Don't Say SORRY

17

Bree's hands were shaking, his cell phone was put on the cashier's desk. Hard enough slamming. Luckily quiet. Emotion at the moment. Bree stood up from sitting down.

"Aren't you feeling well?" Levi approached Bree.

Bree hissed and frowned like he wanted to cry. His forehead and neck were sweating. Yeah, Bree was crying. Now he looks at himself.

Bree was stunned by Levi's arrival as his eyes heated up. He had not been able to avoid being caught crying.

"Lev ...," said Bree.

Levi saw Bree mewek. Bree never whiny.

"Is anyone sick?" Levi pressed the back of his hand against Bree's forehead. "It's cold, Bre?"

Bree kejer's.

"Yok up." Levi grabbed Bree's arm.

"No way." Bree removed his hand from Levi and leaned against the wall.

"Get's get some rest."

"I'm useless, Lev?" Bree's body went limp and squatted.

"What the hell is that?"

"I hate!" Bree cried despite trying to be arrested.

"Why you?" Levi made sure once again closer to Bree who was crouching on the floor. "Ka! Siska!"

Siska emerged from the half-running cafe. "Yes, Brother?" his question saw Levi crouching behind the bar table. "Sister Bri!?" Siska was rushing closer in Levi's position, while the owner was moving the other side.

"Sister why? Is anyone sick?" Siska saw Bree being lousy.

"Push up, Ka," pinta Levi.

"Nr ...."

"I'm not papa. I'm stupid!"

"There are no fools, brother. Come on, brother up?"

"Yok, Bri?"

Bree looked up at the two people nearby. She's ashentic.

"I want juice ...."

"Oh God."

"Oh my God, Brother."

Levi with Siska laughing.

"No juice making. You rest there."

"Yok, Brother. Same me?"

Bree wiped his tears about to stand up. There's Kevin approaching the bar.

"Aren't you sick anymore?" kevin asked, only Bree's arm he got.

"Madly spoiled it, Vin." Levi chuckled and was made by Bree.

Bree is ashamed.

"I still want to be here, Ka." Bree sat on the chair.

"No, Bre! Take your medicine!"

"Please, big brother. It's cold." Siska squeaked Bree's cold hand.

Kevin handed me the drinking water. "Rest first, Brother." He saw Bree's lips dry and forehead rushing in sweat.

"Thank you, Vin, Ka." Bree sipped water from Kevin.

Turns out Levi was already in the kitchen and straining. Without Bree asking what juice he wants, Levi knows the girl's favorite. Siska embraces Bree's shoulder after putting the glass on the table.

"Sister rest, cafe let us hold." Kevin persuaded Bree.

"I'll drive you upstairs." Siska is still embracing.

"Good, Bre!"

Bree turned to Levi, along with Kevin and Siska. Through the wall frame, Levi's look was firm. Bree shrieked and obeyed, with Siska's help.

"I'm alone, Ka."

"Silver brother." Kevin still persuaded him.

"No. I'm just tired, it's still in control."

"Corn." Levi was already at the bar carrying a cup with green juice.

Bree wants to refuse, but can only be silent because Levi looks assertive this time. Gaining a smile and nod of Siska's encouraging form, as well as Kevin's faint nod, Bree stepped up.

"Let Bre be with me."

"Yes, Bang."

"Hm. Brother, if why would you please tell me?" Siska grabbed Bree's hand.

Bree smiled faintly.

"Your medicine is whole, Bre?" Levi checked the medicine package. "Huh?" Ensuring Bree's response is silent.

"I don't have a papa, Lev."

Levi sat looking at Bree's juice cup.

"Antibiotics are not you drinking? Vitamins?" Levi was still flipping through the medicine.

"I'm not drinking comfortably."

Levi looked at the juice cup on the table, just a few straws Bree drank. Bree fell on the bed.

"spend juice. I stay yes. Don't forget to eat, take the medicine."

"Thank you, Lev."

***

Slinding door curtain not opened. The lights are left out. Dark room. A little light forced into the balcony curtains that opened in a row. There is no air circulation. The door is also closed. In these few weeks Bree was not as smart as he used to be.

His figure is not visible, even though Levi said yesterday his condition was chaotic. Two days Alby hasn't found Bree at home, not on the rooftop. I don't know where to go. Room's quiet. It's the same way Alby looked yesterday.

Alby pensively stood by the bed, where the girl should have rested.

Last night Alby searched Irzi's place but nil. Bree's phone is off. The charger was still lying in the same place. If Bree in a friend's place is certainly actively charged, he can not linger let die because of his typing activities on the phone. Alby's laptop was returned.

Alby let out a heavy sigh sitting on the edge of the mattress.

Outside the window Bree's heart raced fast. The fear of falling from the second floor can mess with the body. Either the canopy that stretches can hold his weight or not. Strong legs clutching the footing seven fingers wide. Hand tightly grasping the steel sling held the sculpting body. Bree docked to the wall.

Daily not locking the window secures while Alby's thinking is at times suspicious. Moreover, the curtain is closed and the window is deliberately closed leaving little for later can be poked fingers from outside. Hope Alby doesn't look at the window, or maybe even close the window! Bree's anxious.

There was no sound of movement indicating Alby left the room. Last heard was still the sound of opening the door and the faint grusuk grasak in the room. Hopefully not caught. Sandals are safe on the balcony after the last exit, where Irzi, Bree washed it, do not let Alby see the sun. Shoes appear on the shelf.

After yesterday being asked by Levi to rest, every time a sound approached the room, Bree hurried to hide. I didn't know when I slept last night.

Sound of door closed. Bree waited for a moment, at least until the sound came down the stairs.

Alby in the kitchen doesn't see the cuisine of the girl who usually skimp. Minimum bread or boiled yam. Cage neat on the wall. Alby limp put his hand on the table. He failed to keep Bree. The girl who is everyday pretentious is able to be more fragile due to her attitude.

Alby couldn't be more against Rima. But from Bree, feeling noticed with a direct attitude. A great guilt to the girl who felt she made a temporary place, a transition from a relationship with Rima. Alby left the second floor with a shunt.

Bree skipped the room entrance window. He's breathing big. Horrified to imagine that it would be fatal. Her lips were itchy and cold. This time the door was locked. He wants to sleep.

"I can't reach Alby. Kangen, Bi." Bree tightly hugged the bolster. Her tears fell again.

This problem is trivial. It should not be a thought. Alby's just a lesson to him. There are still better men. Ah ... Nope. Bree is not a good girl to Alby. Bree curled bolted. Body vibrates. Her crying was great removing the tightness. Just an Alby. Bree this time is consciously crying over that jerk guy!

***

"Bri?"

"Huh?" Bree body weight moving.

Warm cheeks in the touch of the palm. Fresh scent smelled. The closeness of a person warms in the body that had shivered. Alby ....

Bree opened his eyes. Termangu faced Alby sitting on the edge of the mattress. Alby smiled looking gently. Netra both attached.

Bree sad. Swollen eyes and a red nose. Sweat shakes the tears. Wet Bree Pillow. Alby wants to say hello but is afraid of being avoided, it seems like Bree has not fully realized. Bree didn't flinch. Alby misses the little girl in his arms. The unique girl who made him get carried away with his feelings. The simple girl who had taken his heart.

"Bi!" Bree jerked furrowing brows. Moving wants to get away.

"Sutt! Ssuutta! Bri?" Alby cupped two sides of Bree's cheek.

"So, Bi!?"

"I'm sorry, Bri. I'm guilty." Alby's eyes heat up to find Bree wanting to dodge again. Alby's trying to hold Bree.

"It's wrong, Bi!" Bree held back from crying in front of Alby. "Suck!" Bree gasped and his eyes wet again.

Alby crying. This sick person was said to be bad by Bree. The girl rebelled and cursed him. At this instant he made the girl hurt.

"Yes! Bri bener's. I'm dickhead. Maki is as good as Bri because I know Bri is upset. I was wrong, Bri."

"I'm nobody to you! No need to be guilty. You watch!"

Alby is holding Bree. This hate Bree for him.

"I don't want to be your place of escape, Bi!" Bree's cry broke.

Bree is this mess. Alby didn't expect it so far Bree thought.

"I don't want to be your bitch!"

"I love Bri! Not to be a place to let go of lust."

"Liar! You idiot! I'm stupid! I fooled a stupid liar like you! You coward!"

Bree's still trying to pull himself off Alby's yoke. The two of them are fighting to keep each other strong.

"You're realising your feelings for me but rhymes off Rima? I don't harepin you broke up with Rima, but you still lie to me as if your relationship is over. Your habits to me are gone, and you don't want me. You're the same Rima not in trouble? Speaking of Sari, Bi. Sari wasn't wrong to be bad to me. I'm a destroyer!"

"Bri! Listen up!"

Alby's knocking Bree on his head. Bree stared intently at Alby, who tightly cupped his two cheeks.

"I love Bri. I also love my relationship with Rima. I was wrong."

Bree's chest is sick.

"Rima always tried to defend the relationship, even though he hurt me. Rima is reciprocal, Bri. I can't focus on Rima, but she always sends me messages to get my attention."

"Where are you, Bri? Bri said he wanted to try the same path as me after knowing that our relationship could not be repaired. Did Bri ever WA if he needed me? I'm waiting for Bri to respond to my feelings."

"That's if you obviously choose me, Bi. Sorry, but you are not sincere with me. I told you, I don't care, Bi. I'm worried about interrupting your time. I'm ashamed to start WA. You come often, trus say. You've been hiding me, like a customer needs a chick to be in his body!"

Alby gripped Bree's chin. Next to her hand pulled the girl's arm, holding her in a fit of annoyance. Bree grimaced in pain.

"What do you want?"

"I hate liars. I hate cowards. Men can't act." Ogre. Bree felt his jaw and arm hurt under Alby's fingertips. "Soge away."

"After I thought you were safe. Without care the path of just as many men is not clear! I'm moving aside."

"They were my friends, never took me to vent."

"Sokay know!"

Bree's body stiffened from Alby's clasping. Alby's tears still flowed despite his stern talk.

"I know. I was fooled by Alby."

Alby's forehead wrinkled with a still sharp glare highlighted.

"A curious alby wants to touch my body? Maybe some of this is free? Oh, not for free, I've been Alby's life. I'm cheap? Because I've easily ruined your relationship with Rima you keep, five years! I'm nervous, Bi!" Bree defied Alby's gaze.

"Mending I sell the body ...."

THE PLAQUE!

Alby's slap violently tracks the pain on the cheek. Be ill. Bree body hot cold. Suddenly a great roar shook him. Bree crying.

"Sorry, Bri. Sorry ...." Alby hugged Bree.

Bree warm in Alby's body. A gentle eulogy of Alby's trembling hand could be felt behind the head, along with Bree's shedding body tremors.

"Sorry ...." Alby kissed the soft head of Bree.

Pain after reflex slaps because it is upset with Bree's words. Alby was relieved when Bree clasped his sleeve and waistband. Hugs are getting tight.

Alby's hot body temperature calms Bree down. The rubbing of his back from Alby's big hands began to ease his cries.

"I don't want Bri to think bad things. I miss Bri smiling. I miss the sound of Bri nawarin eating. Bri also has not seen my condition for a long time. I miss spoiled Bri asking me anything. I miss you, Bri. Excuse me. I'm sorry to keep Bri away from me."

Bree weakened. His hand fell off. Alby thought Bree had fainted, as his eyes looked up at Bree's looking up ....

"I'm sleepy, Bi. I'm tired." Bree's tired. Drowsiness ran, his eyes were poignant. Alby's warmth just hypnotized him.

"Sleep." Alby helps Bree break down. She hugged Bree.

Bree wants to avoid seeing Alby. Enough sleep and forget the goods for a moment even though he will wake up he will lose again. Bree turned his back on Alby.

"Sorry, Bri." Once again spoken. Alby kissed Bree's head who didn't want to respond.

"Sleep, Bri." Alby's still hearing Bree's breath. Gushing her snot over and over again, it seemed like Bree was still crying.

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"It's still here, Bi?" Bree saw Alby sitting next to him. "No business in the pesantren? Cofigaming? A rhyme?"

Alby doesn't like Bree mentioning Rima.

"Wake up and don't ask too many questions, Bri. Drink first." Alby got up to fill out Bree's tumbler.

"Em, Bi." Bree. "I took it. I can't spoil you after this. I'm used to being alone. That's normal. Not hurt."

Alby frowned. But he kept moving on letting Bree just wake up.

"Tomorrow we go to Mama's house. Prepare after eating, Bri."

"Kok mutusin?"

"Don't you want to go home?"

"I. Not us." Bree got out of bed. "I balek after the submission resign. Relax, you have no burden after this."

"I'm not burdened."

"You're a man with no attitude because I'm still in your life."

"You're our employee. You live here. As owners, we're responsible."

"Official employees?" Bree smiled cynically. "Let's just remember, this useless employee just left."