Don't Say SORRY

16

Irzi listened to Bree's self-deprecating complaints. Feeling stupid to deceive a man or to deceive yourself. Could it be falling in love or just finding shelter.

"Huh! Lupainic. Males shouts your babble, it'll go everywhere in your brain."

Bree's lips are pursed. A quick look at the WA notification with the name Alby on his phone. It's been a long time since the notification was quiet.

Bree is still a mager with the one he is currently in. No matter what other than angkringan, Irzi, and dishes in front. Not denying his mind is always out, just trying to divert it first. Bree and Irzi came home late.

Bree just stared at the cafe from the street while with Irzi just passing by. Bree didn't stop making Irzi take him to the boarding house.

"Why am I here?" Bree tolah toleh around as soon as entering the parking lot of Irzi. Jumped down when Irzi had not turned off the motor.

"Balek's there!" Irzi was amused by Bree's behavior.

"Kadung. I want mi, Zi?"

"There's."

As always the look of the anticipated mystical myth investigation. Bree's got Irzi's computer. Accompanied by a bowl of boiled noodles with ceplok continue half-cooked. Irzi does not eat because in angkringan has devoured many snacks. For Bree? Ordinary, the craftsman ignores hunger, but there are times when it can continue to eat even after fullness will be issued again.

"Former than rame lo, Bri."

Bree still wants to ignore his phone.

The knock on the door roused Irzi from her seat and opened the door.

"Hi, Mas," welcome Irzi to greet someone outside.

The deg!

Bree knows his voice. He sat in his seat to see who was coming. Alby's in.

"Hi, Bri."

"Yes." Yeah." Stiff. Bree cursed himself like he was scared of Alby.

Alby and Irzi are having a conversation. Alby took Bree home. Bree just said goodbye to Irzi. Stupid, inner Bree.

There was no chatter from Bree or Alby. The two were silent the whole way ..., passing through the cafe. Where's Alby taking Bree?

Alby entered the parking lot in angkringan not far from the cafe. Go to Alby's house. Precisely on the side of the path around the rice field area. An alternative road that was deserted with the other side was once fenced.

Bree sat watching around. There was the sound of plates being placed on the wooden table when Alby had arrived after ordering. Alby sat watching the girl in front of him staring at the side yard. Bree silently endured the rumbling in his chest.

Not waiting for two cups of coffee to come, Bree turned his head, saw his favorite banana and fried tapai in a dish. There are mendoan and sambal kecap. Ah, the slices of rawit in soy sauce look a little, Alby who is spicy because it was still worried about Bree.

"Thank you, Mom" Bree told the preacher.

"Suwun, Mas."

Alby still finds Bree's smile, while the smile for him has not been shown again since long time not together. The girl was still silent, looking back at the side courtyard.

"What do you want to eat, Bri?"

Just a head bobble while glancing at Bree's response.

"Indomi?" bargained again.

"No, thanks, Bi."

If usually Bree has agreed to eat noodles.

"Bi, I want to go home."

"Hm. Wh why? Males came out with me?" Alby finally grabbed Bree's gaze.

"You're sleeping."

"Irzi's place?"

"Can." Bree smiled faintly. "Please anterin me balek Irzi's place?" Alby's eyebrows are wrinkled.

"What's your goal?"

"What do you want?"

"What am I wrong?"

"There's nothing wrong. I'm just males again."

"Why does it go on?"

Bree blinked his eyes. Turns out the guts were shriveled when Alby's eyes were sharp. Alby kept staring at Bree.

"I don't know if I'm in the mood."

"Color is pissed off by me? Because I changed you think?"

It's tofu. Did Alby avoid it on purpose?

"You always smile at other people when I know you're talking to me. Very friendly, Bri. I'm the only one you're cuddled with?"

"Just how you feel, Bi." Bree changed his cross-legged seat and both hands were pointing at the seat.

"We shouldn't continue to. You have Rima. Unless we have alif affairs or fitting hang out with children, even then I have not been invited anymore to. Wong I was a rioter in Sari's life."

It felt like he was being ignored. Yeah, Bree baper.

"You know why I like you? I'm a baper because of your attitude" said Alby.

"Nothing special. It's all the same."

"But I know what you mean to me after you've differentiated your attitude to me."

Bree glanced at the cigarette on the table. Alby's cigarettes.

"May I have your cigarette?" Bree looked into Alby's eyes.

"Take it, Bri." Alby believes Bree changed. Usually grinning to grab a cigarette when permission asks.

"Thank you" said Bree, taking the cigarette.

"I'm going home this time. Please anterin me," Bree pinta after exhaling her cigarette smoke.

"Eat first?"

"Thank you. That's."

"Reserve what you bought."

No response from Bree.

"Your medicines are still intact?"

Again. Bree remained silent.

"At least appreciate Ilham and Levi."

"I appreciate all of you. Your kindness. Your assistance. Your attention. But if anything changes, I can change."

"Only I never video call, my quot runs out."

"Alby quota used up still active video call. Tetring your mother, wifi where your friend is. Your busy race is still active when it comes, the ales are cheating me, keep coming out again."

"Udahlah, Bi. Not much talk. I don't want to hear anything." Alby is changing drastically.

"So Rima's feelings. You keep your relationship good."

"Our relationship cannot be repaired. Rima is still in pain remember you. Your photos on my phone were found out."

"Photo?" Bree never asked to be photographed or borrowed Alby's camera. Photos of himself affairs report of course using cell phone cafe.

"I'm taking a picture of Bri in my hape."

"A job?"

"much. At work, fitting Bri sleep, fitting Bri brain-tinkling plant."

Oh, Alby's fault.

"Nyesel, have you ever expressed feelings to me? Rima get out of the way you feel."

"There's no regret. I love Bri from my feelings."

"Can't you let Rima keep making our relationship clear? Uh, why us, I don't pantes call us. And now you step aside from me because you think I'm a barrier to your relationship. After you pulled me into your life."

"If you think so, I'm sorry."

Sorry, sorry, sorry, what are these words!? Speech to change to goodness even becomes trivial repeated with deliberate mistakes. Bree considered it deliberately because it was not a caliph after many times he convinced Alby.

"Please eat, Bri. Ni, your coffee's cold." Alby brought Bree a cup of coffee.

"I'm sorry, I didn't ask." Bree pressed an apology. Alby sniffed a big breath.

"We go home after you've been drinking equally well."

"I'm full."

Alby smiled watching Bree. In a rage the way Bree was always funny to Alby. Where there is full if all that presented his favorite. Not a tree, but a snack.

"When is Bri going off? I'll make time for Mama's house."

"When I'm ready to go home. In this world I don't taste anymore."

Alby's holding back pissed. Bree wants to die?

Bree frowned his lips curling in anguished hold. In the downfall the tears fell to his feet. She misses her dead mother. Want to go home, miss home, but will find lonely no one there. His father works outside the island. Alby made Bree pede contact his papa first when he missed.

Hearing Bree's snot thrust, Alby slightly advanced to the table, grabbing Bree's cheek up, wiping the tear with the tip of his jacket. Very mellow. Even Bree missed Alby's hug. Alby saw Bree's face screwed up. His jacket was removed from the spot and put on Bree's shoulder, Alby tidied it up so that it tightly wrapped around Bree's back.

Alby went to buy water.

"Udah okay?" Alby grabs the mineral plastic bottle in Bree's hand as he closes it.

"Thank you."

"spent? Go home later." Alby wiped the rest of the tears on Bree's cheek.

It was just a prestige. Bree picked up the fry with a smile, revealing a line of clenched teeth. Alby laughed.

At least Alby contributed to his life. Want Alby to forget the babble to keep or protect, want Alby to step aside for the good of his own way, should Bree be grateful to have been a priority even though it was for a moment because maybe Alby was curious, or maybe Alby is saturated with the situation with Rima.

Bree is selfishly wanting more.

"Eating rice?"

"Thank you, Bi. I'll cook later."

Bree filled the saturation of playing his cell phone. If you used to always joke with the story, now it feels lazy to get used to Alby. Alby noticed the girl in front of him smiling to herself, focusing on the phone screen.

[bluffing this up time]

[seger dong zi shower all over]

[slightly melek little seneng ntar nangis again fitting he is not nongol]

[when I don't papa. briefly again I have everything]

[cries while crying]

"Such a response from WA." Alby smiled as Bree turned his eyes back to his gaze.

Alby quietly listened to Bree's happy look when his phone crisply rang and his fingers were agile typing something. But he knew the look in those eyes couldn't lie. Bree is in grief.

"My victory is ridiculous" Bree said, staring back at the screen.

Alby is confused by Bree's current attitude. He was guilty of the galauan girl as well as to a girl who for five years held the status of her boyfriend.

YOUR HEART IS WRONG PLACE

A video with the sentence Bree made the status in the story of the application.

[alai bener. recently given what bri eat?]

Once again Irzi teased her, replying to the story Bree revealed as her current status.

[cock the hell zi cepet really this one stalker nguntit me]

[acute pede. eat what can alai gini]

[eat banana]

[wetting. don't abrasive bri]

[your mind is dirty.your banana I'm chopped!]

[sadist!]

Bree is tired of playing cell phones. Dizziness to be exact. Put the phone to the table and look at Alby. Has Alby not turned away? What is not the commoner's eyes mantengin himself continues.

"Congratulations?" bree asked, looking into Alby's eyes.

Eh? Alby's eyes are red-glazed.

"Wanna go home?"

After Bree's two questions for her were not answered, Alby sighed and lit a cigarette.

"Isn't that Bri who's been fussy coming home?"

"I'm not fussy. Males spoiled or begging to people who are not one goal. I'm just begging you to go back to the usual way."

Once again just a little laugh that Alby did. His long hand landed on Bree's head and rubbed the tops of his head. Bree wants to hug Alby one more time. Impossible.

"Bri don't smoke anymore?" Alby was surprised that Bree's tumben smoked once more than usual a hot-boiled like coal.

"May I ask you again?" Bree's question that Alby is upset about.

No matter Alby's cynical gaze, Bree picked up a cigarette. Ah, it's nice if you can still behave as usual. Bree's like a thirst for attention and a spoiled hunger. Right said Irzi, must be careful not to be blurred.

***

"Other on where, Mas?"

Surya comes to the cafe taking coffee beans for CofiGaming stock. In a hurry because it connects customers from online ojek applications.

"I don't know about Levi. Inspiration there. There's Alby as well as the road runs out with Rima."

Limply. Bree wants to cry.

"Remember this, Bri."

"Hm."

Bree can't make a sound anymore. Groaning kongkong.

Surya has left the cafe. Bree went in the bathroom. Now she's crying.

Alby's a big liar! Alby couldn't have wanted Bree. Alby's a stupid liar! Stupid bree! Bree destroyer!

Her tears never stop. Bree wanted to curry favor with Alby in his satisfaction but could never. Bree held his voice, the cry made him tight. Bree smacked the lip of the bucket. Bree shouted in a stifled voice. His hand was pinching the lip of the bucket.

Be ill.

[alby and I were fine. Alby even started to change our way of communication. now he is trying to show the seriousness of wanting this relationship]

What Alby's goal says his relationship with Rima is no longer continued. What he wants Alby who has been determined to avoid Bree instead talk loudly about Rima's trust in him is broken. Bree's sick. So hurt. It hurts so bad.

[i'm bad for making you suspicious and alby a victim of my condition]

[do not bri. you are not wrong. yesterday was misunderstood because there is a stove]

Rima is the same as Alby. Though what Sari did could be as a realizer of each. Stupidly Bree wished Alby. That guy is a coward.

[i want to meet you but alby said wait until a while ago.you look active in the cafe and cafe la I also did not know the night.want to meet afternoon surely you are tired]

Alby says Rima is after extra tutoring and can be morning to night. That's why Bree refrained from asking Rima to meet because there was no time. While he only takes care of the cafe and afternoon until early morning is always a lot of time. Alby liar.

Actually the spicy spice or stove, yes Alby. Smart speech.

[hopefully we can meet you. I know you're a good person]

[city. inshaallah ri]

"If I'm good there's no way Alby's ngarepin!" grumbled Bree put his phone to the cashier's desk loudly.