Dad to me.

"Dad also wants to accompany Daddy's daughter." Dad pinched my cheek and smiled so satisfied.

"Ah... Daddy's! It hurts! Why do you always pinch my cheek." My words are holding her red cheeks.

Dad turned his face away and looked sad, "Because after you got married. I can't pinch your cheek anymore." The answer is to bow the head.

"Dad doesn't have to be sad. After I get married, I will always see Dad. And it'll stay like this. You can always pinch my cheek. So you don't have to worry." the account tried to calm the turmoil in Dad's heart.

It must have felt really sad when her only daughter was about to get married. After the wedding can't be like it used to be. My responsibility is not just as a princess. But you also have to share your love with a husband.

I don't think I'm sincere either. If I had to leave Dad alone in the loneliness of this mansion. But I also want to live what I want.

"Dad I love you." I murmured in my heart.