
With a sigh of Rahma holding the door knob of Dinda's room slowly she entered and closed the door back very slowly.
Ilham and Azam waited outside sitting in the waiting chair. It is clear that the mess on Azam's face saw his wife enter alone afraid of anything happening.
"Don't worry" said Ilham, Azam just smiled wryly.
With a slow step Rahma walked up to Dinda who was sitting while holding her knees clear liquid moistened the cheeks of the girl, making Rahma's heart full.
Now Rahma knows what the word sincere is actually grateful.
Grateful for what is in our lives that all is a deposit at any time will return to the owner.
Until the word sincere will stick in us if what we are grateful for one day is taken and there we will not be disappointed because we know that it is not ours until it arises sincerely clean in our hearts.
"Dinda" said Rahma trembling deeply heartbroken to see the condition of her friend who is like an undead. Rahma knew that because she herself had felt in the position of Dinda.
"Dinda" said Rahma again.
Hearing someone approaching and calling her, Dinda tightened her arms around her knees and stared intently at Rahma.
Degs...
Rahma was filled that gaze did not belong to her best friend, who was now in front of her.
"Go" cried Dinda while retreating.
"Go... I'm not a murderer.but when it's a killer.go.you destroy everything.. " dinda's screams again looked at Rahma with her body inching backwards clearly visible fear emanating from the glare of Dinda's sharp eyes.
Hearing the screams from inside made Azam panic immediately stand up to follow inside but Azam's steps were held back by Ilham.
"That's why everything will be fine" said Ilham coldly.
"But.. Dinda.. "
"Remember what your wife said"
Making Azam confused between entering or not and unfortunately Rahma made Azam have to promise not to enter if not Rahma himself who shouted calling him to make Azam resigned and returned to sitting with an unsettled heart.
While Rahma tried to calm down slowly continued to approach her heart ache hearing the screams of Dinda.Rahma can perculka seemed to hold a lot of pain, disappointed and angry.
"Don't be afraid of this I am Rahma your best friend." said Rahma.
"Go.. " cried Dinda again.
"I am Rahma your best friend did you forget" said Rahma carefully getting closer to make Dinda continue to stare at her hand tightly gripped the pillow wanted to stretch towards Rahma.
Either the bravery from which Rahma ran hugging Dinda's body tightly before Dinda successfully threw her pillow.
"Don't be afraid I'm Rahma your best friend" Rahma said as she stroked Dinda's back gently.
"I'm Rahma". "until Dinda dropped the pillow she was holding .Surprisingly Dinda did not rebel like she rebelled against Surter and the Doctor who held her.
Dinda just silent all over her body so stiff somehow elusan Rahma successfully make Dinda's heart warmed this elusan like someone who Dinda longs for his presence.
Not long Dinda's body shook so much that Rahma also shook. Rahma shed tears at Dinda's heart-wrenching sobs.
Although actually Rahma's leg was achy but Rahma tried to hold back and continue to tighten her embrace.
"Calm down" said Rahma gently continue rubbing Dinda's back.And sure enough Dinda back calm like never before.
Slowly Rahma loosened her embrace but Dinda did not want even Dinda further strengthen her embrace on Rahma, making Rahma resigned. Maybe this way Dinda will be calm and fine.
Rahma did not matter even though Dinda thought Rahma was her mother, there Rahma could feel what Dinda felt.
"I'm sorry I can't be a good friend yet, although I'm still disappointed but I love you so much Dinda" Rahma's inner screams along with a torrent of clear liquid wetting her cheeks.
"You don't leave Dinda, Dinda is afraid. Dinda is also already evil hik. hik. " said Dinda in between her stuffing.
"Rahma I Rahma your S-A-H-A-B-A-T"." said Rahma whispered softly while emphasizing the word friend. Because Rahma did not want when Dinda realized she would scream again because it was not her mother who was in Dinda's arms.
Instantly, Dinda stopped and let go of her embrace looking at Rahma's bead with tears as well as Rahma shed tears with a sincere smile given to Dinda.
They long stared at each other with gazes that could not be interpreted only them and God knows.
"Rahma" said Dinda slowly making Rahma nod her head "Yes" .
"Rahma... I've hurt him. no. "the scream of Dinda again while shaking her head made Rahma immediately cupped Dinda's cheek tightly though a little rough .
"I'm your best friend.. Dinda never hurt Rahma"
"Rahma has forgiven Dinda" Rahma said with emphasis.
Dinda was speechless to see Rahma who was shedding tears of the shadow of her togetherness and Rahma was spinning again in her memory. Joking laughter, sad, happy, jail, annoying and mutually protective imagined in the memory he clearly seen that Rahma not only considers him as a friend but a brother who loves his brother.
Dinda realized Dinda remembered it and recognized not the Mamah in front of her but the friend she had hurt.
Bruks....
Dinda hugged Rahma's waist tightly "hik. Forgive me.Sorry " said Dinda her crying broke just like that .
Rahma returned the embrace of her best friend tah tah tah tah tergilakan tah tah tah tah tah tak "I have forgiven and forgotten the plight" said Rahma trembling trying to mengikhlaska everything .
"I'm sorry I wasn't there beside you when you needed someone" Rahma said softly.
"No I'm wrong, Rahma does not deserve to apologize.I'm sorry" said Dinda tightened her embrace.
As Rahma's smile is engraved on her tiny lips, Rahma knows her best friend has returned Rahma is convinced of it.From the way of speech and body language Dinda began to change .
The white room is now peaceful there is no more frightening aura for Dinda since the arrival of Rahma .
Whereas Rahma his heart was so peaceful as there was no burden she felt before.
Reckoning is sick but soothing for the soul of the sinner.Like musyafir who walk in the desert sand find a drop of water that eliminates his thirst.
At the end of the day, giving something precious reconciles a bad day like there is no burden at all.
That something that is entrusted will return to its owner.
Will it be our property, throne, women, family, friends and even our own lives will return to the owner who is waiting for him.
There is no beautiful word except friendship. Friends who are very loving, protective of each other, loving each other. Although there is a small debate between them it is common to be a spice to mature yourself. Always there in times of slump, trying to understand each other.
Because of his good friend who always reminds us of the path of goodness, rebuke us if what we do is wrong. Because it is actually the meaning of difficult friends are always there.Not go or betray.