Dorin Tanea's

Episode 49's

Arriving at the room, I threw the bag in any direction. My feet stepped towards the window of the room,

a gust of wind hit my face and stroked my hair gently. My gaze was fixed towards the open window of Vino's room. I don't think he's home yet, maybe he's still practicing basketball with his friends.

“He had a different way of making my heart melt,” I muttered involuntarily. Lately I don't know why

always think about it wherever his face is always imagined. Thumped. My hand was already clenched to my chest, getting faster. Am I a hanger? I shook my head later. This only happens when I think about that Vino Virgo. Damnit damnit! I mean in my heart for imagining that guy in front of me smiling at me.

“Ehem!” Someone cleared my throat and made me blink my eyes a few times. “What is my face so mesmerizing?” That voice woke me up.

“Se-since when were you there?!” sontakku pointed straight at Vino. *Did he hear what I said before?*Oh no! I wanted to submerge myself into the deepest depths of the ocean.

I covered my face on both palms. Embarrassing. Ah, you're stupid, Rin, so stupid, you can't tell what's real and what's not.

“Rin!” I looked back when I heard the sound of the door just opening.  “Well, there happens to be a Vino at home. Rin, can you take this to Vino?” said Mama glanced across there.

“Halo, Tan. When to go home?”

“Tadi noon, Vin.”

I approached my mother and whispered. “Rin to shower, Ma!” My reason for not meeting a guy

that's. Embarrassed.

“Iya, this anterin first, after which Rin can take a bath.”

I took the plastic parcel with a heavy breath and took a heavy step towards Vino's house. If Mama told me to, I can't refuse.

“Ma ...,” I turned around-standing right in front of my open room door. Mama looks worried about my comics on the bed. “Boleh Rin ask something?”

“Rin want to ask what?”

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“This,” said I gave the parcel to Vino, it turns out he has opened the door for me. “I go.”

“Wait!” vino exclaimed after taking the parcel out of my hand. I just clucked in my heart while turning— without looking at him.

“What else?” asku with a flat tone—look at it at a glance—back glance in the other direction. Apparently seeing it this close, really makes opium. Ow! Want me to scream, why am I so-Vino-Vino gini? Though the words of Mama earlier, could have made me realize the reality..

I nodded back softly, still not looking into his eyes while speaking. “That's it .. I'm back first.” I pointed my thumb to the side, towards my house.

“Rin.”

Oh ... Not only does he look like it, but his voice makes opium. It was as if it was heard calling my name with a gentle rhythm. Am I hallucinating again? Oi, Rin. Be aware!

“Ya?” This time I looked at him, his gaze was quite serious.

“Lo remember what we talked about in school earlier, right? You must go away Gafa.”

I take a short breath. This kid is still discussing that. “Iya, I know. Anyway I don't want to deal with that guy.” I cleared my throat then while folding my hands on my chest. “Now, you don't have to worry anymore, Vin. Mama has also come home, after all I can take care of myself. And, you don't have to obey Mom's orders to take care of me.”

A fine wrinkle was visible in his eel.

“I know.”

“Meanings lo, Rin?”

“Cannot be a Virgo Vino, who has no wind, no sudden rain either and attention just like that.” It just occurred to me and I was urging Mama to tell me everything. I took a breath for a moment, staring into her dark eyeballs as close as night. “For this ... Mama, right, told you to take care of me?”

Without a sound, the guy just looked at me, before long a small nod. “Hah, so everything is clear ..” reply. The thin wrinkles in the jidat Vino are formed again. I don't know if he knows what I'm saying or not. And I don't know why I feel so disappointed.

“Do you do this because you feel guilty in the past?”

“Gue not—”

“If you do this for atoning for your sins, it is not necessary, Vin. I've forgotten it.”

“Rin, I—”

“Sorry, Vin. I'm leaving first, I have something to do.” I turned around and walked quickly away from Vino Virgo's house. I bit my lower lip, holding something out of my eye. My left reserve slightly blurred, I blinked a few times to remove the tears that pooled.

My chest feels tight. I don't know why I feel disappointed, more to myself. I broke the initial commitment I made.

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