Don't Blame My Son!
Do I Have to Be Honest ?
It was early morning Dusk getting out of bed, stretching his tired body. The age of the womb entering 5 months, the stomach already looks distended does not look big like pregnant women in general. Because Dusk also covered her stomach with large clothes so that people do not recognize her distended stomach, plus also has a small body so people are not too aware of the existence of her pregnancy.
Dusk walked into the mirror, looked at the mirror and turned his body to the left and right looking enlarged stomach. The twilight had already started to feel his heavy body.
"It's wekeend. Should I tell Daddy and Mommy now?" he said he stroked his stomach.
After telling her about her pregnancy problems with her best friend Amel a few days ago, Dusk
he felt better and a little relieved. A little twilight has a sense of enthusiasm and does not neglect the lecture anymore. Maybe he should reveal honesty to his family.
Dusk knows he must not be constantly like this who is afraid of problems. Although Reno was irresponsible and just left her. He must solve his problems, after all the child he bears is innocent.
"Patience son, Mother will take care of you. We can not give up dear." he said who smiled and invited to talk to his son in the stomach by stroking his stomach
Dusk was already sure he wanted to tell his family now, Dusk stepped his foot into the bathroom to clean his body. After finishing the bath and dressing herself down and meeting her family.
Dusk saw his father was sitting on the terrace reading the newspaper with coffee on the table and accompanied by the Mother. Dusk approached his 2 parents.
"For Mother's Father" Dusk said good morning to his parents with a smile.
"Tumben you are awake, usually still molor." said Romi to his son was surprised early in the morning to say hello.
"Wake up early in the morning Well, where's Nabila?" Dusk chuckles.
"The habit is still sleeping this weekend" said Romi.
"Are you home today?" tanya Dusk made sure that her family was at home to reveal her honesty.
"Yes.. Why is it?" ask Romi wonder.
"It's okay Well" said Dusk briefly.
"Have you had breakfast, son ?" ask Ajeng.
"Not Bun" replied Dusk.
"Breakfast first gih, Mommy has cooked chicken teriyaki same capcai." She is very attentive to her children. Especially to the twilight of his youngest son.
"Later Bun, I went to the room first Yah Bun." said Dusk who then left the terrace.
Dusk threw his feet into the kitchen, when he was hungry. It seems true said his mother had to eat, because it is no longer alone and should not be selfish. Dusk must provide nutrition to his son who is still in the stomach, he must take care of his son, who else if not him who is guarding.
Dusk opened the refrigerator, he inhaled a cool cool air from the refrigerator that tasted good.
"We're looking for something for you to eat first, son"
Dusk take a milk box in the refrigerator, indeed the Mother is cooked but it feels lazy still morning eat heavy food. He also took a box of cereal. The box of milk and cereal he poured in the bowl and glass, Dusk pulled the chair and sat down to eat the breakfast he made.
After finishing breakfast, Dusk went to his room. Rubbing his body, hands and feet often feel numbness may be because the content has begun to enlarge.
"I'll tell Dad, Mother and Sister Nabila at dinner tonight." Her speech.
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Romi Bratajaya's family had gathered in the dining room. Dusk saw his family who were already in the dining room joined, Dusk pulled a chair and sat down. Each of his family took a plate and poured food on each plate.
Seeing his family seem to be enjoying dinner quietly, it was time for him to open up a conversation.
"Dad Mother, someone wants to talk twilight." said Dusk to his father.
"What are you talking about?" ask Romi seriously.
"Mmmm..." Nervous twilight and trembling to say.
"What do you want to say?" romi asked seeing the astonishment Dusk did not clearly speak.
But when Dusk wanted to speak, Nabila stopped him.
"Dad, Mas Ardian told me that he'd be here to propose to me Well." Nabila spoke with a cheerful and frenzied face with her hands clapping on her chin.
"When does Ardian want to come here?" romi asked.
"What's right, kid? when?" Ajeng was happy to hear that his eldest son was finally proposed as well.
Dusk just took a breath and was silent, instead he was not happy his brother would be proposed but this time instead he was getting more confused and dizzy. How to explain to his family if the situation is like this. It was impossible to tell her pregnancy news when there was happy news from her brother.
"I'm happy with you" said Dusk briefly giving a smile to be happy.
Indeed, Nabila and Dusk are 7 years old, Nabila is 28 years old and has not been married even though he has been dating for 8 years with his girlfriend Ardian despite LDR (Long Distance Relationship). Like if buying a house KPR already want to pay off, and of course his family is very happy finally the eldest child is proposed as well.
The twilight tugging his finger under the dining table was agitated.
"I have to How O Lord." he murmured inwardly.
Dusk could only watch his family's conversation, with questions of when and when. Very bored, he felt like he wanted to escape from the dining room. When she was pregnant, she had to witness the news, not because she was not happy but in her heart she was drawn to her brother. Although Reno left her but still terbesit little love and the future with her son.
"It seems that in this month Yah" said Nabila estimated the surrounding
"Thank God, isn't Ardian in Surabaya?" ask Romi.
"The task of Mas Ardian in Surabaya is about to be completed and he will return this month to Jakarta" replied Nabila.
"Well, we have to prepare a clothes application for you later, son, it looks like Mommy should book kebaya clothes at a friend's boutique." said Ajeng enthusiastically want to dress his son. As if you want to hold a wedding party even though the application has not.
"Yes nih Bun, I have to buy a beautiful kebaya for a proposal later" said Nabila who was excited with enthusiasm.
"We've continued the dinner first." said Ajeng to finish dinner.
Dusk just flinching and listening to his snob did not come to talk. He only showed a smile to the brother who was happy.
After finishing eating, dusk went to his room. Sitting in front of a mirror with open arms supporting her face. Staring at the mirror with a mixed gaze of feeling confused, sad, disappointed, restless, into one.
"Oh my God, did I know about my pregnancy when Nabila and my parents were happy ?" he said with tears that had fallen down his cheeks.
