
Brak!
I just punched a worn-out notice board, located next to the back shed door of the school. I escaped here.
Ah, my eyes are hot. Blurry view. I felt tears falling down my cheeks.
"Am I too bad enough to hide, but why?" I hit a tight chest, remembering everyone's piercing gaze.
Miss Ball, Kingkong, and other words hurt my feelings. It was all written there ... on the photo of me they were displaying on the mading board.
The past. I've forgotten everything, but why does everything that sucks come up again? I tried to hide myself to the bottom.
I want to live a quiet and peaceful life .. Can I?
Everyone entered the classroom because the entrance bell had rung fifteen minutes ago. And now I can enter the classroom without any worries.
As I climbed the stairs, someone held my hand. "Rin!" calling him made me shake my hand. "Gue-"
I raised one hand. Not wanting to hear his voice this time or his explanation.
"Didn't you and your friends like to do this, Fan? Laugh at me? Satisfied with you now?!" I pushed his body with both hands. Fortunately, I was still able to hold my fist. Anyway I don't want to deal with teacher BK.
Who else if it wasn't them who did, huh?
All of my photos are only in my memory card and that time only Fandy kept them.
I left Fandy-climbing the stairs to class.
"Excuse me, Mum. Sorry, I'm late."
Teacher invited us in. Fortunately, he wasn't angry because I was late for the lesson.
Upon entering the classroom, I knew all eyes were on me, but I didn't care. Focus more on the chair I sit in.
"Dor-Dor," called out to Ela as I sat down beside her. He held my wrist with a sad look. I was bullied, but I don't know why she would cry.
"I'm not that weak!" I said while pulling the hand-picked writing supplies out of the bag.
***
"Ri." Nora came to my desk after the break bell rang. "I'm sorry."
I raised my face. The girl clenched her hands agitatedly. He looked at me with a frightened look, as if hiding something.
"An innocent person can't apologize unless you've made a mistake."
Nora lowered her gaze. "Sorry, Rin. It's my fault."
I sighed while leaning my back on the chair and then closed my notebook.
From the beginning, I had convinced myself not to trust anyone. But, after the arrival of the two of them in my life, I want to open my heart and trust them both.
"Nora, did something happen?" Ela asked and Nora nodded after that.
Nora took a breath and told her all that she was forced by Friska to tell her everything. About my past. Nora is my junior, of course she knows the gossip that was circulating in my school.
And, no wonder Friska knows all the nicknames that the kids gave me in my old school. He also knew that I liked shooting handsome guys and getting rejected that very second. If you remember, it was embarrassing.
"But about the photo .. I don't know at all!" nora continued to explain.
I let out a breath. "Thank you for being honest" I said.
Given the matter of the photos, he could have stolen secretly from Fandy, yes, grandmother attached it to his girlfriend Fandy. I just found out, too.
Oh, Fan! Why do you always have relationships with girls like that?
"Rin!" Call someone out in a loud voice and make me turn my eyes towards the entrance.
I snorted to see Fandy walking closer to me. I folded my hands in front of my chest still in the reclining position on the chair.
The guy pulls up Ela's arm, then sits in his chair. "Dorin, trust me, not me. Where am I, Rin!"
I nodded slowly. "Yes, I believe."
Fandy smiled. "really?"
"But, can you take care of your girlfriend?"
Fandy furrowed his brows. "Why Friska?"
"Other than you, who else knows that photo? He must have secretly stolen that memory card from you."
I took another breath. I think Fandy doesn't believe what I'm saying, from the look on his face he's still confused and thinking. "There's no way Friska could've done that, Rin. Yeah, even though he's a little selfish sometimes."
I just grieve in my heart. Little did he say? Does love always blind her? Fan, when the hell, did you realize? That witch hates me.
"You'll give up, Fan. But remember, until she crossed the line more than this and you're still defending that witch. Don't you ever talk to me again."
I didn't hesitate to smash that little face. Dorin was not always the weak Dorin.
And, my guess is right. Friska took the first step to avenge me. Tragedy in the cafeteria back then, when I doused his face with juice, where perhaps he would let me off easily.
I'll take a look. To what extent he will act.
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