
No lust, not one bit I touch my food. Still sitting on the table. If your cooking may have been exhausted I eat in any mood. Because mom's cooking is a stress repellent other than chocolate. Mama's hand is still wrapped, so the mbok is cooking for now.
“Rin, food not consumed?” asked my mom when I went to my room.
I'm shaking. “Udah full, Ma.”
Even at school, it was not finished. Because I was lazy to deal with them (a collection of annoying people), I also did not manage to take my HP and choose to run away as usual. Hmm, until when will I run? I don't know.
I lay my body lazily on the bed. Still shocked by the existence of the wolf trio, especially the Vino. Since when did he
go home? Yesterday it was still like a cemetery it was home. Why didn't he stay
just stay in your hometown and don't come back here. Tired. But honest ... Vino was even more handsome, although I never admitted his sickening face
that's. Nah! I'm not interested in him.
“Stupid! What am I thinking?” I slammed it to the floor. “Oh, baby, sorry,” I just came down and rubbed a pillow with a picture of Luffy. Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. And hugged him tightly. Kissed her a few times. Don't protest, I'm not crazy!
“The window is still open,” my murmur
while hugging guling—stand in front of the window. It's seven o'clock in the night, hasn't he come home yet? It is boring to be alone at home. Mama said, Aunt Mona is still in her hometown, not able to return here with Vino. Therefore Aunt Mona asked mama to watch over her son.
I snorted—butt the chin on the guling—think for a moment, automatically, the wolf trio is my current senior. Ah, lucky I didn't follow MOS back then. So, they didn't need to know my identity at the beginning. How not? In school, I already
painstakingly avoiding Rega, while going down the stairs, in the cafeteria, and where
I was always worried too. Always take his steps from me. Gagging in the bush. Climbing on a tree. All this to not see his face! I don't know if people say, I don't care.
Is this ... plus the wolf trio?
Already gone, the wood has become ashes. My existence is visible. So there's no need
hide out. But not necessarily able to face ....
...***...
“Rin!” My mother's voice was heard from below. I hurriedly got up outside the room, down the stairs half-sleepily. I was almost in the dream world before the name shouted my name.
“What's up, Ma?” tanyaku while rubbing his eyes, already in the middle room.
“Hai ...,” greet someone making
my eyes are fully open.
Vino?!
Why is he here? And also ... usually people call me kinkong. Oh, maybe here because there's a mama, so it's a little bit of a stretch, yeah.
A little curious about his arrival here, I also asked, “What's here?” ketus.
Vino pulled something out of the bag
his pants. “Gue just want to return this.”
“Oooh, thank you!” my reply took that HP roughly out of Vino's hand. Actually I don't want to behave like this to Vino, my past and revenge have been thrown away, but somehow there is a sense that makes me want to treat him harshly.
Vino didn't say after that. His gaze that I thought was not prosperous used to make me feel guilty for my actions just now. He's really changed. Ah yes, I remember, he was childish only to me. When with other friends or with other girls Vino behaves differently. Friendly and warm.
Is bad! I've been talking about Vino all day. My brain and my heart. Please, stop thinking about it.
“Vin, have you eaten?”
Iiih, the Mama even nawarin again. Let alone
that's a guy so bad. He died of hunger because there was no mother at home.
“Already, Tan,” replied Vino, “maaf, Tan. I'll go back first. Want to do a task.”
The assignment? Tumben. Usually, too
the law often requires assignments outside the classroom. Can someone change so drastically? I nodded in silence, yes, of course. For example, this is my weight.
Vino's back is gone
turn the door after saying goodbye to Mom.
“Rin, kangen Vino, yes?” Mama's voice roused me from the daydream.
“Ng-no!”
“Then, why look at Vino.
The most beautiful person is already at home.”
“Iiih, Mama what the hell!” my grumbling then
back to the room. Mama's laughter still rang out in the back, I didn't want to respond.
...***...
It's tidy.
I don't need a clock anymore
to wake up in the morning. I am used to waking up at dawn while still in the village. At
there's my working clock, which is the Meka. Nosy guy whose behavior is super mengeselin. Him
always mocking me with the name Gentong, lazy, spoiled, and many more. When I went to my grandmother's house, Meka woke me up inhumanely, dragging my feet to the floor. I was wondering what kind of energy he was using when he pulled my body so heavy.
It turns out that the attitude of the nyebelin people always
ngangenins. Except for them, yeah, the wolf trio. Never mind kangen, I'm sick of seeing them. Ah, I hope not to see them today and the next day.
“Things make trouble,” murmurs me while
putting tie. Yeah, it's neat. It's time to get ready for breakfast, mom and dad might have been waiting downstairs.
I took a position. At the dinner table
already available fried rice squid. The smell and shape are very tempting. Almost similar
with the name cuisine, it turns out that aunty's cuisine has evolved from last year.
“Eat a lot,” Mama said spooning rice for me. Five tablespoons of rice. Crazy one! That was my first meal, though,
add three more spoons of rice.
“Ma, mostly,” I said.
“Let the power be strong while studying.”
I know what Mom said and
remembering the story of that time, that my mother did not want to see me sick anymore. Lately the name has always protested about my thin body. But I like the body now. Light-weight. Easy to run, climb, or do kicks.
Leave half the plate. I can't afford it. Is my stomach getting smaller?
“Habisin, Rin!”
“It's full, Ma,” I said while
take a drink and drink it until it runs out. “Where is it?”
“Not yet awake. Uh, no!” Hold Mama
when I'm about to stand up. “Yesterday Papa overtime, so let today he rest.”
Alright. It means I'm leaving the same
Mr. Nono without Papa. “Then I leave first, Ma.”
When I got to school, I went to class
with thumping chest. Afraid of meeting a trio of wolves. Actually I wasn't ready even though I was preparing from last night. Hah, because of them I can't sleep well.
“Dor-Dor, wait for Ela.”
I didn't stop the move just
just waiting for the girl. Especially when greeting. Am I wrong to behave like this? He's just a new guy trying to get along with me. That attitude reminds me of Karissa, my former best friend. She used to be like Ela, coming suddenly to me who might feel sorry to see myself as friendless. Sitting alone in the corner of the class while resting. Karissa greeted me and offered to be her best friend. Out of concern, I agreed.
In this world, is there still genuine friendship? Not looking at the physical and
someone's status?
I glanced to the side, Ela tried
touching my footsteps. I think he's been trying hard enough to get close
with me. Is he really friends with me?
“Bring this too!”
“But ...”
I slowed the steps. Not far away
ahead, I see the glasses girl and three other people, which I guess is
seniors. Because one of them is a girl who scolds me
at the beginning of MOS, I also yelled at him in the OSIS room, the girl's name was Friska.
“How to volunteer, ha?” Friska
waist while glaring at the girl in front of him. Two girls behind the
I think the lady-in-waiting cornered him.
“Sorry, Miss. I can't bring three
bag at once.”
“Wah, the more visited babu lo, Fris,” stove the lady. Dayang next to him also participated in heating up.
I closed my eyes to this. That
their business, it is better not to be dragged into any trouble at this school. Sufficiently
in Junior High I was in the spotlight at school. The famous girl rejected
the handsome guys. My second trauma, I'm not interested in shooting anymore or
accept someone's feelings at the moment. Pretty Dino's a girlfriend
first and last. I don't want to get hurt anymore.
“Dor-Dor, isn't that Nora, our classmate?” asked Ela to turn her head back.
shakes, maybe he can't do anything either. “Better we don't
dragged into trouble,” I continued to warn him.
Ela was singing lips. Like I did at that time, when lashing or dislike someone's opinion. “But Ela
poor look Nora.”
“Yaudah, help there!” i'm indifferent.
I don't think Ela would dare to enter that area either. “Hah?” I gawked at the spot as Ela turned around. Walk towards Friska. I can only comment ‘boh’ from afar.
Ela was already beside Nora. I
watching from here. No. gabe. I'm not a coward, I just don't want to
take risks. Because I've decided to live a quiet and peaceful life in this school.
“Lo that time right?” Friska's Voice
I can still hear it from here. “What do you want, ha? Want to be a hero of the section?”
“Let Ela help bringain, sister,” said Ela, made me pat myself. That kid's too stupid or nice, anyway? I shook my head slowly. I thought Ela was protesting Friska's behavior, but it was the opposite. Offering to help Nora carry the three senior bags. You idiot! They will use you continuously.
“We have babu backup,” comment is wrong
one dayer Friska. Then smiled sinisterly as he gave his bag to
ela's hand. The other dayer put down his bag. I was breathing out.
Right, right, they'll treat you like a babu too. Who then uses you constantly. Hah, I better get back to class ....
“Dor-Dor!” Call Ela make
steps faltered. I have a bad feeling about this. “Bantuin Ela, please,
it's heavy!” He took a quick step towards me and gave one bag to my hand. I
snorting. Why does that girl always get me into trouble?
“Hehe, fellow friends should be with each other
help.” Ela gave a wide grin then shouted at the three seniors asking
where is the class.
Third floor. Here we are now.
I don't know why my chest was beating so much earlier. Probably out of fear of meeting Rega. I inhaled and then let it out slowly. If I keep running and running, I'm still weak. Okay, I've decided this before. If I keep running, then the past will haunt me for life. Because fear is an imagination created by the brain itself.
I gave that bag to Ela. Wagging
so much to give it to Friska's lady. What is later they even diggelunjak.
“Thank you for helping me,” said
Nora.
“No problem. Not that friend
helping each other?” Ela grin wide. “Iya, right, Dor-Dor?” ask Ela to me. And I also narrowed my eyes. Why is it so easy to make someone new
known as friends?
“Friend?” Nora asked later. His eyes looked teary.
“Iya. We say, Ela, Nora and Dor-Dor.”
“Thank you for making me a friend
you guys,” reply Nora rubbed the corner of her watery eyes. I think he used to be
also have no friends.
I was breathing out. Complainingly
word Ela. He remained firm in his stance. For example, right now, I have to go with him to deliver the senior's bag. I better get down
and back to class.
The deg!
My body is on the stairs. Rega is
in front of me.
“Pe-excuse me, Brother!” I said slowly get out of front of him. Run quickly down the stairs. You idiot! I cursed myself. Like I'm not strong yet. Just face to face with Rega I can't. Though not necessarily he remembered me, or just me who exaggerated too much about the matter of Miss Ball?
***
“Dor's Spoon, Nora. Ela is hungry!” The girl pulled me, while the other hand pulled Nora. Yeah, it looks like our little group has already formed. A friendship that Ela made. I don't care about that.
We were in the cafeteria. Ela immediately ordered food for us, she said she would treat us. Nora had refused, but still dancing because you know the character of Ela who is stubborn.
“Thank you, again brother helped me.”
I looked to the side. Does Nora recognize me? Then you call him brother?
“So I forgot, yes. At that time, when I came home from school I had no money and had to walk home. But instead of arriving home. I was in the hospital.”
“Yes, that time you passed out on the streets.” I remember now. He was my junior in Junior High, I helped him because he suddenly collapsed on the road, so I and Mr. Nono took him to the hospital. “Call Dorin only. We're in the middle now,”
I continued after a moment of silence. Nora also nodded.
“I didn't think this was Kak .. I mean you, Rin.”
“You can recognize me directly?” many wonder. The wolf trio alone did not recognize me at all. Then the person who first met me could immediately guess that it was me, Dorin Tanea?
Nora smiled and then shook her head. “I
accidentally overheard your conversation in the OSIS room that time.
“You guys say what the hell?” ela asked suddenly with a nap in hand.
“No,” I said. I signaled to Nora not to tell her about my past. Yes, obviously Nora will know, I was very famous before. Famous for embarrassing things.
“Then it is, let's eat!” exclaim Ela with full spirit. He seems to be very hungry. Surprised, he ate a lot, but his body remained thin. Why do I miss the old me? I reckon,
to be able to enjoy any food, it is the most wonderful pleasure of life.
BRACKET!
Nora's shoulders lifted, while Ela coughed as she choked on food. Ela grabbed my drink and gulped it down.
“Enak lo ,ya, eat here?” The voice made my ears ring, and Nora's face paled. The tablespoon of eating apart from
her hands. His gaze looked down at the fried rice that Ela had ordered earlier. Though he had just bribed her, but the witch had interrupted the meal
our.
Now I'm not eating.
“Oh, so you already have friends. Because you dare ignore me, ha?” The magician folds his hands in front of his chest. Then took out the HP from her brown skirt pocket—show her screen to Nora's face. “Lo see, how many times have I called lo!”
“Ma-sorry, Non. HP I live in
home.”
“Reason!” furious Friska took the meatball bowl on the next table without permission, then poured the contents of the bowl over Nora's head. He stood up and closed his eyes tightly.
I clenched the fists tightly. Why is Grandma dropping by so bad, isn't she a member of OSIS? He should have set a good example for his junior. I wonder why they can act so easily. Think this is his father's school?
“Nora, are you okay?” ela shouted as she opened Nora's glasses and helped flush her face with water.
“Eh, Babu tengil. Once again you ignore me, look out lo!” point me sharply at Nora's eyes that haven't fully opened. I think the meatballs hurt his eyes.
Babu, babu! He always called Nora with that word. Can senior powers do that? Treating a new child like trash? I stood with my hands still tightly clenched. Honestly, I'm sick of Friska's threats and her behavior. Yes, I used to be bullied, but not this rough. They
just treat me as a joke.
Now, I'm standing in front
Friska.
“Tch! Want to challenge me?” Friska
sneer smile. The two maids behind him had also prepared with my arrival. They also throw an understatement smile.
Nora held my hand. “Dorin, I'm fine.” Then shook his head as if giving a signal, there was no need to fight the magician.
“We'd better get back to class,” I said to Ela and Nora.
“Bas a coward!”
OK. For that word I can ignore it, such cheap tricks do not provoke my anger ....
“Basic Miss Ball!”
I flipped— stared at him sharply. In order to
that one word I can't forgive you—reflex my hand snatched orange juice
the one on the side table— approached Friska and then water the juice to
her head. Let the brain cool!
“Wooow!” there was a sound of cheering in
canteen. Then there was a little clap that I thought was just guys
did that. I saw, Friska was shocked by what I just did.
His mouth was open with widened eyes. Both of his hands were raised at the side
chief.
“Hopefully your brain can be cooler!” I said before I walked away. If I'm really upset, you're turning into ‘lo’.
Friska, that little granny, maybe she knew my nickname in the OSIS room back then. Along the way to class, I went back. I promised not to be bound by any problem. But, now I'm making that problem exist. I'm sure Friska won't let me go after this. I think he's the type
a girl who is vindictive and does not want to lose or give up.
“Dor-Dor cool!” ela shouted in amazement.
“Whispering!” my reply made Ela speechless. However, after that he smiled widely while winking a few times.
...***...