Don't Blame My Son!

Desperate Asa

After 1 month ago came to Reno's house, Dusk was getting desperate. An already out of control feeling and a sense of hopelessness lingered on him. The age of the womb is 4 months and began to look slightly bloated stomach. She doesn't know what to do, she's still tight-lipped about her pregnancy. How long has he been like an ancient man who avoids the people around him, especially Amel the friend and classmate sekampusnya.

And as long as Dusk lies to his family, Dusk still likes to walk alone down the street without direction. Meditating, sitting on the side of the road, in the park, circling the road depending on his footsteps just walking. I don't know what to do all day outside the house. He did that silly thing until night, and his parents only knew that Dusk was busy in college.

I don't know when she should do that and hide her pregnancy from family and friends. Dusk was too afraid to tell them. Dusk is still not ready if the situation is not accepted.

"Jeez Where have you been? you almost 2 months no news "Amel who was surprised to see Dusk enter the lecture by hugging the twilight very tightly.

"I'm sorry Mel" replied flatly Dusk.

The beautiful face of Dusk and the thin body that was slightly different from his stomach made Amel realize there was a difference in the self at Dusk.

"You're skinny now, Nja? where have you been? if there is a problem of the same story I dong" said Amel who tried to open the conversation to know that his best friend had a problem.

Dusk only cried to hear Amel's words, Fortunately the class was still quiet and had not started the scheduled course.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Amel gave the tissue to Dusk.

"Always we're friends already from Junior High, I know what you look like. You may not suddenly disappear if there is no big problem. If it's just a small problem you can't avoid it and there's no news" said Amel who holds the hand of Dusk to calm his crying.

"If you don't want to tell a story yet it's okay but don't be harbored alone. You tell me the same I let you reduce the burden on your mind." Amel saw that Dusk could not bear, his eyes were very cute due to rarely sleeping.

"I'm pregnant Mel" replied the heavy voice of Dusk crying and lowered her face.

"Whataaaa???? Haammiiil???" Amel was shocked and shocked to hear the statement of Dusk.

Actually Dusk heavily told Amel, but Amel was right until when he covered up her pregnancy. The burden of his mind is no longer able to hold his own especially on his best friend. If he is still silent to his family, at least there is still a place to rest to share stories and reduce the burden of his problem thoughts.

"Just make your body look different. So what makes you disappear away from this?" sergeant Amel.

"I'm sorry Mel, I'm afraid to tell you the truth. I'm afraid you won't accept my situation" Dusk cried as he pleased to explain.

"O Allah is Twilight, why do you think so. We're best friends from school. Whatever your problem, you are still my best friend Nja" Amel hugged Dusk who was still crying. Not out of thought Amel, all this time Dusk covered his own problems. On his face there were many thoughts.

"Jaudah we will discuss again, now we want to enter the class. Let's be nice, at my house, I know you're covering up from Auntie and Om." said Amel who held the hand of Dusk and calmed him down.

"Thank you Mel still accepts my situation, but your parents will be at home." asked Dusk.

"We are friends who should support each other. Coincidentally Mama and Papa again to Surabaya nengokin my new aunt. You stay at my house, I am lonely plus Kangen you are also hehe." said Amel with a smile on his horse teeth who also asked Dusk to stay overnight. Amel was an only child so naturally lonely at home alone. It was usual to stay at Amel's house.

"Later I say mother first to stay overnight" said Dusk.

College is over, they both go home. Dusk was at Amel's house to confide in his problem which he had not told all about.

"Well you go to the room first, I go to the kitchen first take a snack" said Amel, Dusk went up and went into Amel's room.

Amel was in the kitchen making the favorite chocolate ice of Dusk so that Dusk feel his heart better. Amel took a snack from the refrigerator. 1 pack of potato chips, cheese wafers and also 2 cups of chocolate ice he made. Amel placed it on a tray and took the tray to his room.

"Makasih Mel" said Dusk.

Glek...

The twilight sipped the chocolate ice to the end, the thirst had not drunk anything since morning.

"Eh buset immediately run out of ice, thirsty" said Amel who laughed to see Dusk spend his drink directly.

"I haven't had a drink from morning" said Dusk also laughing.

"Aren't you a laper, too? if laper, we pesen online only" asked Amel suggested.

"Later Mel, still tired. Want to fall down first." said Dusk who immediately laid his body on the bed.

"How many months are your pregnancy?" ask Amel directly to the topic of the story.

"Mmmm... Around the 5-month road" replied twilight thinking around it.

"Do you know what gender it is?" ask Amel curious.

Dusk woke up from the fall, "do not know Mel, I have not checked" Dusk shook his head did not know, indeed from the beginning of pregnancy Dusk has not checked the contents to the hospital. Not thinking in that direction.

"Well you're pregnant for 5 months and haven't been to the doctor at all" Amel shook his head in surprise.

"Of course that Reno jerk doesn't want responsibility. I didn't like it from the beginning that you were with her" Amel folded into her two annoyed and disliked hands.

Dusk just silent to hear the words of Amel, Amel,

"Mel don't tell father and mother yaaa" Dusk held onto Amel's 2 hands with pleading eyes.

"Hmmm" Amel let out a rough sigh.

"When did you hide all this?" ask Amel astonished.

"I'm not ready Mel, I'm afraid they don't accept my pregnancy" replied Dusk who suddenly cried.

Amel gave her a tissue at dusk and hugged her, "Yas, but it hasn't been tried. My advice is that you tell them immediately before they know first. Your stomach will also be added. The severity of the behavior of children, still parents love their children." said Amel suggested giving advice and encouragement.

Dusk was silent with Amel's words. Maybe it's true that he should try. But his mentality is not ready if outside of his shadow.

"Although you are pregnant, you should continue your studies. Honey, we are late semester" said Amel suggested that Dusk continue his lecture even though he was in trouble.

"Hmm I don't know Mel yet, haven't thought about it. Maybe I'll take a college break first." Dusk answered confused, he was afraid and not ready if college will get ugly gossip on campus.

"Yes, I always support you really" said Amel encouraged whatever the decision of his best friend. Amel was concerned to see the situation of Dusk like that, he knew that Dusk was still not ready with everything.