Dr. Ani And Family's

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I ate voraciously in front of the beautiful girl who made me sad these few days. Although my stomach hurts a little but I don't pay attention to it. Maybe my stomach was in a revolt and shocked because three days ago very little food entered my body and now suddenly I eat also drink in a hurry.

I knew he was looking at me but I was still upset and devoured bread and drank coffee without looking at him. It seems that his love for me is only a little. It is precisely I who love him in large numbers that makes me feel lost direction. If only there was no faith in my heart I would have asked her to elope.

"What should I do?" he was silent for a moment

"Bring yourself in the room? not want to work? not eating and drinking? Just bemoaning fate and crying? Do I have to be like that?"

VNT .....!!! I hit the table and closed my eyes

'yeah, that's what I've been a few days. And why just me? Why don't you feel the way I feel?'

I looked up my head, looking at his face. My blood ripples my heart hot. It was obvious on his face if he was shocked by my actions just now. Maybe he didn't think I could be that angry, to be honest I've never done anything like that before. Although I was spoiled but I could always control my emotions well.

"Am I just in love here? Have you ever loved me, doctor?" I couldn't call her name or call her as usual.

it seems like I've never heard him say love to me. I was the one who fell in love first and chased after him. How fateful of me....

"I'm not the one who glorifies love before marriage. I'll just say it to my husband as much as he wants" he said as he continued eating.

"uhuh...? even we just broke up a few days ago and you've been thinking about my replacement. I was naive when I thought you loved me as much as I did. So I'm just in love ? you accepted me by force? wh why? not because I'm the boss of the dirman, right? it's not that I'm rich" What I've said, why is it all out of control like this.

Ani stared intently at me with a restraint of anger, "whatever you think zainal sir". He stood up and walked away from me.

"i hope your papa will recover soon and live a long time..." It seems like he wants to say more words but he is not going to say it.

I still look at his back. He really just left me. I wish I could make up with her even though I'm no longer together. And deep down in my heart there is still prayer 'wishing she was the soul mate God had prepared for me. But what to say. I let go of talking to him, surely his heart aches just as I regretted my childish actions.

From a distance I saw Ibrahim's doctor following Ani and they talked while walking away from the cafeteria. My heartache saw them looking so harmonious even from behind their backs in matching clothes and a rhythmic way of walking. I tried to hold back my anger. I feel like I want to tear apart this hospital and destroy everything inside.

Why did it all end up stifling the chest ? I put my hands on the table and cried again. Why am I so whiny while Ani looks tough and like there is no burden at all. Why turn upside down like this.

After weeping I walked away from the cafeteria. I didn't notice the eyes that were pointing at me. I don't care how they judge me. Whatever. I am indeed the most unfortunate man in the world, worthy if I cry for my fate.

Until in the papa room, I clasped his fingers to see his wrinkled face and cry again there. It felt like only my dear father in this world and always stood up for me, whenever it was.

Even the pain this time was also to defend me in order to see me happy. Papa had a big fight with mom and I ignored him until I heard the sound of glassware being slammed and then I came out of the room and found papa asphyxiated. Fortunately the medicine was always in his pocket so he could hold on until the ambulance came. Papa does have a history of heart disease so he is always on guard with his medication.

"Let mama take care of your papa here. You go home, Zein. You'd better get back to work tomorrow if you need to fire the Dirman" Turns out Mama's standing behind me.

it's easy for my mom to say it, like her tongue is boneless. Firing Mr. Dirman just like that even though I have not been able to lead the company properly. What is the fate of employees if they have leaders who are not capable and not qualified like me.

I nodded and left the room without a word coming out of my mouth. I want you to know that I'm angry and upset with him.