
I feel like I'm going back in time. Heard the admiration of the girls on the three guys. They are handsome, though,
but my interest in the same handsome guy is gone. Maybe my heart's already closed to a creature called a man. No. gabe. I didn't change course. It's just changing the principles. Not dating during High School.
I shook my head to see Ela who was also admiring them, herself as if hypnotized by a trio of wolves. Was I like that when I saw the cotam? (dashing handsome). Yes, although not as obvious as Ela who looks like prancing on the spot. I think Nora also has a crush on one of them.
“Dor-Dor, why hide there?”
Damnit damnit! That mouth can be locked, right?
I close myself to the corridor. Hide out. Don't let them see me. You know, just yesterday Fandy stopped by my class. I quickly hid behind the door. Fortunately, Ela did not see, if she arrived, the mouth of the bucket would tell her whereabouts. Ela her son between plain and bagok.
“Rin!”
I'm sighing. Fandy found me. Damnit damnit!
“Eits, wait! We need to talk.” Fandy intercepted my steps. I can't escape right now because my wrist is being held. “Miss Ball, I mean, Dorin ..”
I thrashed. Fandy was too stupid because
say that name again in front of me.
“Gue apologize!” said Fandy, my movements are weakening fast. Fandy always made my heart melt with that look.
“Why are you sorry?”
“Ya .. because I always hurt you. Always call you Miss Ball—aaaw!” Fandy squealing. I just kicked his leg.
“I don't know by that name.”
Fandy grinned wide. “Sorry-sorry, now you are more beautiful and ...” Fandy made a violin-like motion in the air. I too was embarrassed.
Nora's?I saw the look on his dull face—then turned to look at Fandy stickly. What
maybe he likes Fandy? And Ela .. was even smiling at the two
the guy who just stood in front of him. Shiro and Vino. I too soon
we turn our faces when our eyes meet.
“Lo owes me my explanation, why
you moved that,” whispered Fandy into my ear. “Come, Bro, unplug. Time to practice.”
Vino and Fandy are gone, but Shiro
still standing in his place, looking at me for a while then went chasing the second
his friend. From Shiro's gaze earlier, it seemed like there was something he wanted to say.
“Oh yes, Aisssh!” I'm shaking my feet
to floor. My memory card must still be with Fandy. I checked it on my phone, but nothing. Damnit damnit! Fandy
it's far away again. Why is he always willing to take and unpack the belongings of others?
The plot!
“Aaah, pain Dor Dor!” moan Ela
rubbing jidatnya. Just now I patted her on the forehead hard enough to let her come to her senses and return to the real world.
“You till when stand there?” tanyaku. Ela smiled at gaje
playing with her wavy hair. I rolled my eyeballs and left Ela. “We leave him!” I said to Nora.
“Dor-Dor, Nora, wait for Ela!” whining from behind. Bodo!
***
“Still writing a letter?” muttered
take the colorful envelope. Again. After the tragedy in the cafeteria that time, again I found a stack of letters in the locker. The plan will throw it away later because I think reading it is the same as giving them hope. Ah, I seem to be suddenly popular after watering Friska with orange juice. By the way with the word popular, I do not like let alone interested.
“Looks like my rival a lot.”
in the ear it makes me cringe horror—I also turned my body. Wanted to see that brash figure.
“Shi-Shiro?”
The guy smiled thinly. “How
any word, Rin?”
I nodded slowly. “Good,”my answer is short. Silent. After that there was no conversation between us. Taste
it was awkward after such a long time of not meeting let alone talking together in a place like this. Slender. You see, all the children have entered their respective classes after the break bell rang. Because I missed something, I picked up something in the locker.
“Wait!” intercept Shiro clasping my hand.
I stared—waiting for him to talk,
he hesitates to speak when his mouth is open.
“You don't want to say something?”
tanya Shiro made me frown. Wasn't he the one who wanted to talk to me, though,
why did he even ask? “Emmm, do you still have my ama feeling?” ask Shiro to the point. Confidently, he said that too.
Come back after you're skinny ....
I remembered what Shiro said back then. Him
rejected me subtly, but very heart-piercing.
“Sorry, I'm not interested in you anymore,” I replied honestly. I need to get into class, maybe the lesson has already begun. Without looking back, I left Shiro with his expression
unknown to. I hope he's not disappointed, let alone angry.
Holy hooch! I almost hit someone at the turn of the corridor. I'm looking.
“Hey, you okay?”
I blinked a few times. That hand
still waving in front of my face.
“Yes. Sure!” seruku fast. Then as fast as lightning disappeared from there. Deep down, I don't like his smile, let alone his face. Unknowingly my tagan has been clenched to the chest. Thumped. It's bad! Looks like I'm a hanger.
***
Throughout the lesson only Vino's face was imagined, there seemed to be something strange about me. It is not a red virus
the guava attacked me. No, especially Vino. Honestly, in the village
I used to dream of it—worse, even in a dream he was super nosy. Moreover, his voice is always ringing when calling me as Kingkong.
“What should I do?” I clutched my head.
“Dor-Dor, are you sick?”
Ela's question I didn't answer. I still am
busy thinking, how to remove Vino's face from my brain. Somehow Vino's charm came out after he was in High School.
Dorin, wakeful! You should not be interested in a guy just a capital look doang! Remember that!
The spell was back in my heart.
I can't be fooled by a guy anymore. Especially with his looks. If you don't want to be disappointed twice, you have to be hard on yourself.
“Is he okay?” I saw Nora
looking out the window while propping up his chin. I always find him dumb in class. This morning, I saw that he was still being bullied by Friska, bringing senior songg's belongings to his class. Are they a house? Then, why does Nora always call Non to Friska?
I'm shaking. I can't come
interfering. I had asked that before, but Nora did not answer. He always switched the conversation when asked.