Dr. Ani And Family's

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At the end of the third of the night Zainal woke up and set up a prayer. After cleansing himself he then surrendered to the Divine Robbi the ruler of the heart.

His heart rests upon the heart-turning universe Robb, Who changes the time of day and night, alternating endlessly. In the blessed time where God is willing to listen to the prayers of His servants.

Whoever asks for forgiveness will be forgiven

Whoever asks for Mercy will be dear to me

Whoever asks for a gift will be blessed

So said Alloh.

Zainal solat tahajjud then stood again for the prayer of repentance. The third time he stood up and intended to pray hajat. After the greeting he stood back and intended to pray istishoroh, ask for guidance to Allah.

He extended his last bow. Crying himself who had been negligent never woke up for the night prayer. His obligatory prayers he did just to abort the obligation only. The Sunnah was never done.

Now he presents with all his heart to ask forgiveness for all his sins, to give all that happened to him and to ask guidance to the Almighty.

He held out both hands while bowing his head.

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّيْ أَسْتَخِيْرُكَ بِعِلْمِكَ، وَأَسْتَقْدِرُكَ بِقُدْرَتِكَ، وَأَسْأَلُكَ مِنْ فَضْلِكَ الْعَظِيْمِ، فَإِنَّكَ تَقْدِرُ وَلاَ أَقْدِرُ، وَتَعْلَمُ وَلاَ أَعْلَمُ، وَأَنْتَ عَلاَّمُ الْغُيُوْبِ. اَللَّهُمَّ إِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذَا اْلأَمْرَ -وَيُسَمَّى حَاجَتَهُ- خَيْرٌ لِيْ فِيْ دِيْنِيْ وَمَعَاشِيْ وَعَاقِبَةِ أَمْرِيْ فَاقْدُرْهُ لِيْ وَيَسِّرْهُ لِيْ ثُمَّ بَارِكْ لِيْ فِيْهِ، وَإِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذَا اْلأَمْرَ شَرٌّ لِيْ فِيْ دِيْنِيْ وَمَعَاشِيْ وَعَاقِبَةِ أَمْرِيْ فَاصْرِفْهُ عَنِّيْ وَاصْرِفْنِيْ عَنْهُ وَاقْدُرْ لِيَ الْخَيْرَ حَيْثُ كَانَ ثُمَّ أَرْضِنِيْ بِهِ

"O Allah, I ask You for the right choice with Your knowledge and I ask Your power (to overcome my problems) with Your omnipotence. I ask You something of Your Greatest Grace, indeed You are Almighty, while I am powerless, You know, I do not know and You are All Knowing of the Unseen.

Yes Alloh .. forgive me for coming to you when my heart is in turmoil. Please guide Mu ya Robb.

Yes Alloh If my choice this time is the best yes Alloh. I will live it sincerely. O Allah if this is good for my religion, world and hereafter then bring us closer, make all my affairs easy with her and make her a righteous wife .

But O Allah if he is not my soul mate and prevents me from getting closer to You then keep me away from him....

O Allah open my mother's heart so that she will worship as before, remember You back and walk in Your way.O Allaah My Lord who controls the heart of every servant help me.... Please help us so that our family can return to what it used to be.

After praying and pouring everything on God, Zainal cried a sigh while putting his head on his arm on the prayer mat. He hopes his mother can return to what she used to be and does not discriminate one's position according to the economy.

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Make mas same mbak ... you are already growing up and may already have a desire to have a partner like what.

If you meet someone who matches your heart and you disagree, then that's the way! Back again the same. Give your heart no more blessing, people you just know to be your partner. Ask the best God is not the good you think and ask God to open the heart of the mother so that the mother can also open herself and judge it objectively.

Hopefully mas, mbak also sister will get a partner who solih and mensolih, blessings and happy life you in the world especially in the hereafter.

And heaven is the best gathering place we hope for our family.