Don't Separate Me

Savings

Burhan only silently watched Salma leave him, even though in his heart he wanted to prevent her from leaving. But for a while maybe this is the best solution for him and Salma. Although his heart felt very sick and felt lost some important things in his life. Burhan was silent about what he had done. About the big mistake that made someone he loved go away.

The day had changed, the more Burhan thought about it the more pain he felt. Since Salma's departure, she has also refused to meet Vania. Burhan is losing Salma. Regrets are present in him. Burhan felt his guilt was too great that he thought he had no right to apologize and was not worthy of forgiveness.

Burhan always misses Salma. He realized that he loved Salma deeply from the bottom of his heart. He regretted making Salma grieve and shed tears on her cheeks. BUrhan was only able to reflect on all his mistakes without being able to explain them.

"Salma forgive me even though I know I may not deserve to be forgiven. Too big a mistake I made. I realized that I couldn't do it without you. You are everything to me. I know I made a big mistake with you. I beg you to forgive me." He said to himself, crying, contemplating all his mistakes.

No more words that can be said, just a feeling is not good without it. That's what Burhan is going through right now. Seamkin was slumped in endless regret. Burhan can only imagine the moment of his struggle with Salma. Salma was always able to understand about him. Who always calmed him down when he felt troubled in his heart. The more Burhan is shadowed by his time with Salma the more he does not want to lose him to Salma.

"Why did I realize how I felt about Salma? Why not in the first place, when I intended to betray him?" Shouts in the heart. Burhan just cries out to regret every single thing that made Salma go away.

A month has passed, Until now Burhan did not dare to meet Salma. He was afraid that he would hurt Salma even more. With that feeling, he was able to resist the desire to meet with Salma even though in the deepest heart he actually wanted to meet Salma. He wants Salma to be okay there. Burhan knew Salma loved him very much, and trusted him very much. And he was well aware that he had betrayed Salma's love and trust.

His regret did not stop there. After a long time Burhan does not see Salma, Burhan misses Salma and decides to see Salma from a distance. From far away he saw Salma who looked moody without spirit. Salma looks sweet and weak. "is she sick? What happened to him?" His disturbing emotions made him feel even more guilty. And sad because someone who is expected to be in good condition is now not okay. Burhan felt increasingly hurt, feeling deep sadness after seeing someone he loved so much as not having the spirit of life.

"Is everything happening because of me? I'm getting a little bit more unworthy of being forgiven." Burhan said in his heart.

Burhan was more and more confused as to what he should do. "If he apologizes, will he forgive? If he promises not to do it, will he believe it? If he asks her back, will he accept it? or if it stays like this, will she and I be okay?" The question suddenly came to his mind. It makes him even more confused as to what he should do.

Every time Burhan goes to see Salma's condition, Burhan is saddened to learn that Salma is not okay. Many times Burhan saw her, Salma always looked unwell. "is that her heart hurt? Is that how I am?" he said to himself.