Don't Blame My Son!

Dizziness

The house is still quiet, his mother is away while his Father and Brother are still working. Fortunately, they were not home if there would have been a clear look at the messy face of Dusk who continued to cry.

Dusk walked towards his room, mirroring the look of his face as if his eyes were swollen and swollen as a result of continuing to cry.

"My eyes are so swollen, how is this? I have to compress my eyes before my father and sister come, they can look suspicious." Dusk holds onto his 2 red, swollen eyes.

His father and brother used to come home at 7.

His father was a regular in the import export company and his brother became an assistant manager of the hotel. While his mother is only IRT who takes care of all the needs of the family. Their families are not rich, their families are simple but life is adequate and Dusk from childhood is not lacking. His mother was supposed to be home but today is going to see a distant brother.

Dusk down the stairs and down to the kitchen to pick up ice cubes and a small towel to compress the eyes. Dusk feels very dizzy on the head and stomach also feels bad.

"My head is so dizzy" Dusk held his head heavy. Dusk sitting in the kitchen eliminates dizziness on his head to improve a little and also compresses the eyes. The twilight pinched his head softly.

After the eyes feel better, Dusk went upstairs to the room. Dusk reflected back and rubbed his still small stomach. He imagined that his stomach was growing.

"My stomach will definitely get bigger"

Dusk is still stroking the stomach with a sad face.

Dusk lay his body in bed, his body was very tired what else he was pregnant. Dusk reached into his bag and checked the phone hoping Reno replied to whatsApp but the message sent was still checklis 1 and not read as well.

Dusk tries to re-contact Reno on the phone but Reno's number is still off. After an argument earlier this afternoon on campus, Reno switched off her cell phone.

"Where are you, Ren?"

Dusk still believes that Reno will take responsibility and accept himself and the child in the twilight cage. Again Dusk daydreamed staring blankly at the room sky, tears flowing back soaking the bed.

Feeling tired of crying constantly, puddles of tears have flooded his eyes. Waking up from bed to go to the bathroom to clean the body. Soon her father and sister are home, and her mother is too.

"I've just compressed my eyes but I've been crying again, thankfully my eyes are not as stiff as before." Dusk stared at the mirror and wiped away the tears that had soaked his cheeks.

"I'd better take a shower, Father and Sister Nabila will be home soon".

After finishing the bath, Dusk dress up a little so as not to look too much crying. She applied concealer on her eyelids and bb cream to cover the face that still looked a little swollen crying.

"Tok..but.tok..."

The sound of knocking on the door in the room was heard.

"Love, dinner boy" his mother's voice called out for dinner.

Chequelek

Dusk opens the door.

"Mother is home? Father and sister Nabila have also come home?" ask Dusk.

"Here, they're downstairs now." He smiled, rubbing his son's head.

"Mother's been going all day, really cooking?" tanya Dusk confused his mother told him to eat dinner, even though he was not at home all day.

"You're so tired, what's okay on campus?" tanya Ajeng saw her son's face look pale.

"For many tasks alone Bun" replied Dusk smiling.

Ajeng the Mother embraces her son's shoulder to order dinner. They went downstairs and headed to the dining room. It was seen that his Father and Brother had gathered at the dining table, Dusk sat down to join in.

"How was college, son?" ask Romi about his little girl.

"Currently well" Dusk replied with a forced smile.

"You look pale Nja'" said Nabila see the face of the sister looks pale.

"Are you okay, baby?" He asked a little panicked.

"It's okay Bun, I'm just tired because of a lot of work" Dusk replied to make sure it was okay with his family.

"Yes, don't be too tired. Take care of your health, son." said the father reminded.

While eating, suddenly dusk feel dizzy.

The food we eat is bitter and unpleasant.

"My head is so dizzy"

Dusk can not resist dizziness and the stomach also feels like vomiting. Dusk panic, does the pregnant feel such symptoms dizziness and nausea? while he was eating he clumped his hand on the table and continued to hold his nauseous stomach.

Dusk did not want to look if she was pregnant, she said goodbye to leave the dining table and to the room. Because it can not stand the desire to vomit all the contents in his stomach.

"Well, Bun, I went to the room first. I still have a lecture assignment to collect tomorrow" said Dusk smiling in a calm manner so as not to be seen.

"Kok very fast, just also eat" said Nabila saw the little sister was a little strange.

"Easter the food first, son, you also have not eaten from morning" said Ajeng the Mother who was worried.

"After completing my class I will eat again" said Dusk smiled and made sure to eat again.

Then Dusk left the dining table and headed for the room. If there is no family wants to go directly to the kitchen sink because it can not stand it anymore.

Dusk removes all the contents that are in the stomach and holds a very unpleasant stomach.

"My head is dizzy, my stomach is nauseous" Dusk walked lethargic to the bed.

Dusk laid his body on the bed, trying to close his eyes and rest for a bit to get better. He checks the phone again hoping Reno responds to his WhatsApp messages. Still no reply and no word from Reno.

"Reno still didn't reply to my WhatsApp" Dusk sighed in disappointment.

"I better get rid of my belly button that keeps hurting. Tomorrow I'll see Reno back"

Dusk went to bed so that the next day was fresh when he went to campus, and could meet Reno again.