Don't Say SORRY

14

"Not eat yet?" ask a nurse who checked Bree's condition. The menu that should be from morning looks not eaten properly until noon.

"Newly a little." Bree replied softly.

"Still resisting, Mom." Alby explains what happened when Bree ate.

"No papa, a little bit. Keep trying to eat. Slowly." The nurse injects fluid in the catheter. "While still to be added nutrients through infusion.

"Yeri, yes," she felt a slight jolt of Bree's hand. "It will still be injected for the stomach, too" he continued.

"Is it still a lazy thing to take the medicine?" added again.

"Sorry, Mom." Bree was ashamed of being thought to be wayward.

"No papa. Reasonable. If nausea is indeed in the body of pain. Make sure to drink water regularly, especially after vomiting." He monitored the rate of infusion fluid.

"Thank you" said Bree.

"Either. The tensia have not gone up. Anyway to eat try gradually."

The nurse ended the visit and had to move to another room.

"Thank you, ma'am," said Alby and was greeted kindly as the nurse was about to leave.

Sorenya Ahmad came followed by Yosef and Kevin. The chat must be gossiping about users, or silly incidents of operators and ALIF events, of course overtaken like reports.

Some employees arrive after shift change. What Bree heard on the second day almost all employees came for a month and only gathered in the hospital yard because Bree could not be visited. Only Levi or Alby took turns guarding that long.

Tonight Bree was alone in the room, having asked Ahmad to come home. Worried on a night trip alone considering in this province prone to crime, for Bree a new Ahmad growing up. Alby and two of the owners are Mujahadah. In the room there are 2 beds of patients but one is empty. Horrifically.

Surya came after dropping off an online order near here.

"When do you eat?" See two plates on the nightstand. The plate is still tightly closed and the other plate is only reduced like two tablespoons.

"The same afternoon."

"Yes eaten!"

"That's what, Mas?" Bree pointed at the plastic bag tied up in the sling bag strap.

"Fried rice. From the customer."

"Nr ...." Bree whining pleas.

"You, if you don't want to, I'll give you a house."

"I want to."

"La what you are! Can't!"

"Mas Surya eat later I rusuhin?"

"No!"

Surya and Bree chatted. It was a long time until a nurse came to check and inject the drug. Surya and the nurse joke about Bree's untouched food.

"Surely my whole life is like his innate boss."

"You were born a dream creature." Surya laughed finding Bree evaporating a lot. Surprised, this girl nearby lives a miserable life.

Surya finally wants to eat. Allow Bree to harm even a little because the patient has not been allowed to eat outside food. Bree, according to though withholding desire and a little frowning. Accompanied by Bree's sleepy small talk. While Surya push-rank until Bree slowly falls asleep.

I don't know how long Bree slept when he opened his eyes in a quiet room. Maybe Surya's home. Bree went back to sleep.

Alby comes to find Bree sleeping. Usually he brought a snack from Mujahadah for Bree, deliberately put in a refrigerator so that Bree did not cool down.

Alby cleans up after wiping Bree's body slightly with a wet washcloth. He wanted to catch up on sleep seeing Bree look like an undead. It could be said Bree is like a bed time rod. The empty bed is always where Alby breaks down.

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For eight days Bree opened, on the ninth day allowed to go home. His condition has not recovered properly. Bree insisted he wanted to go home because he felt better two days ago.

The next day Bree was ready to prepare the cafe even though the schedule was still closed. Bree wants a nominal chase without much of a pay cut completing the month. Do not want to arbitrarily relax by utilizing unstable health, while Sari's attitude is sickening to be sabari. His roar every time he entered the cafe was not heartily received.

Yeah, Bree really wanted to put a curse on her.

Rian comes to the cafe but feels out of work because Bree is doing his usual activities. Levi came to force Bree to rest. A Bree whichever dives even with the owner.

"Not special to me."

"La you live here, Bre."

"I'm good, Lev."

"It's worrying, Bre."

If indeed responsible, they invite Sari with herself to meet straighten out what happened, because the uncomfortable atmosphere is clearly felt. Kala Ilham came with Sari left in the parking lot waiting for her to take stock shopping money, or when borrowing cashier money. It clearly seems out of the ordinary.

If they were worried, why would they let Bree be cheated on by an owner's wife. Really can not behave and make Bree lazy to take a stance.

A few days Rian remained in charge of filling the cafe absence accompanying Bree. But Bree felt Rian had been watching him.

"Sit down first, Bro." It's always that order Bree gets.

"It's dirty." Bree wants to sweep because it's dirtying the floor. Since then, we have been tinkering with plants.

Rian put down his phone and got up from his seat approaching Bree.

"I'll continue." The broom was taken from Bree's hand and then swept. "You eat there."

"You want a sweet sandwich, bro?" Bree wanted to make a sandwich with kiwi and strawberries that Rian had separated.

"You." Rian saw Bree about to enter the kitchen. "Bri!" Bree. "Sit down" she asked.

"I'm hunting the cold." Bree passed.

While washing Bree's hands pulls a large flaking skin and fingers softly. Her skin is dry. Slight sore.

Bree took out a basket where the fruits that the cafe no longer used. Choose fruit that has not withered because it is for filling the iris. Rian finished sweeping and washing his hands.

"What avocado is a banana, Bro?"

"Awlt?" Bree meets Rian who just opened the refrigerator. The answer was a part-time plea for approval, who knows Rian wants a banana.

"okay." Avocados are taken out of the box and then washed, then took the bread from the cupboard and stuffed Bree. "I did what I did."

"Are you paid to be my nanny?"

Rian was stunned to see Bree's sharp gaze explain the dislike. Bree just protested offensively. As far as knowing Bree personally seems to be a gentle response that comes out, nagging was always careful to use the word, the rest tend to be quiet.

"We're all worried."

Bree was still pale even though his movements looked as agile as ever. Rian had seen Bree sighing and snorting with widened eyes and then blinked, his lips clenched like they were holding back nausea. It looks so tired.

Rian split the avocado, dredging it and softening it. His eyes occasionally turned to Bree who was still silently staring at him. Even he saw Bree's eyes wet. Must still like nausea.

"It's still a headache."

"Sorry, Bro," said Bree has a bad attitude. Bree turned his eyes. "So breakfast, not yet lager. Just a sweet snack."

"Let me make you a snack."

Bree was about to go out to see a customer coming but was first prevented by Rian. "Here it is." Rian passed.

"Nirder." Bree continued making sandwiches.

Bree heard the kitchen menu ordered. Fruit baskets are returned in the refrigerator as well as pieces of marinated tempe, chives, and cayenne pepper are removed.

Two stalks of strawberry kiwi stuffed sandwich with avocado spread are set aside first. Bree prepared fried banana and mendoan ingredients. Add flour to both menus.

Rian enters the kitchen to see Bree slicing a banana. Two pans are ready to heat the oil on top of the burning furnace.

"Satel."

"There! There's coffee on the table."

"Thank you." Bree took a tangle of sandwiches, passed leaving Rian.

"If there's anything you call me?" pinta Bree through wall frame.

"Yes." Yeah."

The phone put in a pocket and took a cup of long black. Bree left the cafe.

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"Bri." Alby patted gently on the cheek of the sleeping girl. Bree opened his eyes. A moment later it was closed again. "Bri?" call him, pat Bree on the cheek.

"Hm ...." Only Deheman eased Bree's response.

Bree felt his stomach was very hot and something stuck. She's famished.

"Wake, Bri. Let's go check it out."

Bree forgot this was his three days back from the hospital. This afternoon should be her schedule of control.

"I'm better. No need to control it, Bi." Bree rise.

"Don't underestimate it, Bri."

Not spirit. That's what Bree felt and somehow his heavy steps accompanied Alby's steps following Ilham.

"Bre!"

"Yes?" Bree turned his head and stopped watching Levi following the tumbler thrusting.

"Drink you."

Bree accepts, and both Levi step closer to Ilham's car.

"Died." Alby loaded it.

"It was definitely dead" said Levi.

Bree accepted in confusion. No need to bring it too. "Just check, right?"

"Not know." That was the only answer Bree received from Alby.

At the hospital where Bree was admitted a few days ago, after filling out the registration, it didn't take long to wait his turn to see a doctor. However, a series of tests took time and waited for results. It turns out Bree suggested an endoscopy.

Due to limited costs only injections and prescription drugs are given. Still have to check routine after this. Now we wait for the medicine. Thankfulness brought a drink. The examination process required him to drink clear water.

Remembering that afternoon he drank coffee but the doctor understood. Coffee is allowed because it includes clear liquid, without creamer or milk. Added sugar is also less than 5 milli because only a spoonful of peres tea alias not full. Whether the influence or not, certainly without sugar even coffee stimulates urination.

Hearing Ilham discuss the matter of making free health care cards, made Bree suspect. Quickly gone from their lives, which Bree was currently thinking about.

"Chicken porridge, Bro." Alby heard a crackle from the belly of the girl next to him.

"Come on, I'm going the wrong way. This clock opens in the South, bro." Inspiration turn on sein approaching the turning direction.

I don't know what time Bree didn't notice the time and hasn't held a cell phone yet. As she recalled, the sky was dark and inside the hospital she had heard for almost 4 hours. Tired and tired. It is fitting that Bree is not passionate to depart, his doubts are opened the reality must be this way to get the maximum examination.

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Crossing the road from the car park directly leads to a chicken porridge tent at night. Ilham and Alby headed to his wagon. Not ordering a drink, Ilham and Levi wanted the new angkringan dish to be seen.

Cold slipped even around it crowded people and was not far from the stove because it was flanked by several five-foot tents. Even Bree's position was not far from the burning fried stove under his large frying pan.

"Wear, Bri." Alby gave her jacket to coat Bree's clothes.

Longs. It hit Bree again.

"I don't shiver, Bi." Bree is unsightly to Ilham and Levi.

Bree felt like he was wearing a pile of clothes. Daily short t-shirt lined long sleeve collar t-shirt turtleneck coated thick knit sweater. Even though it was when the check felt complicated to remove all clothes until the shirt is short.

"Obtained, Bri."

"Curkey sample." Levi watched Bree's lips and nails turn blue. Bree reflex looked at his furrowed fingers.

Remember when Alby suddenly stopped the motor to the edge of giving a jacket. Though Bree's clothes have been layered but his hands are very cold, felt Alby when their hands had crossed. Alby's habit of every single one of them on the way, which is to touch Bree's hand and then give him his jacket.

After a long time together made Alby dare to bring Bree's hand into his jacket pocket. Bree likes it because Alby's body temperature is always warm. That was not the case when they were with Levi and Ilham, most Alby started first asking, "Cold?" just gave me his jacket. But some of these days it's all gone.

Today Bree again felt the warmth of the inside of Alby's jacket.

"Woi!" Levi shook his hand at Bree's sight.

"Drink, Del!"

"Go ngalamun."

Bree just realized he had faced a glass of ginger wedang. Others are wedang uwuh and ginger milk. Not long after 4 bowls of chicken porridge came.

Bree saw Ilham pointing at him as Levi pointed at the fry.

"If you want to buy, don't think of me."

Bree ignored himself. Cut back on this, he kept eating. Not that, he's still eating. Frying is tempting. Actually it is not a problem in fried foods, maybe other factors such as chili, can also be the influence of Bree skipping other nutrients but even eating fried foods continue. Whatever it is, deficiency and excessive remain not good related when there is something in the condition in the body.

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"Rest, Del."

"Thank you, gan." Bree's headed for the second floor.

"Bri."

"Yes?" Bree stopped when he was about to enter the room. Alby came upstairs.

"Take the medicine first." Alby goes in the kitchen and gets a drink in the glass. The mouth of a small tumbler is certainly not comfortable gulping water through it to swallow the medicine.

"Can be later, Bi." Bree has received a glass of water from Alby.

"here. Drink it now." Alby took her to sit down and took the medicine out of her plastic. Checking whichever to drink now, he prepared.

Resisting nausea, this time Bree was better off taking his medicine. Some of the drugs that were not taken regularly yesterday.

"Thank you, Bi. I'm going to go in the room first." Bree took the medicine off the table.

"Bri?" Alby blocked the door of the room Bree closed.

Alby reached into his pocket stalled on the stairs, opening his crowded phone ringing the group's incoming message.

[I'm starting shift tomorrow.], order WA Bree.

[Wait for you to recover.], Inspirational response.

[Just rest first brother.], Siska's response.

Alby went back to the girl. The door of the room was knocked calling out the name of the girl inside the room.

"Bri?"

"Yes, Bi?"

"Let's talk?"