Dusk Limit Towards the Morning (Rain)

meet mom

"Mother I came to see you, I'm sorry I just got here today. Is Mom disappointed in me?" I asked Mom while sitting next to Mom's tombstone.

"Mom knows? I hid my mother's death from me. If I had known earlier, I might have seen you long ago." My eyes started to glaze over.

"I'm fine now, Mom. I've grown into a grown-up girl. And has graduated S1 business management. But now I'm having a heartache." My tears began to wash over my cheeks, a sound that grew heavier.

"I miss Mom. Miss you very much, Mother." As if I could not hold the tightness that was on my chest I cried bitterly.

I rubbed Mom's tombstone, "Mom knows it's hard for me to live my life without Mom. It's so hard Mom, even Dad lied to me all this time." I don't want to cry. Tell me what I feel.

"It hurts for Mom. Now I can't demand Dad's explanation. I'm afraid Dad's condition is deteriorating." I was clear to Mom.

"What does it mean I'm Mom. I'm just a doll for the Albregatte family. I am required to always be perfect but no one can understand me Mother." I could not help but cry I cried out revealing what was a burden on my heart.

"Bring me with you, Mother. I'm sick of this, Mother." I screamed with tears.

"Mother huhuhu..."

Noan approached me and held onto my shoulder, "It's Gea. Don't grieve. I know it means something to you, I feel it too. But you have to remember what you told me. You have to get up and focus on finding the killer. Wake up and go home now." Noan pulled my arm.

"I don't want to go home I want to keep Mom here. Lonely mom. Let me stay here, Noan." I rebelled.

"You can't go on like this Gea!" Noan started to raise his tone.

"Aren't you the one who was advising me and comforting me at home earlier. Where's the Gea I saw? Why are you like this?" Asked Noan who was inexhaustible with his current attitude.

I just shut up and cry. My cry broke out at that moment. Noan forced me back to pull my arm so I could stand up.

"Package Noan. Release!" My yelling.

Noan still forced me and clasped my hand, "What are you doing?" I shouted while standing up because Noan forced me to.

"Silence and follow me. I'm gonna take you somewhere." Noan pulled my hand to run. I don't know where Noan's taking me.

I stopped my steps. My breath began to pant. "Stop! I'm tired of running." I said while trying to catch my breath.

Noan and I had run away from the tomb for a long time and were already far away from the village, "Where are you really going to take me?" I asked Noan.

Noan who helped stop his steps now turned his back and at that time we faced when it was very close. He wiped the sweat off my face. I was stunned and took a step back.

"I can do it myself." I wipe the sweat off my face.

"We're going somewhere to comfort your grief." I smiled and blinked one eye and then he stepped back on his way.

I took a deep breath, "Huh. alright. Is it far away?" I asked Noan.

Noan turned his face and looked at me, "Not soon will we be there." Answer smiled.

Finally Noan and I walked to where Noan meant. Because I'm no longer strong enough to run. After a long walk came the sound of water gurgling. And the longer I walked the more clearly the sound of water gurgling was heard.

"Waterfall?" I was amazed when I saw the waterfall was so beautiful.

Its still clear water fell from a height and flowed down. Very beautiful, the charm of the water brings the cold to the bone. Although it is far from the settlement but very clean. I approached the waterfall and laughed satisfied to see the beautiful waterfall.

I turned around and looked at Noan, "I really like him." I splashed water on Noan. Noan was surprised and silent for a moment, then he replied to splash water on me. I had fun there as if my sadness was washed away by the flow of water.

"Feel this!" Noan created water on me over and over again.

"That's enough. My clothes are wet." I'm approaching Noan. "How about we take a photo together?" I took my phone out of my pants pocket.

"All right." Answer agrees.

I took a selfie along with the waterfall background. We do a lot of style. After taking pictures, I sat on a big rock.

"Ah.. Tired of it." Gumamku.

Noan sat beside me, "Sorry, I've taken you to a faraway place." Noan regrets.

"Although exhausting but this is all in proportion to the result. I really enjoyed" patting Noan on the shoulder.

My body began to feel shivering, because my clothes were wet with splashes of water earlier. I rubbed both my arms.

Noan stood up, "Let's go home. You've had a cold little shower. I'm afraid you're sick." He held out his hand in front of me.

I grabbed Noan's hand and stood up and nodded.

"I'll take you home." Noan walked in front of me holding my hand.

On the way home we talked. We arrived in front of Villa.

"Huh.. It doesn't feel so fast we've reached the Villa." Noan stopped his steps.

"Come in then and change your clothes quickly. Otherwise you'll get sick." Noan.

"Yes. Thank you, Noan." Replied him. My eyes encoded Noan towards his hand.

"Why?" Ask Noah who doesn't know what I mean.

"Well, until when will you hold my hand. How am I gonna get in like this." I raised the hand held by Noan.

"Ah.. Sorry I forgot." He quickly let go of my hand.

I smiled a little at his behavior, "Then I go in first." turned around and walked towards the door of the Villa.

Suddenly I stopped my steps and turned around and ran to hug Noan. At that moment Noan looked surprised. But he returned my embrace.

"Thank you for today, Noan. I really enjoyed it." My whisper to Noan.

"Either. Also happy to see you feel happy." Answer with full gentleness.

I let go of my embrace and turned towards the door of the Villa by waving my hand then entered immediately. Noan smiled happily. It seemed like he had forgotten his sadness about his mother.

I really enjoyed being with him. I wonder if, if and if Leandricho was like Noan then I would be very happy. But it was just a dream. Even though the odds are small I still hope even if it's just a little piece of puzzle. I hope that one day he will realize that my love for him is truly sincere for him. Leandricho.