Don't Say SORRY

13

Maybe Sari guyon sent a WA story with a snippet of Bree sitting opposite Alby, with no other child sightings. Though the CCTV capture is clearly there sitting together crammed. Sari quickly deleted her message either realized Rima saw or realized they saved each other's contacts. Bree is still thinking positively.

Bree did not save Sari's contact, even if he did not see the photo because he never followed the story. He also does not save many friends contacts, if necessary just send a search message from the group.

Bree can't avoid Alby because he always meets on location. Alby always shows up in front of the room. Until Alby expresses his feelings but Bree doesn't want anyone not to hurt anyone, the two continue to behave as usual because of co-workers.

Alby had come even though Bree had given him understanding. But now Alby's habit disappears without any chatter. Bree is heartbroken by Alby's attitude but also guilty of allowing this closeness.

"Meet me with Rima?"

"Wait time. The problem is Rima afternoon and malem ngajar les. You're morning at the cafe."

Bree was determined to talk to Ilham. Although Sari is not part of the cafe but she is part of the owner's life. Straightening out what was happening was actually suddenly Bree was accompanied by his beautiful monyong.

"Rima didn't have a problem with that, Bri. But it happened again when Rima slept with Sari. Sari told me a lot about you, about us often together, we are often bonkers."

"I was wrong. La if you pick me up, keep coming back I have to screw Levi? or the Ilham bell? If they take me, I'm okay. But you keep ...." Bree looks tired.

"Again. When I refused your bonds, I ever refused your invitation, you even lower what Bri is uncomfortable with me? does Bri not like my path? am I shy Bri? I'm clear, Bi, I don't feel good about kids." Not Bree explained much.

"The bottom line is, not having a motorcycle does not have money, I am always comfortable at home, Bi. The same people's business is sick. There will be misunderstandings. Am I comfortable with myself?" Bree's big breath was emitting emotions.

"Thank you for thinking that, he knows you don't feel good. Levi always comes after other work, there is no way you are the same Inspiration, yes only I whose condition can help you more."

In the past Sari also had a story that made Ilham misunderstand with a male employee. Also the story that makes Malik's wife misunderstand because Malik is close to a female employee. Malik is also the owner of a self-developed cafe. Sari talks a lot when there are friends. Bree several times invited Ilham to the house to accompany Sari who was often alone, but had not had time.

"Rima often comes to the pesantren also send a message to Levi and Ilham asked my position. Inspiration negur I should not be personally brought to work. I've obviously gone to Rima."

"I think I've been telling you a lot about me getting used to myself. Don't make any misunderstandings. You just take care of your girlfriend's feelings" Bree said.

This is what Bree was afraid of.

"I'm enough to have this feeling."

"I can also be selfish wanting you to continue, Bi."

"As long as I can help ...."

"I'm getting comfortable with you, Bi!"

Alby stared intently at the glazed Netra Bree.

"Aren't you video calling anymore? It's good that you start avoiding. I'm a fool waiting for you instead of enjoying my friends." Bree was confused as to what he was talking about. He wants Alby gone but needs him.

"If Bri needs me, just let me know. Bri can video call me."

"I'm afraid of disturbing. Bi, you're always there, I'm grateful despite the many fears. But I'm not Rima who can be confident about the first feeling. I have never had a relationship, I am comfortable with myself. But you come, support me, lie take care of me, stupid I'm comfortable."

"You wish for me but there's no reciprocity? How do I know you need me?"

"My color keeps the other feeling. You're Rima's boyfriend. I don't pantes harepin you."

"Mad ...."

"From now on we're far away."

"That's what you want?"

"We all want to. Let Sari calm down is not a sin to act. Let you just as Rima didn't lose each other."

"You mean?"

"Don't understand, Bi! I'm males by the way!"

Bree enters the room leaving Alby. Bree is getting selfish and wants Alby.

"Bri?" Alby heard the door was locked.

"Never be in my life again, Bi! Fix your relationship with Rima instead of you five years running aground!"

"Open, Bri? Rima is no problem anymore."

"Bakal there's another problem, Bi. Move over!"

Alby heard the door from inside. He sighed, deciding to leave because Bree was emotional.

Bree sat on the floor against the wall of the room. Holding his heart in pain with change without clarity. Alby decided to avoid why the strong came again. Bree doesn't want his feelings to get any deeper.

Bree believes Alby is just saturated let alone said Rima's family demanded clarity of relationship. But Alby doesn't want to lose Rima so the relationship is maintained. Or Alby's a guy can't behave. Bree doesn't know Rima.

***

"Bre! Bre!" Levi's voice teased Bree's sleep.

"Bre?" The knock on the bedroom door woke Bree who was asleep on the floor. "You sleeping, Bre?"

Bree is lazy to meet people, back to lay down his body without moving. Nausea and tired, just want to sleep to divert his body discomfort.

Levi passed because he did not get the authorization. A moment to the kitchen wanted to take a pocari in the refrigerator, but found the side dish in the pot had stale finally continued to take care of the kitchen before leaving.

Levi was asked by Ilham to come to the cafe after receiving news from the operator. Bree did not respond to messages and calls, until the last time his phone did not connect. The knocking of the door also does not get the authorization. From prepare hours to noon Bree has not yet appeared. Everyone knows Bree is sleeping. Earth shaking or door banging does not disturb his sleep. But locked the door of the room raised worry before sure to see the situation.

"difficult." Levi is back at the cafe.

"The backup key is not found" Ilham said.

"Congkel geh's? I guess not eating. Two-day cooking is still the same, so stale."

When Levi had lunch, Bree entered the room. In the afternoon Levi comes with Ilham and Alby after the boarding school, Bree looks in the room. Levi's night came and Bree was still not seen. Levi came again yesterday afternoon again to see the door of the meeting room closed after the morning got news Bree was closed first. Didn't Bree come out of the room?

"Call Alby?" ilham.

"All the geh gushes." Levi is uncomfortable.

Cafe tackled Levi and Andre waiting for Rian to come. Rian Shift 3 should be late afternoon, but this morning he agreed to stand guard at the cafe.

"Percoro love triangle."

"Perkorone yo lambene Sari."

"Dad, Bro!" Levi chuckled lightly Ilham said about the wife.

"The shop never opens." Inspiration knows Bree is shaken. "Alby's number is connected but not valid."

"Wait for him to come."

"Good thing the project is not a problem anymore."

"The project isn't done yet, Mas?" ask Andre.

"Living the bathroom. There's just one."

"Sorah santri already dorm ngantri first?"

"You don't want anyone using a mosque toilet."

"Congkel Deli's room, Bro?"

"Bri's not out of the room yet?" Alby also hasn't heard from Bree last night his phone was ignored.

"Still sleeping."

"I'm going to the cafe. Where are you?"

"It's in the cafe. Levi went back and forth to wake up."

"No otewe, Bro."

"okay."

Alby rushed after confirming WA last night that there was still no response from Bree. Bree privatized his account so that it is not known whether it has been read or not and when it was last online.

At the cafe, he tried to knock on the door. Bree's number is also disconnected and there's no sound from inside. Finally with the help of Inspiration the door of the room was poked.

The condition of the room was dark and quiet, on the mattress there was no figure Bree. As the door opened wide, Ilham found Bree sleeping on the floor.

"Bri?" call Alby squatting near Bree.

Ilham found Bree's body hot as he patted her on the arm.

"From yesterday she was hot." Alby lifts Bree's body to the bed.

"Take a look, Bro." Ilham turned on the room lights, saw water droplets on the floor where Bree's head lay earlier. "This, cry?"

Bree did not open his eyes at all when he was thought to have fainted. Her breathing was hot on Alby's arm. His body was sweaty with Alby's hand. Cold sweat.

"Crying, Bro." Alby saw Bree's puffy eyes still watering.

"Don't take the car." Inspiration passes.

Alby saw Bree's phone still in the same position two days ago. Cell phone power is loaded and then open the curtains and room windows, sitting on the window sills noticed a puffy deep face.

Bree wakes up to find Alby looking at him. Slowly getting up, Alby helped her sit down and passed her a drink of water.

"Bri rasain what?"

Bree shook his head slowly with his eyes closed, refusing to drink, feeling sore on his lips and dizzy as if he did not want to move. Weak, which Alby saw. Bree's fingernails look pale.

"Hoek!" Without control spewing out empty stomach contents. Bree shaking.

"Please drink, Bri." Bree hands to hold the glass. "Pake straws." Alby passed and soon returned to give a straw to the glass, seeing Bree's lips bleed so dry. Must have torn when lips moved.

Warm drinking water. Bree excessively missed Alby's habit, although this is commonly done.

"Drink slowly." Alby pointed the straw tip at Bree's slightly open lips.

"Del, check." Ilham stood by the mattress watching Bree trying to suck up his drinking water.

"No, Ham. I'm doing it." Bree wants to put the glass down with Alby.

"Pw! No, Del."

Alby then took a rag cleaning the floor and some splashes vomited Bree.

"Thank you." After the hands were cleaned, Bree crumpled his blanket to hold back the shaking.

Inspiration to wipe the floor with cleaning water. Alby wanted to help but it was clean, Ilham gave the code. Must be quick because Bree is hard to compromise, strong hunt rebel. Alby lifts Bree's body.

"I walk alone."

"Let the stairs first."

Bree closed his eyes holding in agony due to the glare of the outdoor light. Under the stairs Alby didn't take Bree down. Levi's voice came out of the cafe, seemed to follow, and Ilham's voice followed down the stairs, until the sound of both was heard before Alby's step into the car.

At the hospital ....

Grieved as the needle pierced the hand. The faint crowd that caught hearing, Bree had no eye-opening power until he slowly felt nothing after his resting gurney was pushed.

Bree's consciousness declined and his lips and nails turned blue. At first it looks pale. Bree had hypoxemia and his stomach ulcer had recurred. Waiting for further examination is feared perforation.

Alby silently looked at Bree's eyes. The girl lay down again, this time with an oxygen mask. Levi noticed a low oximeter figure in a slender hand that was always a strong-witted and busy-ass. Ilham went home after taking care of the administration with Levi.

***

"Eat, Bri?"

"Nausea."

"You want another injection?"

"Ham, am I supposed to be here?"

Bree dislikes it the most when his kissing pains are hallucinating. Like the smell of rice or stale or pessing mixed in his nose. In the hospital still have to smell the medicine. When his head hurts that looks like squeezing and loosening. Ah ... very uninteresting. Just want to sleep in the room relaxed without any medication and injections.

"Patience." Again a word heard like yesterday.

Bree opened his eyes on the second day of the opname, in the morning. In the afternoon, it responds to its surroundings and releases oxygen two hours later.

It's Bree's fifth day in the hospital. Still required infusion due to dehydration. Tensi is still dropping. Stomach and digestion are prone to infection aggravated unhealthy patterns. The anemia is also severe. Resignation plan to reimburse hospital costs.

What kind of pain after this still had to linger in Sari and Alby's surroundings. Bree was distracted by his feelings.

"More ...." Levi gave the banana he had peeled.

"Less dewoso" said Ilham.

Well, if the banana is okay. Bree accepted Levi's gift, ignoring the laughter of his three owners. Again said dewoso.

"Don't, Bro?" Inspiration grabbed the motorbike key on the nightstand. "Eat, Del. I'm with Levi going to the pesantren."

"You're looking for bits" Levi giggled.

"Not tandur in the same sink WC," said Bree casually. Wanted to talk to Alby but the man stepped behind Levi following Ilham out of the room.

"Bi," Bree saw Alby back in after letting go of two friends to the door. "you're home."

"The anger is in Bri's health."

Alby, vice chairman of pesantren management, still has to help complete the task of his mother, still expected Rima to be by his side. What's the point of spending time with Bree. Bree is concerned that Alby's existence makes his feelings disturbed. Between wanting to have but emotion when near.

"After this I hope you don't care about me. Keep your girlfriend's feelings."

"Chealing soon, Bri. Cafe miss taken care of Bri." Alby sat by the bed staring fixedly at Bree who turned his eyes.

Just sleeping, waking up, sleeping, waking up that Bree did. He did not want to go to the bathroom today. Alby still faithfully accompanied and once out to eat. Alby feeds Bree a gradual meal. It can be calculated per 1 or 2 hours for two mouthfuls. Bree sleeps more.

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