DO NOT GO, SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY
THIRTEEN
^^^Fast return I was tired of enduring this endless longing.^^^
^^^~Azmi Rohadatul^^^
Two months and 3 weeks have passed, no brother who always invites me to fight or invites me to watch a movie.
I also miss the figure of the man who always encouraged me every day.
I brought some books that were as thick as a dictionary.
Dad and mom? They are usually very busy with their work.
Mother who now gets a job working in Belgium, so Mother Now belgium-indonesia continues.
I sat in front of the lighted tv in a loud enough voice.
I read sheet after sheet of books entitled tips and tricks to pass the TNI and POLRI.
While I was reading the book an art sampled me.
"Sorry that there are men in army uniforms, he said nyari gapak" said the artist who was the woman's bride.
"Not bang dirga?or Ade's sister?"I said close the book.
"Not non, no aunt also did not know" said the art.
I stood near the main door of my house.
"Sorry, Can I Help You?"I said I saw the man from head to toe.
"Excuse me Miss I'm looking for the general's father" the man said in a slightly formal tone.
"Yes, I'm his son, what's the matter, sir?"my words then let him in, but the man refused the reason because he was only here for a moment.
When the man was going to explain Dad came home with his usual car.
"That's Dad sir." I said when Dad got out of his car.
"Ready report!"said the man faced Dad.
"What's wrong?"said Dad astonished.
"Please the general's permission earlier, letda dirga has left us all in the battle field!"he said from a slightly hesitant look.
"Please my permission!"said again.
"What father mean?my brother will not go, my father must be wrong people, there is no way sir can notnnn" shouted me then I grabbed the embrace of father.
We also decided to enter the house.
I was told to enter the room accompanied by a fairly young art.
I tried calling my mother but the call was direct.
I'm trying to whatsapp her still checklis 2 Grey.
I called him continuously even though my mother rejected him continuously.
"What's the matter?mommy is busy again want a meeting again this is just a break" said mommy seems to be very worried about me And Dad.
I just cried without answering my mother's words.
"Your nak cry?What's up, honey?"my mother was a little confused again.
"Bun brother.." I said with a slow bad.
"What's the big brother?"said mother with a very worried tone.
"Abang has gone.." I said with Ada almost lost in the middle of the word.
"What?"said mother very surprised.
"Abang died bun.." My words then sobbed again And again.
"Mother go home now." said the mother then turned off the phone.
I came down the stairs to Father who had spoken to the man who gave the news of Grief.
"Thaa here sit down" said Dad patting the sofa bed next to him.
I Just follow it still while hiccuping.
"Mother go home now, most tomorrow nyampe" I said still with an uncharacteristic tone.
"Yes, I called my mother" said Dad without appearing to cry.
"Are you not sad?are you proud to see your brother leave us?"I said cry a mouthful.
"Of course dad is sad tha, dad is more proud of your brother, dad is proud he can relax his whole body soul for our country, Dad is very very proud" said Dad stroked my hair.
"Oh yes this is from your brother, that man who gave it" said Dad, holding a brown envelope.
I just nodded then took the envelope.
"Well." said I rubbed my tears that always fell.
"If my brother doesn't leave, maybe none of this will happen" I said.
"There is no word if tha.everything is the will of the Supreme, your brother must be happy there, he risked his life for the peace of our country, believe in the same Father." said Father trying to strengthen me.
It was like being struck by lightning today, between thinking and not.
Between sincere and not.
Bang come back for a while.
Honestly, I will never let you go.
Which brother did you promise to take care of my brother?Where's promise?
Bang is back for your little brother who's grown up.
