Don't Say SORRY

Don't Say SORRY
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Alby collapsed holding his hand on the forehead, staring at the ceiling of the room which was only covered by a thin layer of plywood and was weathered. He was thinking about what was happening now. It all started with him. Bree was hurt by his actions.


Alby went to the next room. The surface of the house is wet and slippery, short doors require a head down. He woke Bree up.


"Bri?"


A little opening my eyes. Bree frowned at Alby. Head's dizzy.


"Move the front mattress? This mattress is dirty and it's itchy."


Bree slowly got up, helped by Alby gently. What's wrong with this guy? He still pretends to care even though many hurt intentionally.


Bree misses sleeping in this room. Last time here when her mom was lying by the door. Bree felt the tightness back. Holding back her cries to calm down to sleep. The medicine he was still taking had a very drowsy effect.


Alby continued to hold his arm and neck back between his shoulders. Soft and warm. Alby's body temperature is always warm.


"Sleep first. Bri needs a lot of rest." Alby hands the tumbler when Bree is already sitting on the edge of the mattress.


After a few weeks of disappearing not showing up at the cafe nor the house, without a video call, without searching in WA except while Bree was outside. Time also came, both silent, awkward, without any drama baper made coffee or taken to drink. Only when Bree was in the weak position were Alby's habits re-done. Another bit of attention.


Bree admitted Alby was a gentle and sincere man even though he read the picture to him. Not commitment.


"Pantes Rima staunchly defend you who he said was lazy with your business."


Alby said Rima was in pain if she still met. Then Alby said again Rima is still WA and came to maintain the relationship. Alby will tell you what else after this. Bree fed up. While still in the neighborhood cafe, he was sure to continue heartache. Between him starting to hope Alby, also upset to want to go because of Alby's attitude.


Alby furrowed his brows watching Bree drink.


"Thank you, Alby. I'm sorry to bother Alby and bother you."


Alby grabs the tumbler before Bree puts it on the table. Bree fell on the mattress facing the window, tilted behind her sitting on the edge of the mattress. Bree is still talking about Rima. Alby scooped up.


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Bree finds Alby embracing her waist. He turned his head and glanced at Alby sleeping behind him. Bree found Alby's hand slightly moved.


"Bi?"


"Hm?"


Alby got up a bit of his arms propped his head up with a pillow-lit elbow. He frowned as Bree put away the embrace on his waist with two fingers. Like disgust. He laughed at Bree's behavior.


Alby woke up earlier and he knew Bree was hungry. Three times Bree's stomach sounded and Alby's hand could feel the gastrointestinal tract in the stomach reacting. Intentionally still wanted to enjoy hugging the girl who was already lazy to him. Bree slept well anyway.


Lazy off. Alby re-embraced his hands to Bree's waist.


"I'm a laper" Bree said.


"Find me something."


"Yes." Yeah."


Both sat down and took turns drinking. Alby still puts Bree first.


"Aren't you in the shower?" ask Bree.


Alby's body is moist. The heat of the area here makes him sweat a lot. It's just a wonder Bree is still covered.


"I think seger took a malem bath. Bri's gonna take a shower?"


"Later."


"Yaudah," Alby put the tumbler to the table. "cock wash your face. We're out."


Alby was shown another way while removing the motor from the yard. The opposite direction of the entrance alley which from the beginning passed. More rows of neighboring houses were found than before. Bree's house was at number two from the mouth of the alley. From the mouth of this alley is Bree's house in row 15.


Alby secretly counted the number of houses there were 32 plots facing each other. There are two houses per head, visible from the fence that became one and the paint is the same, Bree said it was one house. Only one alley has counted many houses, especially in each alley. Even the alley is also found. Many of these village heads overcame the heads of their citizens.


A pleasant environment for Alby who is still unfamiliar. Although it looks hot because many buildings are messy and quiet trees shady due to rob. Yes, only a few small trees although potted plants are also many. The city is basically hot.


"It used to house a lot of fruit trees, Bi. In the brick pile earlier, it was the water guava tree ijo. Directly outside the pager there is a red water guava, passion fruit, directly next to the footpath there is pomegranate, starfruit, dalem yard there is papaya, srikaya."


Alby listened to Bree's babble.


"It used to be a high pager, lo, Bi. I sit down pager fitting Papah cleanin got, the dirt will be lined with red guava deck. Next to the leatherback deck."


"Isn't Bri angry with the pager?"


"Wall pager, Bi. Papah who carried me. Angry is he if I go up, wong I want a wooden stick climbing pager what a tree is scolded."


"It used to be a corner of the yard filled with big rocks. Don't know what to do. Long time landfilled. Uh, like a hill in the corner. It was even planted with a lie. Well, I was taught again about playing in the dirt under the tree pohong."


"Riding up the mountain top."


"Come." Bree chuckled.


"Here in front of the house even a lot of mangroves."


"Over time mangroves were planted in the house, Bi."


"It could be, Bri. He's always coming in the house."


"Mamah's house is planted with mangrove dalem house can even be aquascape."


Alby recalled Bree's house that part of the room was the same as a glass wall. The windows are ground. From outside the aquarium.


"I'm ice de kudu on the chair if you look at the window, Bi."


"That means the house used to be tall, Bri?"


"high. Papah open ternit standing straight on top of the closet. His fingers are higher than Papah."


Alby hasn't met Papa Bree.


"But you are higher than Papah."


Bree compared her beloved figure to her. There's a sense of pride in Alby. Lebai.


"Flood, Bri."


"Jam rob."


Bree sees Alby not turning when he gets to the crossroads. Alby didn't ask. On other roads it is not necessarily flooding. The streets of the entire housing are not the same, due to too often rob the elevation of the road is uneven.


"Don't love your bike?"


"Enhtraining opportunity to wash the motor. It's not high either. It's the ankle."


Along through the flood, Bree plays. Bree's legs go down and into the water as the motor is propelled.


"Later your ship even want to go by yourself until the port, Bri."


Bree wears her crop slippers. The boys often mocked it as Bree's pride ship slippers.


"No papa when carrying passengers. Produce."


"Well, invest."


Alby's feet also occasionally drowned in floods.


"Eh, this dirty, Bi."


"Dicumpulin as soon as it can be full it's like at home."


Alby saw the tub in the bathroom of Bree's house like a minimalist pool.


"We'll take a peek, Bi, make you swim. RT here later give you an award because it's clean water."


"The value of milkfish?"


"Fish the cetol, Bi."


Trivial chatter that creates laughter. Alby's happy. He's enjoying. Bree is back to being her chatty girl. Because Bree's chatter is only to trusted people. Alby misses Bree.


They were in the Lesehan store. Eat and sit down and talk with coffee. Have not ended the stopover has been hunted rain, quite long, as a result trapped in the store.


"The meal plan wants motoran, even rain."


"That means rest, Bi." Bree chuckled at Alby looking like an adult child.


His expression seemed ordinary but from an attitude seemed to regret what happened. The desire to play will be curious exploring this housing is being patiently tested by the arrival of rain. Alby had been sitting agitated with breaths and staring out many times. Occasionally light his elbows on his knees and fingers toying his lips, or light his chin on the edge of the table until his lips manyun staring at the rain.


Alby was relieved to see Bree's face back.


"Alby's bosen here?"


The place is ordinary, it is no different from the places they often visit when the culinary survey.


The table is tall but Alby is very bent as his chin is placed on the table.


Alby shook his head, his eyes moving to Bree then into the rain. Yeah, Bree doesn't read if Alby's saturated. Alby is still enjoying it as always. Keep chatting and joking without getting bored. Only her father unsettled the mother who thought her son was facing a patient lesson. Alby Sangking wants him around the housing.


Alby breathed again. "Eh, Alhamdulillah rain. It's clear that we can still continue."


"If the rain lasts?"


"There's still tomorrow." Alby smiled and was very sweet.


It looks like it's traveling.


"Wouldn't I go home tomorrow?"


"I still want to come home with Bri."


"Yes, we're going back outside the province."


"Bri want to go back there?"


"We have responsibilities there, Bi. Unless it's a holiday."


"Watch us another day off. Scabby."


"Mudik identical big day pas overseas there is a long holiday. We'll get it, oi!"


"Bri used to go home every month."


Bree always tidied the schedule off for 4 days or one week after the payday date. Next he will be fully employed at the end of the month. Often times taking extra time is also a double shift. That was when her mother was home.


"There's nothing to visit at home, Bi."


Alby looks for Bree's bowed look. Bree's brows furrowed and bit the lips. Chests up and down.


"Bri?"


"Hm?" Bree knows Alby's face is near looking at him.


Alby smiled as Bree looked up. Bree's eyes are watery. Knowing how often Bree's whiny appears after it starts to spoil on him. Not a moment of pain, not even remembering or seeing what, Bree's sensitive feelings were easy to cry. Alby was relieved that Bree wasn't so strong with him.


Levi was surprised to see Bree crying. Others do not know Bree is actually very crybaby. Yes Bree's eyes often water when nausea whack or when drowsy, but only Alby who saw the other side of Bree that often mumpet. Even Bree went berserk until innocent belongings became victims, it remains Alby who knows.


Did Bree also show the other side to Irzi? Alby stopped smiling. There's something strange in Alby's heart.


Bree's still looking for an answer Alby's calling. In fact, it's surprising that Alby ended his sweet-ass smile suddenly with a smile.


"Sisa drizzle. Continue on?"


"Corn."


Alby is silly willing to be cold and hit by drizzle stubs for the sake of getting around.


"It's crowded here."


"Housing, Bi. The people are many, as many snack places, shopping places, hangouts that line."


"Maybe the guyub is cool."


There is also a lot of housing, villages, villages that are all deserted. But here it is very clear that the crowd from this morning came until this evening. It is a complex with uniform social and economic conditions. Alby saw that some of his houses were the largest or the smallest and almost collapsed but they could be aligned. Alby knows because the guy's in and out and blending in.


"Never be lonely, Bi. In the early morning, dawn must come. Want to be formed some people patrolled, yes who gather full of people."


In Alby's mind count the camling posts he's been through.


"Oh my God, there's also a lot of camling, Bri."


Bree chuckled listening to Alby. Bree is indeed missing the atmosphere of the house. Of course the most inherent yes the past, his childhood, the abrasion period has not deteriorated.


"Buy the house here, Bri."


"What do you do, there's a Mamah's house."


"Mama's house is repaired. I bought a house here."


If you were Bi, you'd be committed. Ah, so hopeful.


"Darling rob. But the people here are mostly good-natured, Bri? Like Mama Papa is with your neighbors, long-lasting years here."


"Fire broke back and forth home improvement." Bree chuckled. "It used to be still capable, through time it has changed. Used to be diligent in home improvement, as I remember when Papah worked at the material company, Mamah also still works."


Alby asked a lot. Bree answered what was. Alby's getting excited to be here.


"Look for a house here."


"Flood, Bi. Motorcycle is broken."


"Make an investment first."


"Inget your plan for a job offer to join a brother out of town. You also entered the cottage. Also must care there are girls outside the province ngarepin your future life together."


Duh! Bree suddenly felt bad for the last sentence. There's every pain offensive to Rima.


"Hem. Always running."


Their long journey in and out in each alley, meet the many houses clinging, try the streets that soon must be the motor needs to be cleaned, still felt enjoy accompanied by chatter. Bree could come off laughing and chattering with Alby after weeks of resentment. Alby wants these days to last.


I often meet people who say hello to each other with Bree. The location is far away from home. Some are school friends, some are known for their family members, some are just familiar though not familiar. Because Bree was not seen for a long time from school in the village until he went to work. Some call and ask for a stop first, but Bree just waved or mangosteen polite form still has to continue the journey.


Until Alby decided to honk, the shape greeted each passing by the rider who passed by. Bree laughed after finding out Alby's reason, if possible also getting to know each other. Different when passing a group of citizens, Alby slow down the speed of the motor to crawl, excuse passing.


During the trip get cool air.