DO NOT GO, SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY

TWENTY

^^^Thank you for fighting to the last blood point for this earth.^^^

^^^~Azmi Rohadatul^^^

"Wake up.."yelling me in your arms next to the body of my future soldier.

"Don't sleep.bun kak Ade" cried I'm still in the arms of the mother.

I was taken to Ade's room with my mother and mother.

"Son.." said my mother gently stroked my half-covered hair by a long black cloth.

"Aren't you mom?"I look at my mother with sadness.

But mother nodded her head, I glanced at mother she also nodded her head.

"Mother and mother are the same Dita?brother Ade didn't die he was just sleeping right"my cry broke in the room.

"Don't cry yes son.maybe everything should pass like this, mother is also not sincere, but let Ade's feet there happy you should be sincere" said mother encouraged me.

"Buuu" I said sobbing in his arms.

I never thought this would happen a second time in my life.

Wh why?what wrong?why does my destiny say this?why did he leave before we were united?

It felt like all those memories were bland without him anymore.

He's not coming back, he's never gonna tell you when he's coming home, or just kidding.

He will no longer joke beside me, act like a child in general.

He won't even mention his name every third of the night.

My name will be mentioned in every fardhu prayer even my sunah.

I just wish you were back.

Yeah back, could that happen?

Yes It's possible if I catch up to him in a different nature.

Why is everything so fast?maybe God loves her more than me.

The funeral was over, where only the big family of Ade and my little family remained.

I'm still sitting near his white tombstone.

I held it, rubbed it and smiled heartily.

Maybe that dream means yes this, you really left After fighting.

I'm always proud of you...

I love you more than you know.

I'm going home, just keep yourself there.

My words are inward.

Then our families went home to each other's homes.

When I got home I immediately entered my room and locked it.

Why can it all be like this?was it my fault in the past?

Why is my fate like this?

"Arghhhhhhhhh.

"Why is everything like this?"I said scrambling my hair.

I can cry and cry.

This is my life story.

There was enough of a brother who always accompanied me away from this world.

Now then?a surrogate brother whom I had as my own brother.

He also went out from before me forever.

It may be true, at this time I have not given her virginity, but someday I will give her virginity, but I think I will not be full of her virginity.

Today may be the day I hate, it's the same day that the bang dirga left me, why do the two men I love so much go so fast?

They left without seeing me succeed first.

They left without, without me being able to wear a wara uniform?

You will not be proud if I succeed in getting the uniform with my own efforts.

Why is everything so fast?yes, maybe I can just say that.

The chest tightness I wanted to tell a man who supported me.

Tiredness that I have been carrying as if without any burden at all.

And this sadness that I was experiencing I could only cover up with a sweet smile engraved on my face.

Perhaps this is the scenario of God, he will break the heart of His servant so as not to be hurt later.

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How to be like this😭😭

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