DRUCLESS [AS PUBLISHED]

My mother

~Accept the situation and move on.~

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"Hhh... Natrissy...."

Trissya cries in Daeriel's confinement. The man treated her harshly last night. There was no chance of sleep, even though the night had passed. Her cries were not cared for. This is not the first time Trissya has done so. But, as her body returned to being a girl, she automatically felt again the pain of first intercourse. Moreover, Daeriel vented his long overdue passion on Trissya.

Daeriel has no intention of releasing Trissya from her arms. The woman moved slightly to turn her back on Daeriel. She was still crying without a sound. His body really hurt all. Trissya felt Daeriel's regular breathing crashing down her nape. The man was asleep apparently.

Trissya held Daeriel's hand that was coiled around her stomach. The woman put away Daeriel's hand carefully. He got up to get out of bed. However, Daeriel's hand moved pulling Trissya's body back into her arms. Trissya grimaced while holding her stomach.

"You running away?" Daeriel asked without opening his eyes. Trissya held Daeriel's hand which tightened her embrace. Daeriel opened his eyes. He stared at Trissya's innocent back.

"Just a step away, I'll strangle you," Daeriel threatened, "Two steps, I'll bite you."

Trissya. It's just free to fight that fucking guy.

"Sleep" Daeriel said as he closed his eyes.

How do I sleep? My body hurts all! It's because of you, asshole! Inner Trissya screamed. Daeriel opened his eyes again, "You're not in a fight, you're not going to be like this."

Trissya was surprised to hear Daeriel's words. He thought, what, he knows my thoughts? He could not read minds.

Daeriel smiled then closed his eyes. Trissya put away Daeriel's hand. Again the man opened his eyes. Trissya got up while grimacing softly.

"I warned you" said Daeriel. Trissya would not listen to Daeriel. He put his foot out. However, his body staggered forward and he fell to the floor.

Beyond a doubt. The pain in Trissya's body made her unable to move both her legs. Trissya cried stifled. Daeriel got up and looked at the frenzied Trissya on the floor.

The man looked at the blood flowing from Trissya's groin. There was compassion in his heart, considering it was his doing. The man came up to his wife. He lifted Trissya's body and threw her onto the bed.

"The waiter will come clean your body" Daeriel said then passed.

Trissya was crying. He hugged his own body. To the extent that he slept.

A few moments later, the waiter arrived. As Daeriel said, the servants bathed Trissya in the body.

~

The woman could only sit daydreaming at the window. He stared at the bright drucless sky, inversely proportional to his feelings. He misses Raefal.

Laureen peeked out of her father's bedroom door. He noticed Trissya who was daydreaming. The little girl wanted to get close to Trissya. However, Laureen felt that Trissya did not like him, just like the others.

Sensing someone's presence, Trissya turned to the door. Laureen is hiding out. Trissya had seen his existence. The woman looked back at the sky without caring about the existence of Laureen.

Trissya sees a red moon appear, signaling the day will end and change with night. His two eyes watched the process of alternating day and night. Time travels in a drucless world.

Daeriel walked gontai towards his room. His red robe moved along with his steps. The man saw Laureen peeking into his room. Daeriel touched his daughter's shoulder. Laureen looked up at the father.

"What's wrong?" Daeriel. Laureen went to her room. Daeriel saw Trissya sitting at the window.

"Later mother falls" whispered Laureen. Daeriel shook his head, "He won't fall. Let's go to sleep, it's night."

Daeriel holds her son. The man passed to Laureen's room.

"Dad, Laueen wants the nanya, okay?" Laureen asked as she tightened her embrace to Daeriel's neck. The man nodded, "What's the matter, honey?"

"Dad love mom?" Ask Laureen. Daeriel seemed to think, "Yes."

"So Daddy loves mom, why is Daddy mean to mom?" Daeriel digested her daughter's question. The man put Laureen's body to sleep.

"Dad, I don't love you."

Daeriel knows.

"Good night, sweetie." The man kissed his daughter's forehead and then passed. Laureen stared at the father's missing back behind the door.

Daeriel entered his room. He looked at Trissya whose position had not changed. The woman was still sitting at the window.

"It's possible to walk, huh?" Daeriel asked while sitting on the edge of the bed. His gaze was on his wife. It seemed that the woman had no intention of answering her question.

"Down from there" said Daeriel. Trissya was still staring blankly at the already dark drucless sky. The man snorted and approached his wife. He pulled Trissya's hand. The woman staggered as she held Daeriel's hand which gripped her wrist.

"Thank you for your destiny" said Daeriel.

Destinies.

That word he had heard from Raefal.

Me and you are destiny, that's the line Raefal said before the man actually walked out of his life.

"Queen Natrissya, the people call you by that name. They just acknowledge you as my wife" Daeriel said. Trissya did not answer. He did not see Daeriel in the slightest.

"Stop thinking about other men when your husband is in front of you!" Shouted Daeriel. Trissya glared at the man, "What you call 'another man' is my husband."

Daeriel pushed Trissya onto the bed, "Forget her! I'm your husband now! You just have to think of me one, not the other!"

Daeriel's eyes turned red. Trissya immediately closed her eyes before Daeriel completely controlled her thoughts again. The man pulled Trissya's arm.

"Open your eyes!"

"I don't want to be controlled by you! I don't want to!" Trissya Shouts.

"Natrissya!"

The woman covered both her ears. He's snuggled up in bed. Daeriel was very upset. His hand moving would pull his wife's hair. However, Laureen's words suddenly ringed in his ears.

Dad, mom doesn't love me.

The color of the man's eyes returned to normal. He grunts fire. The man hurried away leaving Trissya in his room.

The woman slowly opened her eyes.

~

As night turns with day, Laureen wakes up with vigor. Today he decided to meet Trissya and talk to the woman. His quick steps led him to his father's room. He opened the door and entered.

He saw Trissya lying on the bed. It seems that woman has not woken up. Laureen tilted her head looking at Trissya who was asleep like that. Slowly, he walked closer to Trissya.

Laureen did nothing. He only watched Trissya. His two round eyes saw the wound on Trissya's hand. It was Daeriel. Last night the man forced Trissya down from the window by pulling his hand. The bracelets scratched his wrist.

Laureen is sad. Even though he was still very small, he realized that his father was very evil. He often heard the ugliness of his father from the whispers of the servants. Daeriel likes to punish people who do wrong as good as his heart. Even the man hurt Trissya, the woman whom Laureen considers mother.

The little girl touched Trissya's hand. However, before the small hand touched her, the woman rolled while sleeping. He turned his back on Laureen.

Afraid of intruding, Laureen chose to leave the room.

Trissya opened her eyes. Actually he's not sleeping. He was just pretending to be asleep, so as not to interact with his son Daeriel.

Laureen searched her father for every corner of the palace. I don't know where that guy went.

There was Dharaa who passed by him.

"Auntie healer, did Auntie see my father?" Ask Laureen. Dharaa shook his head, "No, Princess Laureen."

Laureen pulls Dharaa's hand and shakes him, "His handbook is devastated. Aunt obati, yes."

Dharaa was surprised, "Ah? Really?"

Laureen nodded. Dhara pulled Laureen's hand, but the little girl did not budge. Dharaa looked astonished at Laureen.

"Daughter of the Laureen won't take me to Queen Trissya's room?" Ask Dharaa. Laureen looks sad, "Emm, my great-aunt doctor."

Dharaa seemed to be thinking, "Where, yes, I'm not good enough to go into the queen's room alone."

"Emmm... Laueen doesn't want to make you sad. Laueen knows, I don't like Laueen. So, aunt doctor pinggi alone sendili, yeah."

Hearing Laureen's words, Dharaa felt pity. The little girl had sensitivity at her very young age.

Dharaa slightly bowed adjusting his height to Laureen. She said, "Yes, Auntie promised her mother Princess Laureen's medicine."

The little girl nodded in spirit. Dharaa smiled then passed. Laureen breathed a heavy sigh.

"You don't want to see Laueen, do you? Why was she lying earlier? Though Laueen wants to meet his mother," murmured Laureen slowly.

So, actually the little girl knew that Trissya was pretending to be asleep.

Dharaa knocked on the door of the king's room. There's no answer. Braving herself, the woman walked in and saw Trissya sitting at the window.

"Queen, I want to treat your hands" Dharaa said as he approached Trissya.

"I hate that you call me queen" Trissya said. Dharaa lowered his head, "It's a must."

"I'm Raefal's wife. My husband is not a king. He's a mini-market clerk, just like me," Trissya's speech sounded like suppression and didn't want to hear a rebuttal.

"Well," Dharaa said, holding Trissya's hand and treating the wound with a potion he had brought before coming to the room.

"Daughter of Laureen told me that your hand was hurt" Dharaa said. Trissya turned her gaze to hear Laureen's name.

Not getting a response, Dharaa continued his sentence, "There's no reason you hate Laureen's daughter. He even cares about you a lot. But, he's afraid that you don't like him."

"I really hate it" Trissya said. Dharaa sighed heavily, "What king Daeriel did is indeed inexcusable. But, what did Princess Laureen do? He doesn't know anything."

"And what is the baby doing in my stomach! Why did Daeriel lose it! Why didn't he kill me!" Jerky Trissya.

"Trissya, you can think of Princess Laureen like your own child," Dharaa said gently. Trissya grumbled as she threw away her face, "I'm just going to love my son. A baby born from my womb, not a child born from someone else's stomach, let alone Daeriel's child."

"Just whatever. I cape gini keeps talking to you."

Irritated, Dharaa leaves Trissya alone. The woman looked back at the scorching sky.

Meanwhile, Daeriel is praying at the drucless temple. She wants Trissya to love her like she did when she loved Raefal. However, it seems like it will never happen.

The man suddenly remembered Qwella. Yes, that woman could make Raefal fall in love with mind control. Daeriel can also control Trissya's mind, can she also make Trissya fall in love with her in the same way as Qwella?

The man turned around to return to the palace. He wanted to make the woman love him.

Upon arrival at the palace, Laureen meets him. The little girl hugged her father spoiled.

"Ayaaaahh, why aren't you at the palace? Where'd you go?" Ask Laureen. Daeriel laughs. She rubbed her daughter's hair and said, "You miss Daddy?"

Laureen nodded quickly, "Where's daddy? Why not Laueen?"

"Dad abis of the temple. Dad was gonna take you. But, you are still sleeping" Daeriel replied.

The two entered the palace dining room. There was plenty of food at the table. While eating, Laureen remembered Trissya.

"Mom hasn't eaten yet" Laureen said. Daeriel seemed to think. He called one of the servants to have Trissya come into the room.

Laureen looks excited. He wants to see Trissya. The little girl wanted to eat together like any other family. Daeriel understood his daughter's feelings. In his heart he felt sad.

Moments later, the maid returned and bowed, "Your Majesty, queen Natrissya will not eat."

Laureen looks sad. He held his father's clenched hand.

"Dad, if mother died... Laueen doesn't have a mother anymore."

Slowly his fist weakened. Daeriel rubbed his daughter's hair.

"Father's son is very good."

"Kan, I want Laueen to be good. Can't be as bad as Dad."

Daeriel laughed out loud hearing Laureen's innocent speech.

"Yes too, yeah."

The night came quickly. Trissya was still sitting at the window. The woman was not afraid of falling from there. He sat in the same position. It was as if he was looking at something that should not be missed just like that.

Daeriel entered his room. He rolled his eyes at his wife's new habit, sitting all day at the window.

Two servants entered with each carrying a tray of food. They put it on the table in the room. Then they bowed and left.

"Actually you're looking at what?" Ask Daeriel. Trissya tucked her hair into her ear. He replied, "Seeing the process of changing day and night."

There was a sense of excitement when the woman answered his question. It's not usually Trissya will respond quickly. Daeriel nodded lazily.

"Gapain is seen? It's the same in the human world, right?" Ask Daeriel.

"New 5 days. I need another 95 days" Trissya said, sounding ambiguous. Daeriel frowned. He asked again, "What are the 95 days for?"

Silent.

Daeriel remembered something. He clenched his hands in annoyance, "You're waiting for that man to reincarnate?!"

Trissya closed her eyes. Daeriel will be raging at him soon. That's common.

"Despite being reincarnated, she must have forgotten the same about you. Rebirth in different bodies and different memories as well. Your destiny is just as he is done" Daeriel said. Trissya did not respond. It was just free for him to answer the man.

"Eat there, or I will eat you" Daeriel threatened. There's no answer. The man rolled his eyeballs.

"You need energy, tonight there is no rest" Daeriel said. Trissya looked at the man. Daeriel again said, "So, eat there."

Trissya closed her eyes while leaning her head against the window.

Daeriel sat on the edge of the bed. He was still watching Trissya. He moved his hand, "Will not eat? That way, here."

Unexpected. The girl came down from the window. He walked over to Daeriel. The woman stood in front of Daeriel who was sitting on the edge of the bed. The man looked up at Trissya's expressionless face.

The man pulled Trissya's body.

~

The sunlight infiltrated through the cracks of the carving of the walls of the rooms. Embarrassedly, the light disturbed the two beings who were still asleep in the dream. The two of them were wrapped in blankets that covered their innocent bodies.

Slowly Trissya opened her eyes. He was in Daeriel's arms. Her tears escaped. Last night she let the man touch her. Not without reason....

Slowly Trissya removed Daeriel's hand from her stomach. He got up staggered to eat his clothes. The woman came out of the room. He walked into the kitchen.

This time, this is the only chance I have. I'll kill you, Daeriel.

Trissya looked at the waiters working in the kitchen. Their eyes were on him. They all bowed respectfully. Both of Trissya's beads were fixed on the knives on the table.

He took it and then passed it back to his room.

After I kill Daeriel, I'll stab myself in the heart to meet Raefal. We will be reborn and live together in the next life.

It seems that woman has really gone crazy. He opened the door to the room. Both of his eyes widened to see the existence of Laureen there. Daeriel is still asleep.

The little girl approached Trissya. The woman immediately hid her knife backwards.

With sparkling eyes, Laureen stared at Trissya. The woman turned her eyes away not wanting to look at the little girl.

"Good morning," greet the spirit Laureen. For the first time he spoke to Trissya. The woman did not answer the warm greeting of the girl.

What if I kill this kid?

Laureen looked sad as Trissya ignored her. Trissya clasped her knife tightly. He stepped closer to Laureen and was ready to stab the little boy. Both his eyebrows swooped.

"Mom doesn't like Laueen, does she? Laueen promises not to be naughty anymore. Laueen won't ganguin Mom," Laureen said.

Both of Trissya's eyebrows shot up at Laureen's words. Implied wounds from Laureen's speech. There was a pain of hearing the sentence escape from the little girl's lips.

"But, Laueen loves Mom."

Deg.

How could Laureen say such a dick?

Unknowingly, Trissya shed her tears. He floated his knife. Laureen widened gasp.

Trissya stabbed her own stomach. The woman grimaced softly and fell to the floor. Laureen was trembling in fear seeing that.

"Mother!" Shouted Laureen.

Daeriel awakens to hear Laureen's voice. He was surprised to see Trissya lying on the floor covered in blood.

The man immediately covered the lower half of his body and walked over to Trissya and Laureen.

"What are you doing?!" Snapped Daeriel to Trissya. Laureen was crying in fear.

Daeriel lifted Trissya's body and put her to bed. He immediately summoned the healers to save Trissya's life. While Laureen looked anxious and sad.

Daeriel even called a female healer from the borders of the drucless world to help his wife's life.

Geross was very anxious to hear the news. He asked to come to the palace even though only the female healer was ordered.

At Zeroun's palace, the female healers who handled the queen looked anxious. Moreover, Trissya who was unconscious with wounds that constantly drain blood.

"Your highness, it would be better if queen Natrissya was brought into the human world and treated by a doctor" said one of the healers.

"You must heal him!" Jerk Daeriel.

The doctors tried as much as possible. Daeriel hugged Laureen who was sobbing.

"Mom stabbed her in the stomach because she was the same as me, right?" Ask Laureen. Daeriel shook his head, "No, honey. I was like that because of Dad's fault."

"Dad, don't let mommy."

"No, Honey. That's not gonna happen."

Geross who was standing in front of the king's room did not stop pacing back and forth. He felt something. The old man picked up the dark blue velvet box he always carried with him wherever he went. The old man opened it.

It was Raefal's diamond that had faded. Geross frowned seeing the diamond glittering.

Geross is determined, even though he is gone, Raefal's love is still great for Trissya. He wants to save Trissya.

Geross sees Daeriel and Laureen coming out of the room.

"You're here, yeah." Daeriel told Laureen to sit in front of the room so as not to look at the healers who were doing their duty.

Geross immediately approached the two of them.

"Your Majesty, I think Queen Natrissya can be saved by this diamond" Geross said, revealing a glittering diamond in her hand. Laureen on her tiptoes saw that thing.

Daeriel looked at the diamond, "It had Raefal. Where'd you find out from?"

Hearing Daeriel's question, Geross lowered his head deeply. He replied, "I found it when you ordered the healers to clean up the location near the tree of life."

Daeriel immediately took the diamond and re-entered the room. The man gave it to the healer inside.

"Enter this diamond into my wife's body!" Daeriel's orders. Dharaa turned his head, "Is it all right, Your Majesty? I mean. queen Natrissya is a human race, while this diamond is a life for the drucless nation."

"No time, hurry!" Jerk Daeriel.

According to the orders, the healers put the diamond into Trissya's body.

Daeriel held onto his forehead like a person with a headache. The man walked out of the room. He's meeting Geross. Laureen and Geross approach him.

"Dad, are you awake?" Ask Laureen. Daeriel smiled as she rubbed her daughter's hair.

"You don't worry, yeah. The healer's aunts are helping mom."

Laureen nodded weakly.

"Dad wants to talk to Geross' grandfather first. You go play, yeah."

With a heavy heart, Laureen passed leaving the two of them behind.

"I want to ask you something" said Daeriel. Geross nodded, "I will answer, if I know, Your Majesty."

"Qwella can control Raefal's mind to love him. Do you know how?"

Silent.

Is it possible that king Daeriel wants to control the mind of queen Natrissya in order to love her as well?  Ask Geross inwardly.

"Emm, I don't know."

"Yes, I've."

Meanwhile, Laureen was at the back of the palace. He was sitting on a swing under a big tree. The little girl was worried about Trissya.

Qwella, her real mother, has left. Actually it didn't make him too sad, considering that the woman was always trying to kill him. But, when he saw Trissya in such a state, Laureen was really sad. He didn't want to lose his mother.

Natrissya is the first and last mother to Laureen.

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19.23: 29 September 2019

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