DO NOT GO, SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY

TWENTY-ONE

1 Year has passed, I feel still hit hard how not, in one year I lost 2 men who always accompany my days.

I tried to pursue my desire to become a TNI-AU but again God did not allow me to become a Wara.

And today, still like a year ago I can only be silent, and more often locked myself in a room.

I don't know if there's anything interesting to me anymore, for now and maybe in the future.

The sound of knocking on the door that broke my daydream.

"Son..is inside?"ask me from outside my room.

"Yes Bun.." My words wiped away my tears.

"Someone's looking" she said, opening my door.

"Who?"I stared at Mother at a glance.

"Son ziyad" added mother.

She again?what's he doing here?is it enough not to put a few bullets in my heart?still I would he hurt me?my inner.

"She's waiting downstairs to take you by the way" said the mother turning her body.

"Oh yes one more, you are ready not long to kasian ziyadnya yes" added the mother and then closed the door.

Well, as my mother ordered, I just obeyed.

After 30 minutes, I went down to the Ziyad and shook his hand after a long time of not shaking his hand.

"What's wrong?tumbens?"I'm still a bitch.

Bundapun told me, friends of mother's friends comment on my changes, I think this is reasonable is not it?they if lose someone will definitely turn 180°.

"Jalan yu" he said then stood up from his seat.

"Where?"my spoken.

"Where can I want to the end of the world as long as you are the same.." he said then walked to balance myself.

I just gave my eyes like it was high school yesterday.

"Where's Dina?"I said when I stabbed the car.

The look at the guy I used to know back in High School changed for a while.

"Well can you?"my words instantly smoulder.

"His father's mother died in an accident, he was taken there by his aunt because of depression that caused him mental disorders, and previously he had chosen the best way possible" he said still with a wry face.

"Em and a few months ago he was pronounced dead, he killed himself" he added.

Then Ziyad opened his car door and walked first leaving me contemplating in his car.

Immediately I caught up with him and sat down in front of him.

"You lying?"I still can't believe everything he said.

"That's all real dit, he only asked for one, he wanted.." he said it stopped when a waiter approached us both, meaning me and him.

"2 lemon tea, 2 strawberry crepes, the same fried rice exstra spicy 1 and the spicy 1" I then isolated the menu.

"He wants?"I said ask him again.

"Not forget it" he said as unkindly as possible.

Soon the food menu came, no more conversation from us just the clang of spoons and forks that complete the afternoon we both.

"How's your girlfriend's news?"Say ziyad when you lay down your spoon and fork.

I just shook my head, I could only be bowed down considering the departure of my brother and girlfriend on the battlefield.

"Why?"ask her again.

"They're happy in heaven" I smiled but there was still a touch of smile that I inscribed.

"They?"it means not understanding.

"Abang and my girlfriend" I said smiling again.

"Ditt.I don't know what I mean just want to know, and it turns out, I don't know what it means" she explained.

"I've let them down despite su.susaha" I smiled again.

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