DO NOT GO, SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY

FOURTEEN

^^^I believe you'll calm down there, what color?for you gave up your life for the safety of this Beloved Country.^^^

^^^I'm proud of you bang!^^^

^^^~Azmi Rohadatul^^^

"Son.." said a woman who was almost middle-aged opened the door to my room.

"Mother.." I said in a hoarse tone.

"Would you wake up?"she said trying to strengthen herself.

I shook my head "We're not sleeping, we're waiting for my brother to come home" I said with a smile.

"Abang already down, mama here want to send you down" said mother held back her crying while stroking my back.

I immediately left the bed with the nude nuances.

I immediately ran over to the body of the bang dirga that had been wrapped neatly using white cloth.

I was silent, silent, silent, silent.

There's not a word I can say.

There is not a single movement I make.

I can only silence a thousand languages.

I went down the Two Stairs slowly.

All the neighbors who saw me were very pitying.

I approached my brother's body.

I sat down close to his head and rubbed the face that had some scratches.

"Bang..bangun ya.." said me in a slow tone but can still be heard by others.

"Where's the promise brother..wake up bang.bangunnnnnn" said my little scream at the end of the sentence.

"Bang..abang does not love Dita?brother..abang will be Temenin Dita until Dita becomes a wara?brother woke up bang do not sleep.abang wokennnnn" said I screamed Unkoruan.

Mother pulled my body into her warm embrace.

I hugged my mother very tightly.

"Bun...Come wake up brother bun.babang do not sleep continue bang" said I cry a mouthful.

"Darling.hadn't cry" said the mother calmed me.

A few hours later we were with our family and the other men.

After finishing delivering the bang dirga to my last place, Mother and Dad did not go home.

"Wake up.."my crying broke again in the middle of a clear morning with the chirping of this very beautiful bird.

"Udah thaa.." said the mother while crying.

"Mothera is a bad brother." I cried again.

"Dear, my dear.." said Dad, strengthen me.

"Let's go home" said Dad took me and mom when he got home I went straight to the room.

Spreading my body that is already not because of this.

"Bang..why is it this fast?"I said rubbing a picture frame that contained Me and bang dirga.

"Abang Promise to go home with the situation as before?but why would you lie to Dita?"kataku.

"Bang..abang also Promise the same dita, kebakal temenin Dita until become a person, sampe Dita success, sampe...sampe Dita become a woman.."capku Can't bear to hold back my tears that continue to cry.

I just remembered that yesterday I was sent a Letter by the man who gave the news of this Grief.

I opened the brown envelope and read it carefully.

^^^Untk:Adikku.^^^

^^^First on February 29th a beautiful little angel Nan was born into this world.^^^

^^^ A cute little sister Nan adds to my happiness every day...^^^

^^^Dita.ya that's the name I always remember...^^^

^^^Dek.jangan...^^^

^^^Abang Tau you must be Kira this brother is evil, right?brother did not fulfill the promise of brother, that brother will go home with good condition.^^^

^^^And brother can not fulfill the promise of brother, that brother will exist beside you support you to your ideals...^^^

^^^Pursue your ideals...^^^

^^^Abang sure, you will be able to be a mother wara, can take care of both people who are very very dear brother.^^^

^^^Dek...babang asked you not to cry, babang sure you must be crying again, with Red Eyes And puffy, Red Nose, Is It Not like That?^^^

^^^Abang Just want you to smile, resulting in natural red blushing cheeks.^^^

^^^Abang ask to take care of Mother and Father.^^^

^^^Abang pasan Dita,Sayang mother,Sayang Father.^^^

^^^Salam rindu,^^^

^^^Dirga Zaidan Dananjaya.^^^

"Bang.." cried out and hugged the Letter.

Bang.bahagia there, Dita sure brother will certainly exist beside Dita.

Dita will be proven Dita can be wara.

Ditaa darling brother.....

My inner voice then closed my eyes, trying to sleep.

Because all night I didn't sleep thinking about this.

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"He said he tried to encourage Bagas, the time ******* That was shooting the bullet." said the father talking to the mother.

"Well, how could that be?"said mother did not expect.

"He congratulated Bagas for Dita to be happy, but he ruined Dita's happiness as well" said Father.

"What yeah?"I said down the stairs.

"Weren't you asleep?"said mother standing up immediately.

"Dad says you're good-natured, so did your brother get shot?"I said hold back my tears.

"No boy.." said Dad to me.

"We've heard it all.." I said my tears again.

"It's not like that." said Mother to calm me down.

"Bagas malikttttt" I turned around and ran towards Kamar.

I locked the room, and sat behind my door.

"Why can everything be like this?"say cry.

"Abang..bang wake up, let Dita die alone" said I was hopeless.

"Abang....huahahahhaahh"my heart continues unceasingly.

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