Don't Blame My Son!
Disappear Go
It has been 2 months Reno no news, during that time Dusk has contacted Reno and asked all of Reno's friends. But the existence of Reno no one knows, whether it is deliberately hidden or really does not know.
The age of the Twilight Content has entered 3 months, Dusk is still covering her pregnancy. His body was getting thinner and unkempt, the lecture was also abandoned.
It feels like going to Reno's house to see him directly, but not accompanied by him. I don't know what feelings made it hard to go to Reno's house, maybe because it used to get bad treatment.
Sitting on the side of the road bemoaned the situation, the sense of resignation and despair that held his stomach.
"I'm tired" a sad voice and tiredness that is not powered up. Squeeze his legs and stomp his feet. His feet felt numb and sick from walking a lot.
Since Reno's disappearance, Dusk has often walked alone without direction. He hopes to find Reno on the road without any intentionality.
"Did you really just leave me?" Dusk wiped the sweat on his head while gulping down the water in the bottle he was holding, his body was limp and his legs were cramped from tired of walking on.
Dusk constantly spoke raving, crying, sad eyes and empty thoughts as if he had no spirit of life. I don't know how long Dusk was sitting on the side of the road that only saw vehicles passing by.
Dusk Confused not knowing what to do, she still did not accept that she was pregnant. Moreover, the girlfriend just disappeared without news. Dusk does not know how to tell his family, what else if Reno really does not want to take responsibility.
Indeed his actions were wrong but is it as complicated as his condition? she used to give her woman to Reno because she thought Reno loved her no matter what.
Realizing he was on the side of the road from now on, Dusk stood up and went from that place. It's been a few days
his stomach was not filled with rice, he decided to forage and fill his stomach. Dusk stopped walking in front of the fried rice wagon not far from the roadside earlier.
Quite crowded place to eat fried rice, Dusk ordered 1 serving of fried rice.
"Fried rice bar 1 serving yes. Not spicy as well as eggs in ceplok" said Dusk to the fried rice brother.
"Ready neng" said the fried rice brother who was busy with a sotel and frying pan.
Dusk sitting near a couple with a small child, it seems husband and wife and with their child. Dusk smiled to see the little girl eating so greedily that the mother, who was fed, while the father who was next to the little girl rubbed his little girl's hair signifies happy little girl eat smart and greedy. Dusk feels the envy of seeing a husband and wife happy with their child. Dreamy twilight can be like that with Reno, himself and his son later. But his fate says something else.
After finishing filling his stomach with fried rice, Dusk approached Abang nasi goreng and paid.
It was already evening and the sky became dark, it was enough all day to walk without direction. Dusk feeling tired, his body limp all day on the streets. Even dusk decided to go home.
Chequelek
The door of the house opened by Dusk, he just arrived home at 20:30 . Before entering the House of Dusk remove his wet cheeks from the tears that are constantly flowing. Dusk prepares his best smile to meet his family so as not to see the situation he has.
"Assalamualaikum" said a smiling evening greeting as he entered the house.
"Waalaikumsalam" said the Mother approaching the child. Dusk kissed his beloved mother's hand and smiled.
"You're home late, son?" tanya Ajeng was astonished to see her son just until the house at night.
"Yes Bun, there is a group work assignment" Dusk replied forced to lie.
"You're so tired, take a shower and eat right away. Mother make fried rice yes" said Ajeng the Mother who cares about the fatigue of her child and rubbed her hair.
"Where have I eaten Bun, Daddy and Kak Nabila?" ask Dusk.
"Yeah, Dad is resting in the room, Nabila is in the room" Ajeng said.
"I go to the room first Bun, want to take a shower and rest." said Dusk and went to the room.
The sound of the shower in the bathroom that she turned the handle on, the swish of the air shower soaked her body. He sat on the bathroom floor with his legs up while hugging his legs and bowing his face above the snoring. Enjoying the touch of every drop of water that soaked his body, covering the tears that fell out of his cheeks.
"It has been 2 months I searched and waited for the whereabouts of Reno but the result is no info whatsoever" he said that banging his head slowly on the wall confused how to.
An hour and a half in the bathroom, just contemplating his fate, his body shivered and his palms were wrinkled and pale. If left in the bathroom constantly he can die from the cold.
Dusk finally decides he wants to try to come to Reno's house, despite being heavy-hearted but he has no other choice. Although going to be driven back at least find an answer.
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The next day...
Dusk tries to come to Reno's house and look for answers. The booked online taxi was waiting in front of the house.
"Bun me, go to college ya." said Dusk berampit kissed the hand of the Mother, he was forced to lie.
"Be careful, dear" Ajeng smiled back at his son.
"I left Assalamualaikum" Dusk then left the house and walked into the online taxi booked.
The road that looks familiar Dusk see, 2 years ago he had visited the road. Dusk sighed softly, his hand holding his chest. Dusk descended from the online taxi, standing in front of the black large gate with a feeling of fear. Dusk rang the bell, an old man of quite high stature, a distended stomach in black uniform opened the gate.
"Sorry who?" ask the Mr. security of Reno's house.
"I'm Twilight Sir" replied Dusk.
"Is there anything I can help you with? who's it gonna look for?" tanya wondered the father of security.
"Mmmm. Sorry sir, I'm a friend of Reno's. Is Reno home?" sahut Dusk who also asked the whereabouts of Reno.
"Oh den Reno her have moved to England the same Mr and Madam too, this house is deserted non. Only me and the maid who guarded this house." explained the father of security told.
Deg.. deg...
As soon as the heart of Dusk beat fast, his body felt hot, his face pale and cold sweat. Shock and shocked to hear the explanation of Mr. security
like lightning in broad daylight. Unexpectedly Reno left him just like that.
"Sorry sir, move it from when?" Dusk asked with trembling hands and his hands wet in cold sweat.
"2 months ago, no. Doesn't know?" answer that security.
"I don't know sir, sorry sir if you may know the reason for the move why?" hands that sweat cold by squeezing his wet hands, still can not believe the sudden disappearance of Reno.
"Indeed, suddenly the non-transfer, I also do not know why the move" explained Mr. security.
"Yasah sir, thank you" replied Dusk briefly, he immediately went to leave the complex of the house.
After moving from Reno's house, Dusk walked with a blank look of footsteps somewhere to step without direction down the road. Going 2 months ago meant after Reno found out she was pregnant.
"You just disappeared after knowing I was pregnant with Ren" the gaze of her eyes widened her heart and the disappointment felt. Tears that continue to bathe her eyelids make her beautiful face become swollen.
"You evil Ren, jahaaatt...!! even you didn't meet me first to avoid our problems" Dusk shouted in the street who continued to cry.
Dusk still did not believe in all this, his world felt shattered. Then how did she face the fact that she was pregnant without the responsibilities of a man.
How could he face all his circumstances now? what should dusk do?.
