DO NOT GO, SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY

DO NOT GO, SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY
NINETEEN



He is like a shadow, I can see, but I cannot feel.^^^


^^^~Azmi Rohadatul^^^


"It's coming down, son.." cried mother from below.


"Yes bentarrrr" I shouted No less loud.


"How come brother Go home did not tell Dita?"ask me when I get Ade's sister who is sitting in the living room chair.


"What do you want to drink?"ask me and then sit facing him.


He just fell silent while smiling bitterly at me.


"Sister?why?"I said I was getting panicked.


"At Dita takein drink first.." I said Then rushed to make a cup of warm chocolate.


"Drink yes brother" I smiled seeing him smile at me.


"Nonsense, right?no Wounds at All?"I said I saw every body.


He simply answered his question with a slab.


"To the park aja yu kak, Look for the air Seger" said I then stood up and headed to the garden behind the house is quite large.


I rode on the swing and faced off with brother Ade; or what is often called bagas by mother and father.


"Why did you keep smiling?"I said see her beautiful face.


Again he just shook his head as an answer to my question.


"When do you go home from work?how can you not love Tau Dita?can Dita pick up sister?"i said again.


"3 More days.." he said very slowly but could still be heard by me.


"3 More days?what was 3 Days ago?"I said a little confused at the answer.


"No, 3 more days." she clasped my hand.


"Oh yes 3 more days brother invite Dita submission?"my guess.


He shook his head again, why the answer was the same as some of the previous questions, it was just a head movement that hinted no.


"What's the matter, brother?"I want to hold her hand.


However, when I will hold his hand, Brother Ade's hand is not held by me.


Just passing like a shadow, I can see his face.


Yes, a deathly white face with a heartbreaking smile that he threw at me.


"Sister?"I said very surprised.


"What does this mean?"I tried to hold his hand but nil, his hand was still not I could hold.


"Sister.."my shriek was still trying to hold her hand.


He opened his arms wide and hugged me.


It feels claustrophobic, but it feels like real.


I returned his embrace but it failed again, his body like a shadow.


"So don't stay with me.." I cried without hugging him.


"Pursue your Love, I'm sure you can, I love me more than you know" he whispered in my ear.


"Sister.don't.ja.don't go.."my cry still broke in his arms.


"I love you...."


After the last sentence was thrown, my body did not feel claustrophobic anymore.


Yeah, now brother Ade's missing somewhere, and where to go.


I can only cry while calling her name.


"Kak keiii, do not go.."my cry broke all the silence of the night.


"Sister pulangg...kak Ade......."


"Bundaaaa" I yelled and hugged her.


"What's yelling at you anyway?"said mother stroking my short hair, which I cut yesterday.


"Sir Ade went bun, no where"my sisak was still in my arms.


"Bagas not where, he's still here do not cry yes." said mother tried to calm me.


"No bun, it's been 1 week he doesn't know Dita anymore, the last time he was in the kitchen.." I said the more crying.


"So soon she's coming home.don't cry yes" said the mother calmed me again.


"Still this malem Come to sleep again yes" said the mother sleeping next to me.


"No crying, it's just a dream flower, it won't happen...Let's go to sleep" said the mother closed her eyes.


I just nodded and closed my eyes.


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A sunny day adds to my passion for jogging around the complex.


"Hi sister Dita.."some teenagers greeted me with a sweet smile on her little lips.


"Hai Vera" I said slightly waving my hand and then left before him.


I ran while listening to beautiful music from my phone.


Suddenly my phone rang, someone seemed to call me.


I saw him, it was Dad.


Daddy's?yes, have you gone home?


"Waalaikumsalam,We're again jogging well,What's the matter?"askau Directly.


"Go home and shower, pick up Dad.." There's no happiness Tara when a hero of my life comes home from his country duties.


"Yes yeah?means Bagas's coming home now?"my ask is very enthusiastic.


"Dad is different from Bagas" said Dad.


"Oh yes, well Dita went home byee" I said then turned off my phone.


When you're done getting ready, Me and Mother are headed to where Dad came home.


We waited for a while and a soldier came home from the battle field.


I approached Dad and hugged his body so tightly.


Likewise with mom, we hugged Dad in exchange.


When I'm done, Mommy and Dad go home.


When I got home I sat in front of the TV.


Call the House and I'll come up to her and lift her up.


"Excuse me with the kanendra family?"....


"......."


"Oh yes, ma'am?How's it?"


"........"


"Whataaa?I.iya ma'am I'm there now, Iya ma'am thank you"


"Who's tha?"said Mother out of the kitchen.


"Bun Come to Bagas's house, his mother called, Ayo bun, kak Bagas bun.." said I panicked while holding back my tears to plunge freely on my cheeks.


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