Dusk Limit Towards the Morning (Rain)

farewell

"Derrrr.. Derrrrt." The sound of my phone rang. I hurried to get my phone and saw it. "Leandricho?" I was surprised to see the name on the phone screen.

"Hello" I picked up the phone.

"Where are you now? What do you mean get out of the mansion? I've been following your words but why did you disappear like this. I'm sick of you, Gea?" Maki Leandricho to me.

"Enough. You no longer need to pretend in front of me. I'm really sick of it." Shouted Leandricho from across the phone.

"I went to Mother's Villa only to see Mother and ask for her blessing. So what do you mean?" Askaqua.

"You said blessing? What a blessing for a marriage like this. I've been following what you asked and I hope you don't mess it up. Don't you fucking act again!" Leandricho.

It felt like my chest was tight to hear Leandricho scolding me. He really hates me. But I can't hate him for what he told me.

"Well, tomorrow I'll be home." I comply.

"Good then, and one thing. After we get married I don't want to stay in your family's mansion. I want us to stay home alone." Leandricho Pinta.

"Why? That mansion is my home? And I'm the head of the family over there. I can't go all the way from there." I can't take what Leandricho asked for.

"I don't care. All I want is a home separated from your family." Leandricho told me and then turned off the phone.

How about this, how I say it to Dad. What reason would I give to Dad. I can't tell him the truth.

"I'll think about it later.".

Tonight I thought behind the window, "Tomorrow I'll go home. It feels heavy leaving this place. Here I feel happy. Together with Noan my grief is gone." Mumbles.

I don't know how to say goodbye to Noan. Will Noan be saddened by my flaws or will he just be ordinary. Tonight feels very long. My mind floated in memory of this place.

"Bi Helen's. Aunty?" Call me on the cheek while going down the stairs.

"Yes Miss." Bi Helen approached me.

"Bi please clean my suitcase. I'm going home this morning." I said to my aunt in a relaxed manner.

"This soon Miss? Isn't this just a few days Miss here. Why do you want to go home so soon?" Said Aunt who was sad because of my return.

I smiled towards Aunt and clasped her hand. "I actually want to stay here longer. But I can't. Because in three days I'm getting married." I was clearly on my cheeks with a soft tone.

"Good Auntie forgot that Miss is getting married.I'm sorry Miss Aunt." He patted his forehead.

"It's okay Bi. Please get my suitcase cleaned up. I'll go out for a minute." I said to aunt.

"Definitely see Noan!" Aunt guess.

"real Bi. It's uncomfortable if you don't say goodbye. Then I'll go first Bi." I screamed as I ran out of the Villa.

With anxious expectation I stepped towards Noan's house. Noan's door was closed. And it looks so lonely. I just stood there thinking about how I would say goodbye to him. He is my only friend in the village. And he was so good to me, too.

Suddenly the door opened, "Oh my goodness!" Shouted Noan who was surprised when he saw me right in front of the door. He's holding his chest.

"Geea? Why are you here?" Noan was still surprised.

"That's.. Emm. That's.." I was nervous about not being able to speak.

"Actually I'm going to the villa to see you. I've extended my cut to accompany you for a walk." He smiled with joy.

"There's something I want to talk to you about." I turned my body.

"Can we sit here?" I asked to point at a chair in front of Noan's house.

Noan did not answer. He looks confused. I sat in that chair and was followed by Noan.

"Why did your facial expression change?" I was curious about his attitude that suddenly turned silent.

"It's okay. What exactly are you trying to tell me?" Noan asked looking at me.

"I'm here to tell you....." I tried to explain it to Noan.

Noan interrupted my conversation, "Pamit?" Noan's surprised.

I didn't know Noan would be surprised like that, "Yes I'm going home to Mahotherm City. Because I've been here a long time, too." I clearly looked straight ahead.

Noan was still looking at me, then are we still able to meet in Mahotherm City?" noan asked hoping.

"I think I can." My answer.

Noan smiled, "Good then. Once my cut is over I'll see you soon." Full of hope and confidence.

"Geea? I have something to talk to you about, too." Noan put on a very serious facial expression.

I glanced at Noan, "Just tell me. Why look at me like that." I turned my face away.

"I like you Gea." Say it firmly.

I stared at Noan without giving an answer.

"It's true that I'm a poor man. But I really like you Gea. I'll work hard to make you happy." Noan tried to explain and convince me.

He was seen saying that by gathering all the courage he had. I lowered my head. Looking towards my feet. And take a deep breath.

"I'm grateful. Because you like you. But sorry. I can't." I said go get Noan.

"Why Gea? Why can't you? Is there someone you love?" He looked disappointed who was so curious as to the reason of my answer.

"really. I love someone and the reason I'm back in Mahotherm City is for him. Because in three days I'm getting married." Clearly I was with a heavy heart to Noan I knew when I said that his heart would definitely hurt. I knew he would be angry and disappointed in me. But what can I do. He should know this statement. Even if it hurts for him.

Noan lowered his head. His sad face. And I'm sure he must be very disappointed. "Why? Why didn't you tell me from the beginning that you were getting married? With you saying it from the beginning I never put my heart on you." His voice was trembling full of disappointment.

My tears just flow. This feeling is very familiar to me. The disappointment that Noan felt was what I felt for Leandricho.

"I'm sorry Noan." I cried because I regretted wasting such a sincere feeling.

Noan was stunned to hear my hoarse voice from crying. He looked at me and wiped my tears. "Why are you crying. You don't have to cry like that?" He said so softly.

He also felt a sense of sadness, "I'm sorry." I said repeatedly. Saying sorry and just sorry.

"It's okay. I-i understand. You don't have to be sad. I'm so happy for your wedding. But if I knew that your husband hurt you. I'll beat him up and take you from him." Noan.

He tried to endure his sadness. I came home from Noan's house carrying the disappointment that Noan felt. That morning I rushed to Mahotherm City.